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Jun 21, 2015 07:39PM
Lucas hurt a little that Isaiah thought he was being mean but he needed to remember that he was only three and didn't understand that stuff. Lucas sighed softly and drummed his fingers against his thighs.
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Zach looked over at Lucas for a second not sure whether to tell him about being gay or not. For the moment he decided against it. He looked back down at Isaiah," I think you need a nap." He said softly
Lucas knew that naps did literal wonders for Isaiah but there was no way he was going to let Lucas take him upstairs. Lucas rubbed his jaw and watched them.
Isaiah shook his head," No daddy no.. I no wan a nap. " he said. Zach looked over at Lucas," Could you take him upstairs?" He asked
Isaiah shook his head some more," no I wanna Tay wif you daddy.. I no wanna go wif him."
Lucas nodded and stood up. He wasn't going to hurt Isaiah but he would probably like Lucas even less after this. Careful not to hurt either Zach or Isaiah, Lucas picked up the little boy and held him close so he couldn't flail around. Isaiah managed to kick him in the stomach a few times before they reached his room. "Isaiah, stop fighting." he grunted and set the little boy down in his bed.
Isaiah cried as Lucas took him away from Zach. "No I no wite you... Doo way." He said crying as he kicked his small legs and tried pushing away from Lucas. "You a bid meanie." He said as he laid in his bed not at all his normal self Zach shook his head a little bit not knowing what to do about Isaiah and Lucas
Lucas frowned and shook his head. "Take a nap, buddy. Okay?" he said softly before closing the door and walking back downstairs. He rubbed his stomach a little. The child kicked hard when he meant it. Lucas didn't want Isaiah to hate him. Lucas walked back into the living room and sat down on the love seat.
Isaiah didn't say anything to him as he left just cried softly. Zach sighed a little as he stared at the ceiling then looked at Lucas as if he just knew he was there all of a sudden," I'm sorry Isaiah is in such an awful mood."
Lucas shook his head. "He's three and had a rough couple weeks. I'm sure it's not anything rare." he said, sitting back in the seat. He ran a hand over his face and played with his lip ring. Lucas didn't know if he should tell Zach he was gay.
Zach nodded slightly," I suppose that is true but I still feel like I should be saying sorry for the way my son was treating you now matter how young he is." He replied softly," and like he was trying to explain to you one of his classmates does have two dads which is probably where he got that idea."
"Probably." Lucas mumbled. He couldn't deny that Isaiah not liking him anymore, hopefully just for a while, didn't hurt. It somehow made him feel like he failed taking care of him. "It's not your fault, Zach. Kids throw tantrums. Isaiah's are not partially pretty, I know. But thank you, I guess." he said.
Zach sighed softly," yeah I know.. He throws them more often now especially when you would leave. " he admitted softly," I guess with all of this he's just trying to tell me something."
Lucas frowned at the tidbit. He threw a fit every time he left? He then looked up at Zach. "What do you think it is?" he asked curious. They both knew that Isaiah wanted him around more than he already was.
Zach shrugged a little bit," I'm the only single parent in his class every other kid either has a mom and a dad or two dads or something but at least two people to take care of them... Here it's just me and when I go to work you" he explained
"You're saying he wants two parents?" Lucas said, crossing his legs and running a hand through his hair. If that's what Isaiah wanted then why wasn't Zach trying to find a woman to marry?
"That's what it seems like to me."'zach replied looking at him. "I mean what else could it be?" He asked looking over at Lucas
Lucas nodded in agreement. "You're probably right. So what are you gonna do?" he asked, tapping his phone against his leg.
Zach shrugged a little bit," I haven't the slightest clue.. I don't exactly have the one right now to go out with anyone and I don't have that much luck with women."
Lucas raised a brow, surprised. No luck with women? Zach was very attractive. He was funny and laid back. Was it the single father thing that drove them away? Not once did Lucas consider he might be gay.
Zach rested his arms behind his head and stared up at the ceiling. He wasn't even sure why to say now.
Lucas sighed and watch the movie's menu play over and over. The silence bothered him a little but he was at a loss as to what to say.
Zach sighed softly but still said nothing feeling like it would be awkward to bring anything up now
Lucas sat for few more moments before getting up. "I'm going to run and get your medicine from the pharmacy." he said, grabbing his keys then walking out the front door. He got in his car and buckled before driving to the pharmacy.
Zach nodded slightly," alright thank you." He said softly still staring at the ceiling
Lucas got the medicine and took it back to Zach's house. He was ready the labels as he walked back into the house. "Do you eat and/or drink pomegranates and cranberries on a regular basis?" he asked as he walked in the door.
Zach looked over at him," no? Why?" He asked thinking that was a weird question to be asked coming out of the hospital
Lucas shrugged. "It says to not eat pomegranates or cranberries while taking this medicine. Why? I don't know." he answered, setting the pill bottle on the end table by his head. "I'm going to go check on Isaiah." he said then went upstairs and into Isaiah's room.
Zach nodded," ohh alright then.. I don't eat that stuff.. So we are good." He said then nodded a little bit," okay then." Isaiah was still sleeping peacefully
Lucas sighed and watched Isaiah sleep for a while then went back downstairs. He looked at the time. "Are you hungry? It's about five." he said.
Zach shook his head a little bit," no not really.. But if you make something I'll eat a little bit of it." He replied
Lucas nodded and went into the kitchen. He just made some plain noodles and put butter on his. He gave Zach a little and sat at the table. Eating quietly.
Zach looked over as he was handed the plate," thank you." He said softly looking at Lucas
"You're welcome." Lucas said after he had swallowed. He had made extra incase Isaiah decided he was hungry later.
Zach propped himself up and started to eat slowly. Small feet could be heard on the stairs after a little while and a soft," woote!! Whewe awe you?"
Lucas frowned a little and got up. He met Isaiah at the bottom of the stairs. "Right here, buddy." he said. "What's up?"
Isaiah reached up to be held," You till hewe." He said
Lucas picked up the little boy in confusion. Did he think he was gonna leave? "Of course, I'm still here. Where else would I be?" he asked softly.
Isaiah shrugged a little bit," I not know woote." He replied hugging him a little. It was like he didn't even remember that he was so upset before his nap
Lucas hugged the little boy back and realized that, once again, the nap had done wonders. "Ready to see Daddy?" he asked, smiling down at the little boy.
Isaiah nodded," Yeah yeah see daddy. Woote you taying wif me at night night?" He asked looking up at him
Lucas nodded. "I have to be here to help your dad." he said taking him to the living room the putting him down. Lucas went over and finally took the movie out and put it away
Isaiah nodded a little bit," otay.. So you tay and be wite daddy?" He asked not really sure about what was going on
Lucas answered before nodding. "I'm station to help Daddy and take care of you." he said, ruffling to boy's hair.
Isaiah nodded," Ohhh wite when daddy tates tawe ob me when I sick?" He asked Zach chuckled softly as he listened to Isaiah question Lucas about what he was doing there
"Yes. Just like that." Lucas said, smiling softly down at Isaiah. Lucas went and sat back down on the love seat, watching Isaiah.
Isaiah nodded a little bit," Ohhh otay." He replied snuggling back against him happily
Lucas smiled softly and rubbed Isaiah's back. He feared what Zach would have to deal with when he wasn't around all the time.
Isaiah snuggled close to him and put his thumb back in his mouth but he smiled over at Zach seeing him looking over at them. Zach waved a little but then laid back down
Lucas held Isaiah for a while, some quiet setting comfortably over the room and they all sat. After a while, Lucas looked down at Isaiah. "Are you hungry, bud?" he asked softly.
Isaiah yawned and then nodded," Yeah I hunry.. What we habin?" He asked looking up at Lucas
