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Nov 11, 2013 05:24PM
He sighed and pulled her into a hug "don't apologize..." He murmured. "i can't lie, i feel wonderful that you feel something for me but... I can't betray my brother like this."
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"I think I'm the one betraying himNot you"she said softly wrapping her arms arojd him
Ryan rested his chin on the to of her head. "you haven't known him for almost your entire life." He murmured softly. "I'm the one enjoying the company of my brother's lover as he is held captive..."
"He's held captive because of me. And I sadly cannot complain about it. I enjoy it much more then I should but I do"
"I'm sure that you would truly fall for him if you only had more time..." He murmured, gently playing with a strand of her hair, watching it glisten in the morning light. "i still don't quite understand what you find so charming about me."
"I'm sure that you would truly fall for him if you only had more time..." He murmured, gently playing with a strand of her hair, watching it glisten in the morning light. "i still don't quite understand what you find so charming about me."
"Oh Ryan"she looked up at him one of her small hands placed on his cheek gently,"you are an amazing man"
He gently placed his hand over hers, looking into her eyes. "and you are an awe inspiring woman." He whispered.he kissed the palm of her hand.
"But you won't will you?"she said softly
"won't what?" He asked her, hoping she wasn't asking what he thought she was asking.
"Be with me"she said softly,"I know it's wrong that I feel this way towards you but I do. And I wish I could change it but I don't know if I can...."
"Anna... I don't want you to change how you feel." He rested his forehead against hers and looked at her sadly. "i want you to be with me. I want to care for you." He looked pained "but you're with Ruark."
"But was it ever love? He respected me and didn't boss me. He was a goodMan and I cared about him deeply but is that all he was?a friend?ive never loved someone, did I mistake it?"
"have you two had... You know, yet?" He asked, blushing slightly.
" y-yea" she whispered looking down," please don't think bad of me he was the only person I swear..."
He had to smile "i coups never think bad of you. I just wanted to know." He kissed the top of her head "and how did you feel when you did that with him?"
"Well...the first time it hurt a bit...but it felt nice.he was nice. Very gentle"she said blushing thinking about it
"but did it make you feel amazing, did you want it to never end?" He asked.
"I was the one that stopped it from goin to long each time"she mummered,"I feared the consequences to much...."
Ryan sighed "maybe... You don't really love him..." He murmured, stroking her cheeksoftly. "then again, I'm still not entirely sure what love is suppose to be."
"Neither am I. But I know I feel something towards you Ryan. More then friendship, I should not bit I do"
Ryan looked down at her. Before he could stop himself he kissed her again, this time with a passion he could never convey with words.
Shr kisses back surprised but happily
Ryan pressed her against a tree and deepened their kiss. He knew this was wrong, that he was betraying his brother but right now he frankly didn't give a damn. He had never felt so happy, so wanted before. He cupped her cheek gently in one hand, the other wrapping securely around her waist.
She wrapped a leg around his waist knowing that she was betraying Ruark as well but the feeling she ha right now it was dofferent. There was still the lust but something more aswell
His hand slipped from her waist to her thigh. "Anna..." He whispered, he moved his lips to her neck and kissed along the exposed skin feverishly.
She moaned loudly tilting her neck welcoming it as she ran her fingers through his hair
Before he knew it he was tugging hungrily at her clothes, gently biting her neck. He pulled away slightly, panting. "what is this feeling? My body is hot and... I want you, but what do i want?" He didn't quite know what thus feeling coursing through his body was.
She kissed him again,"you want me"she told him breathlessly,"just as I want you"she told him
Hr kissed her passionately. "can i have you...?" He asked
She hesitated but only for a second before niddlmg
(i don't want to say inbox and seem like a pervert sooo, ff =P )
(Lol Okies.)Ana looked up at him panting
Ryan panted softly. They had already redressed. He held Anna in his lap as he sat with his back resting against a tree. "I've never... Felt like that before..."
"Content?"she asked kissing his neck
He groaned softly when she kissed his neck. "yes. And pleasured." Ryan held her a bit tighter.
Ryan smiled "even though it was my first time?" He asked.
"You were great"she assured him straddling his lap kissing him softly
He cupped her face in his hands and kissed back gently. "you were fantastic."
He pulled away and nuzzled her neck. "i loved your lust filled expression. It made you all the more beautiful." He murmured to her, his hot breath brushing against her ear.
"Did you now?"she asked slipping a hand back under his shirt,"because I quite enjoyed what it got me"she said with a mischievous glint in her eyes
He blushed when her hand went under his shirt but chuckled "and here i thought you were a lady." He teased, kissing her softly.
He chuckled and ran a hand gently through her hair. "and I'm perfectly fine with that." He murmured to her "we should go check on James. He probably almost awake now."
She nodded quickly pecking his lips before slipping off his lap
Ryan got up and followed her into the cabin.
