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Self-harming? Depressed? Panic attacks?
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Aug 09, 2013 08:38AM
People have often said I need a shrink. My parents for a while kinda believed I might've needed one, but I spent days trying to prove to them that I didn't need one. Luckily they didn't send me to one, but still people have told me I need one.
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Why do people think you need one?? You're awesome!
Dominique wrote: "Why do people think you need one?? You're awesome!"
That's what I was thinking!! She rocks!!!
That's what I was thinking!! She rocks!!!
Actually I was talking about you Brenda haha but yeah she rocks too definitely!!
Dominique wrote: "Actually I was talking about you Brenda haha but yeah she rocks too definitely!!"
Ohh!! I don't think I'm awesome, but thanks. :D You're more awesome, definotely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ohh!! I don't think I'm awesome, but thanks. :D You're more awesome, definotely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No way, hon. Why don't you think you're awesome??
Dominique wrote: "No way, hon. Why don't you think you're awesome??"
I've done a lot of things I wish I never did. :/
I've done a lot of things I wish I never did. :/
Like what?? I've done tons of stupid stuff but I don't regret any of it...I'm actually glad I did most of it because it's part of life, everyone does stupid stuff.
I fell in love with somebody I met online. >_< And a stalker sexually harassed me and chased me onto this site.
I wish I felt glad about mine!
And I didn't do anything like stupid stupid, just like embarrassed myself in front of people...
Yeah, it's okay. I just hate that the stalker had been able to continue with his life and I am just struggling to continue because I'm afraid that it's going to happen again. I can't mention his race without panicking…not meaning to be racist or anything. >_<
Dominique wrote: "And I didn't do anything like stupid stupid, just like embarrassed myself in front of people..."
I've embarassed myself so many times. I embarass myself every day. Not a single day goes by that I don't embarass myself! xD At least you just embarassed yourself. So many horrible other things out there to have somebody ruining another's life, if you know what I mean.
I've embarassed myself so many times. I embarass myself every day. Not a single day goes by that I don't embarass myself! xD At least you just embarassed yourself. So many horrible other things out there to have somebody ruining another's life, if you know what I mean.
Oh, well! Live and learn, I guess.
Yes, seriously, love is really all you ever need.
Definitely!! Love solves more problems than we even think.
But it also causes more than we ever think.
THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO THAT CAN'T BE DONE
NOTHING YOU CAN SING THAT CAN'T BE SUNG
THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO THAT CAN'T BE DONE
NOTHING YOU CAN SING THAT CAN'T BE SUNG
~✨☀Solar Ultrastrength☀✨~ wrote: "I have a physical problem, but I'm always afraid people would believe it as a mental problem and would recommend me a psychiatrist."
I have a bunch of problems!! xD Okay, I put that like if it was a good thing, when really I think it sucks! Ha ha! Okay, I act weird!
I have a bunch of problems!! xD Okay, I put that like if it was a good thing, when really I think it sucks! Ha ha! Okay, I act weird!
Dominique wrote: "But it also causes more than we ever think.
THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO THAT CAN'T BE DONE
NOTHING YOU CAN SING THAT CAN'T BE SUNG"
True that!!
THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO THAT CAN'T BE DONE
NOTHING YOU CAN SING THAT CAN'T BE SUNG"
True that!!
The Beatles knew what they were talking about. The Fab Four forever
No, no, no, don't take it to heart, sistah. Just relax a bit. Listen to music, read a book, that kind of thing. And you'll realize you were overreacting about it. No worries, sister. We all love ya!
Im so tired of keeping my story to myself, i need to tell someone, its long, read it if you want but know that it stands for something. My story: I don't really remember how it all started, things just started falling into place. One day i was living on top, the next I'm in a lowly state of sadness and hardship, then completely out of the picture. I guess i should really start from the places that i remember, the parts that changed my life forever.
When i look back on it everything started out in Grade school, it was mainly the middle ground for the first tragedy. I was outgoing, didn't know a stranger, didn't judge and didn't care. But to my oblivious note i would later find out that my best friend-Allison-is the little sister of a state football legend.
The other kids started migrating around her, almost as if she was the sun and they were the planets trapped inside its orbit. We still made it work, finding time to talk and play every chance we got. It was only a few years later everything changed.
Perhaps it was the separation of us through our assigned classrooms or possibly the corruption from her newly found friend. Either way everything started to gradually fade from what it had been. I was oblivious to everything, still being in the innocence of grade school.
It was at this point where harmless, child like mockery shifted into something more, something greater. To my dismay they started bullying me, my best friend now the toil of my insecurities. I didn't know what to do, i had no one else. I stuck around them a few years, that is until i found Brie.
She was the quiet girl at the back of the class, none the less we were bound together by our common title of class outcast. For once i felt better, i had someone to rely on again. Someone to trust. Of course my former best friend didn't like my new found friendship, her and her posse of friends tried to make our lives miserable. We didn't let them get to us though.
The next year my long distance friend-Hannah came to our school, no one could touch us we were invincible. Then 7th grade year happened...
We had no classes together, Brie and i stuck together but i cant say as much for the other. We were still friends, trying to make it work. She had to of secretly hated me, for there was so many signs of betrayal that i feel so dumb for not seeing it.
The major sign should of been when she started dating my long term crush and then tried to hide it from me. I found out from Brie, she never had the guts to tell me herself. But yet i gave her another chance, and another, and another. She found out in what ways she could use me and push me. Not to mention the fact that by now all the rest of my class was bullying me. Some of them even going to extensive amounts to push me, calling me hippo and other hurtful things. I would literally just sit in the back with my head down, crying silently, the teachers didn't know. The teachers didn't care.
8th grade year was even worse, Brie's dad got a job transfer and she had moved away that summer, leaving me to fight the never ending battle alone. By now Hannah was full out betraying me, only coming around when she wanted or needed something from me. I was fed up with the things that she was doing and didn't let her push me around anymore, she resented that. I guess she felt power apon being able to hurt someone with only a few simple words, to her i used to be an easy target, a way for her to climb the social ladder. Everything fell apart that year, the bullying continued from everyone, i turned to starving myself and crying myself to sleep every night. Often times music was my only friend.
Im a freshman this year and I'm just kind of faded into the back ground now. I don't even speak to Hannah anymore. Brie and i still keep in touch. And as for Allison shes on a downfall of her own.
I just want you all to realize before you send that text, before you talk behind your best-friends back, the same arms that feel so comforting can cause so much pain. I don't want anyone to have to follow the same path i was forced into. So please think about your actions and the long term effects they could cause, so ask yourself before you act : is the gossip really worth the chance of loosing that person from your life?
EVERYONE SMILE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
I've been feeling really fragile lately.It got to a point where it was noticeable.
But, despite all that, I try to hide behind a smile, and play happy tunes whenever I start to feel that way again.
Which probably explains why I never leave the house without my headphones and iPod.
But, upon reading another's story, I realise things are never as bad as they appear to be in your head.
So:
Live, Smile, forget and forgive in each moment you breathe. :)
AND KNOW THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU, EVEN IF WE"VE NEVER MET YOU FOR REAL WE'RE YOUR BEST FRIENDS ON HERE AND YOU CAN TALK TO US!!!!!
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It got to a point where it was noticeable.
But, despite all that, I try to hide behind a smile, and play happy tunes whenever I start to feel that way aga..."
Beautifully said,Phoebs:)
Renée wrote: "AND KNOW THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU, EVEN IF WE"VE NEVER MET YOU FOR REAL WE'RE YOUR BEST FRIENDS ON HERE AND YOU CAN TALK TO US!!!!!"Of course!!! I love to talk to you guys. <3 :3 x3 :D ;)
Y'ALL ARE PURE AWESOME.
DON'T LET THE ZOMBIES BITE YOU DOWN.
Sierra~Kelley wrote: "Phoebe wrote: "I've been feeling really fragile lately.It got to a point where it was noticeable.
But, despite all that, I try to hide behind a smile, and play happy tunes whenever I start to fe..."
Thankyou.. :)
And the ability to keep on smiling even through the toughest time is what keeps up alive. Smiles can change the world, my friends.
Smile at someone every day, because it could be the only smile they get that day, and you jsut made them happy. :D
Heck, even going up to random strangers in a shopping market and saying "I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!" right in their faces could cheer them up mentally.---...Either that, or you'll mentally scar them.
Depends on your choice of approach.
....no I can't say that I have....but I do smile at randoms! :D
Dear everyone on this thread,Just remember: God put you on this earth because he thought you were strong enough to handle the hardships of life when he created you. Stay strong. You can't let people get to you when you know you have a purpose. You may not think individuals need you, but the world in general does. Think about your future. You could do so much more than you think you can. You could cure cancer, or write music that would save someone's life, or become a doctor that does save lives, or maybe you'll become someone who is loved. But there is one quote that I say to everyone who self-harms: "How can others love you if you don't even love yourself?"
Think about it, and let your future be your guide. You'll find someone who accepts you. Trust me.
~Gracie
it's good that people are feeling happy now. :)And those are very wise words Gracie, thankyou for sharing them. :)
No problem. I don't want to be one of the pressing someone dies, I want to be the only reason they don't.❤
Hey - I once thought things had gotten so bad, that I ended up being a slight self-harmer.But, once I realised that I was having too many negative thoughts, I also realised that it was only the thoughts that made me sad.
So, moral of my day - SMILE. LAUGH. once you do either of these things to a fond memory, you will instantly be enlightened! :D
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You know this place has got a lot crowded don't you think?That's why I created a new group..Not that I don't like crowds but I lose you a lot somewhere in the middle.So please join:)I really want you there:D
It would all sorts of epic if you'd join<3We could have our crazy RPs without any interruption whatsoever:)
I am so glad this thread is here! Is this group even active anymore?
I am so stressed rn. I'm at the store with my family. My sister keeps singing and I tell/ask her to stop. So she starts singing something else. Omg she keeps doing it and won't stop. And when I asked her to PLEASE STOP (with emphasis) my dad tells me to stop. He says I've been extremely grumpy today. I am now biting back a smart retort because I know all it'll do is make things worse. But it's hard.
I'm just too tired for all this sugar honey ice tea
Ravenpaw/claw~Alas! Earwax! You're just as sane as I am (-Luna Lovegood) wrote: "I'm just too tired for all this sugar honey ice tea"Madagascar!
Ravenpaw/claw~Alas! Earwax! You're just as sane as I am (-Luna Lovegood) wrote: "I am so stressed rn. I'm at the store with my family. My sister keeps singing and I tell/ask her to stop. So she starts singing something else. Omg she keeps doing it and won't stop. And when I ask..."That sucks, I'm sorry to hear that :/
Thanks for caring!
