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Maddy
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Apr 24, 2013 06:25PM
Beven leaned back against the cave wall, not caring that rocks were jabbing into her back
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Hayden hadn't lifted her head. Her forehead still rested on her knees. "You know, sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if I wasn't blind..." she mumbled to no one in particular.
Hayden shook her head. "I don't think so."
"How would you change. Or how would you want to change." questioned Beven
Hayden shrugged. "I don't want to be blind. I don't want to be short. I don't want to be pale. I don't want to be blonde. I don't want to be a mistake. I don't want to be a lot of things. The list goes on."
"First, you are not a mistake. Second, everyone has things they dont want to be. Trust me, your not the only one." Beven said
"If I'm not a mistake, tell me why my mother's only words to me were 'get her away from me, I don't want her.'" Hayden said softly. "I was never supposed to be born."
"Maybe you were a mistake to her. But that doesnt matter, your here now and I know your not a mistake." Beven said quietly
"She sent me to the School because she thought they were going to kill me!" Hayden said harshly but quietly, more directed at her mother than anything. She still refused to cry.
Beven didnt have an answer to that. So she just hugged her
Hayden bit her lip, trying harder than anything not to cry. "She wanted me dead. She got her wish. I'm dead inside." and a tear slipped down her cheek despite her best efforts.
Hayden tensed. No one had ever hugged her before. Not even her mother had hugged her. Hayden definitely wished her mother had, even if she hadn't wanted her. Another tear slipped down her cheeks.
Beven felt Haydens muscles tense, but didnt let go. She squeezed her before relaxing
Hayden relaxed. She could definitely say that hugs were nice. She leaned into Beven's hug, her forehead on her knees, and let her tears fall. She didn't have a choice at that point. She had to cry.
"Let it out." Beven murmered and held her tightly, rubbing her arm
Hayden shivered and let her tears fall. She'd never cried in her life, so she supposed she could right now, for a little while.
Beven held Hayden, letting her cry. She continued to rub her arm gently
Hayden shivered. "It's so cold here." she whimpered, even if the cave was a warm eighty degrees, she was freezing. She sobbed softly, not wanting to wake anyone.
Beven made a fire close to them. "Careful, dont want you getting burned." she said quietly
Hayden shuddered. "It's horrible, your own mother not wanting you, not even naming you. My name was all my father, right before he abandoned me, too." Hayden let out a shaky breath and didn't bother wiping the tears from her face. She sobbed lightly, her breaths quick and uneven.
Beven continued to hold Hayden, letting her cry. It probley felt good to let it all out
Hayden shivered, her body contorted with sobs. She managed to keep quiet somehow, but she was terribly sad. She' felt much better after a few minutes if tears than she had in years. She'd never cried before
Beven looked at Hayden sadly, wishing she could take away the pain
Hayden sat up, leaning her head back against the wall. Her eyes were closed because she always felt better when she couldn't see on purpose. When Hayden closed her eyes, she felt like shed be able to open them and see it was the only way go keep herself sane. Hayden shivered, sobbing into the quiet night.
Beven continued to sit by Hayden and offer any way of comfort she could
Hayden sighed and curled herself into a ball, pressing herself against the wall. She wanted someone to hold her, since she'd never been held before, but that idea was far fetched. She was always alone. Hayden sobbed harder but still softly as she remembered her messed up past.
Beven wrapped a comforting arm aroud Hayden's shoulders, wishing she could absorb the pain from her, take it from her
Hayden curled herself up against Beven. She wondered if this is what it would feel like to have a sister. Someone who actually cared about her. She had no prior experience to draw upon. Hayden whimpered and hiccuped softly, tears still running down her cheeks.
Beven rubbed Haydens back, hugging her tightly
Hayden but her lip. "Beven?" she asked softly.
Hayden opened her mouth, closed it, and then opened it again. "Yure not going to abando me, are you?" she asked like she were a young child.
"Not even if you left me first." Beven promised, she felt like she finally had a family
Hayden smiled and nodded. "Me too." she finally felt like she had a family; like she belonged somewhere. Hayden relaxed slightly next to Beven and fell asleep, her breathing relaxed but with tears still running down her cheeks.
Hayden shifted in her sleep, but not unhappily. She was merely shifting positions, so she wasn't resting on her back. She was sound asleep next to Beven with the ghost of a smile on her face and the last of her tears running down her cheeks.
Beven looked outside of the cave, like she had done many times already, but she couldnt shake the wrong feeling she had. Paranoid, yes, she was always paranoid
Hayden kicked slightly, but then rolled directly back over and back into a peaceful sleep.
Beven looked down at Hayden, glad she was sleeping. She couldnt sleep now if she tried
Hayden whimpered softly in her sleep. "Don't leave." she whispered.
Beven wasnt sure if Hayden was talking to her, but she responded anyway. "I'm not going anywhere." she promised quietly
Hayden tossed. "Dont do this to me." she breathed. She fell silent.
Snow let them have there talk she began to practice fighting
Beven looked around the cave and munched on an apple while Hayden slept
Snow started to play with the deers
