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Jun 16, 2013 07:13PM
He jumped "Stella!" He looked up at the couch where jade was supose to be.
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"She went out to get my dole Advil, she'll b back soon"she said,"coffee?"
"uh, no thank you." He sighed and sat up. "I have to ask you something."
"Sure"she mummered rubbing her head,"close the bliss first will us? My lazy bones acting up
He nodded and got up, closing the blinds. He looked at her. "Stella..."
She nodded, sitting up. He was only on his shirt and it rose up in appropriately high when she did, showing James her womanly parts
He blushed brightly and looked away "please put on some underwear!?"
She looked down and pulled it down,"I took it off in the car, how do you think the Bouncer let us in so easily? And jade said you left my car"
He frowned "you let him see your-never mind!" He shook his head and made her look him in the eyes. "do you love me?"
"Of course I love you"she replied confused ,"how can I not?"
He shook his head "i mean do you love me more than as just your big brother?" He asked, thinking she misunderstood him.
She shook her head looking down not able to say it,"your so silly"she forced herself to giggle,"where's your bathroom?my tiny bladder needs a relief"she changed the subject
"Stella, look me in the eye and tell me you don't." He said smoothly.
She looked up at him,"I-I don't"she said stuttering and trying her best to avoid his eyes
"stella..." He took her chin and looked get in the eyes. "do you love me more than just as your brother?"
"that doesn't answer the question."
"I....."she couldn't finish as her eyes started to water up,"I..I..."
His gaze softened "stella..." He looked away and sighed. "so jade was right..."
"That bitoxj"she mummbled as she pulled her legs to her chest Letting her hair cover her face,"I'm sorry James"ah whispered
He frowned and looked at her "excuse me!?" He sighed. "Stella... Once we get your car back you're leaving, alright?"
She nodded looking down,"I won't bother you again..."
"that's not the problem, Stella. The problem is you being so hateful to jade!"
"She'sRuining your life!i never liked you g Ng up your dreams to be a teacher but at least it was a proper job!"
"i like my job now and i love jade!" He glared. "if you can't be happy for me now that I'm actually happy then just leave!"
"I'm not happy for to Ecuador our freakin losing yourself back!your so much more then you think but you never look at yourself like that!you keep thinking you won't make it but you've never tried!"
"shut up! You don't know what you're talking about!"(what was that first sentence?)
(I think I meant I'm not happy your holding your own freaking self back!)"Yes I do!!!even if I wasn't in love with you I always want the best for you and your doing the exact opposite!you were the freakish valedictorian, too student accepted in so many universities but you never believed in yourself!"
"it was never what i wanted!" He finally exclaimed. "i never wanted to be in NASA or any of the stood universities! I wanted to be an artist! But how could i live off of selling my art?" Hr growled. "and right now, I'm happier than I've ever been. I work in a book shop that i love, i'm with the woman i love, and i get to sell my art for some extra cash!" Hr stood." You don't know what i want! You know what you want for me!"
"No I know what you always told me!!!if you want to be an artist I can fully support that, you don't know of you can sell your art evasive too never tried!
"its really hard to be an artist especially since nowadays there are so many! But now I'm selling my art like i wanted." He looked away. "but you'll never be happy with my life, right? Not as long as I'm with jade?"
She was about to comment but looked away,"I was never going to tell you"she whispered,"I was going to find someone eked, someone who treated me right and stick with then instead....
He sighed. "i don't care if jade is a minor, i love her. And she loves me back." He looked at Stella "you're my little sister Stella. You know o only want what's best for you and if you can find the right guy, fantastic."
He pulled Stella onto his lap and hugged her. "are you mad at me?"
She shook her head,"I hoped you didn't find this out the eleay you did though....."
"by you getting drunk and trying to have sex with me?" He chuckled. James stroked her hair. "I'm sorry i didn't find out the way you wanted me to."
She blushed,"I'm sorry about that, I didn't know...I know it's wrong
"don't worry about it." He murmured "tell me about your boyfriend."
"He's not likebthvlters James,he...I don't know, I gues sits because he's older, but he's so patient with m
He nodded "I'm happy you found a good guy." He smiled.
"I'm glad you said that because he's a few years older then you..."
He frowned "how many is a few?"
"Oh you know here and there one..or two...or five...."
"he's thirty!?" He stared at her "that's nine years older than you!!!"
"Most 21 year olds treat me like garbage though, at lest this gig has a great career, is happy with his life and never forces me
"y-you just haven't found the right guy." He insisted.
"Who is the right guy them?"she mummered,"I've been crashing on the wringer guy, all my boyfriends do is use me then throw me away and then there's Jim. He really likes m
"but..." He but his lip and nodded "alright... As long as he makes you happy."
"Thank you....aren't you 8 years older then her?
