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Killjoy and Gracie! #2
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Ladybooksalott
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Apr 20, 2013 02:24AM
He heard her cry and his heart broke. He had absolutely no clue what was going on. "Marie?"
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"What's wrong?" He asked, frowning. "Please open the door," he begged gently.
"No. I don't even want to see you James, I've arranged my flight home for tonight and until them I'm not leaving this room" she sobbed.
"What happened? What did I do?" He asked pleadingly. It was very confusing; he didn't remember anything.
"You tried to force me into doing things James. " she said, crying still. "I begged you to get off me but you wouldn't! And you know in my past I've been forced and raped more times I can count, and that just reminded me of all of it. It hurt more emotionally because it was off you, someone I love so much. Every time we...' make love', I get flashback of my past, I get a bit frightened, but i look at your face, and I'm not frightened anymore, I know everything's gonna be okay because we love each other and i knew you wouldn't hurt me. Well last night you did, I've got bruises on my hips off were you tried to hold me still. I thought you would never do this to me James. Remember in the first few month of our relationship? How I was getting blackmailed into doing things to Eliza's dad and his friends? How you eventually killed him? Well. I used to close my eyes and imagine it was you,so i wouldn't be as frightened because i love you so much. I don't even want you to touch me now James, it scared me too much. "
He closed his eyes, hating himself with his whole heart. He didn't understand, how could he have done that to her? He realized he must've been drunk. He wanted to kill himself. "I'm so so so sorry," he choked out. He trembled, hating himself so much. How...? He still didn't understand. "Please," he begged, feeling his eyes tearing up at how much he had hurt her. "Please forgive me, I understand it... if you hate me," he choked out in pain. "If... you want... a.. divorce..." he managed to get out, his fists resting on the wall, along with his forehead; he couldn't bring himself to move.
"I still love you. I'm just scared" she whispered.
He shut his eyes tighter. "I...I can't remember," he said softly. He still felt sick. "I'm so sorry," he whispered in pain. "Please, I love you so much."
She sat on the other side of the door, crying harder.
His heart broke at the sound of her tears. "Please baby.. let me hold you... I will never hurt you again, I promise," he choked out.
He got in and gently pulled her in.his arms. "Oh baby I'm so sorry," he whispered, rocking her back and forth.
She wined slightly and cried into his neck.
He hugged her close, holding back tears. "Please forgive me," he whispered
"I....I....don't know" she whispered.
He buried his face in her hair with a sob. "I'm so, so, so, sorry."
He held her close, stroking her hair as he crid softly.
He kissed her tears away. "I love you, you know that right?"
She nodded, and moved away slightly.
He bit his lip when she did but remained silent.
"What are you going to do?" He asked in a small voice.
He wrapped his arms arond her waist and hugged her softly.
She winced and pushed him away gently. "Don't James"
He sat down on the bed, rubbing his forehead.
He sighed, not knowing what to do.
She looked at the bruises on her hips on the mirror.
He laid down on the bed with a sigh.
"Marie?" He called out, biting his lip.
"What are you doing?" He asked softly.
He sighed, knowing she was lying.
She rubbed some cream on the bruises, hoping they'd heal sooner.
He bit his lip and walked to the livibg room.
She sighed. This was all lucias fault.
He sat down, rubbing the back of his head.
