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and BAEEE is just sitting on my bed watching me smh thanks for the help cx
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) Sexuality? biiiii
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? billie joe armstrong, kaya scodelario, any band i love, evan peters, idk???
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. im too lazy
4) What do you think about most? idk?
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say? "yeah"
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on? usually like an oversized hoodie or sweatshirt and underwear xD
7) What's your strangest talent? idk
8) Girls.... are hot; Boys.... are also hot
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you? by a friend...
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar? never oh
11) Do you have any strange phobias? uh... blenders and ceiling fans and talking on the phone
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? ... idk
13) What's your religion? no religion
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? probably listening to music and standing there
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? neither bc i suck at taking pictures but i hate ppl taking pictures of me
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? fuck you idk
17) What was the last lie you told? idk????
18) Do you believe in karma? sure man
19) What does your URL mean? my tumblr url is "xomfgpunkrockistheshitx" and it means that punk rock is the fucking shit bc it is :)
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? fuck you and fuck you
21) Who is your celebrity crush? probably a band member???? or as an actor, evan peters and kaya scodelario bc they are both beautiful xx
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? omg nu bruh keep ur clothes on kids and dont get arrested for public nudity
23) How do you vent your anger? probably talk to my five online friends or write about it or listen to angsty music
24) Do you have a collection of anything? cigarettes, books, uh.. yeah
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? both really scare me bc i hate talking on the phone like it literally scares me and stresses me out so much but video chatting with certain ppl is okay (with my online bruhs)
26) Are you happy with the person you've become? look at me??? fuck no
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love? i hate... idk.. i love.. music?
28) What's your biggest "what if"? what if someone planted a small bomb in your food and when you eat i you blow up
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? ghosts, maybe, aliens, totally
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? my desk, my laptop
31) Smell the air. What do you smell? cigarettes
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to? this crap place in china
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast? probably west bc most of my bruhs live there
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? everyone ??? i cant decide fml
35) To you, what is the meaning of life? shit
36) Define Art. something that makes you feel deep emotions
37) Do you believe in luck? not really
38) What's the weather like right now? cloudy
39) What time is it? 3:21 pm
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? nope im only 14
41) What was the last book you read? code name verity
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline? omfg fuck yes
43) Do you have any nicknames? a lot online, but not irl
44) What was the last movie you saw? the ending of titanic lol
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had? broken ankle and fractured tibia????? idk...
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly? omg no i hate butterflies get that shit out of my way
47) Do you have any obsessions right now? bullet journaling and cigarettes
48) What's your sexual orientation? bisexual? but wtf this was the first question
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you? yes
50) Do you believe in magic? sure
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? yes
52) What is your astrological sign? taurus -_-
53) Do you save money or spend it? depends
54) What's the last thing you purchased? pens and a journal
55) Love or lust? neither
56) In a relationship? lol fakk no
57) How many relationships have you had? 0
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue? no
59) Where were you yesterday? idk
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? yeah
61) Are you wearing socks right now? yeah
62) What's your favorite animal? snakes crows ravens bats wolves
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? nothing bc nobody likes me
64) Where is your best friend? none of ur business
65) Spit or swallow? uh... o-o
66) What is your heritage? chinese
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM? crying i think
68) What do you think is Satan's last name? fucker
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? eggplants
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?prob not bc id probably be a bad influence and give you smoking tips and drink around you and swear and id turn you into a rebellllll
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? idk??? i probably care about my job so idk but i love animals more than shit people so ill probably try to save it but i cant swim well sooo ill probably drown too
72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? a) nope bc i hate everyone and its none of their business b) probably travel c) maybe
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love. .. neither idk
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? coffee and cigarettes by nevershoutnever
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? 11111111
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? idk
77) How can I win your heart? be punk rock af and buy me concert tickets and be not a dickface and take me places and be weird and appreciate my evil ways and be a unicorn
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity? sure
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? uh
80) What size shoes do you wear? i have small feet omg 3 or 4
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone? i hate you motherfuckers
82) What is your favorite word? not sure
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. break
84) What is a saying you say a lot? fuck it
85) What's the last song you listened to? some piano song from a studio ghibli film
86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors? black
87) What is your current desktop picture? a generic thing of water
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? evil rapists??
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? idk
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do? get a metal baseball bat and slay those motherfuckers. jk id probably cry and run away
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? idkkkkk. teleporting or talking to dead ppl
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? im not sure
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? shrug
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? omf too hard
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? definitely england or japan
96) Do you have any relatives in jail? Not that i know of. yuppp, several
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car? no
98) Ever been on a plane? yah man
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? fuck the motherfuckers
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What is your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? If you wanna be a slut, go for it. Sleep with other people if that makes you happy, but only if you're not in a serious relationship
Where’s the best place to eat a romantic dinner? Taco Bell
Last time you puked from drinking? A while ago
Have you ever gotten drunk and danced on a bar? I don't go to bars, i'm underage xD
Name of your first grade teacher? My mom
What are you doing right now? This question thing
What did you want to be when you were growing up? Teacher
Why did you get the shirt that you have on right now? Because it's a Bring Me the Horizon shirt
Last thought before going to sleep last night? I'm tired
Do you bite your nails? All the time
Are you a jealous person? It depends
Are you allergic to anything? Innocent people and assholes
What books, if any, have made you cry? The Book Thief?
What is your favorite simple ice-cream flavor? Vanilla
Whose car were you in last…? My sister's
What would you rather be doing right now? Idk
What will you dress up as for Halloween? Idk
Can others make you cry easily? Lol no
Who was the last person to piss you off? Someone online
Are you picky about spelling and grammar? Sometimes but usually i'm too lazy to type with perfect grammar so
Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages? Yes
How many hours of sleep do you need to function? i usually function on zero to five hours of sleep idk
When was the last time you slept on the floor? this morning
Do you like traveling? yesss
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[1] you;
1. most people call you? Meiyu
2. when’s your birthday? May 10
3. is your current hair color your natural hair color? Right now it is
4. what are you complimented on most? My music taste??? Idk
5. what do you do for fun? Idk
[2] family;
1. are your parents still together? yeah
2. how old are your siblings, if you have any? my siblings are 18 and 13, and my half-brothers are in their thirties :P
3. are you the tallest one in your family? I'm the tallest out of my sisters (5'1" yup)
4. do you have the same name as one of your relatives? no
5. how many letters are there in your last name? Thirteen
[3] friends;
1. do you have a lot of friends? lol no
2. what do you guys do when you’re together? Talk. i dont have friends
3. have you ever lost a friend because of something stupid? yeah
4. have you made any new friends this year? kind of but were not friends anymore
5. who’s the last friend you hung out with? asia
[4] your best friend(s);
1. how’d you meet him/her: online lmao
2. do you live near each other? noooo
3. how long have you been best friends? few years
4. do you tell him/her everything? almost
5. would you do anything for them? yes
[6] single life; (skip if taken…)
1. how long have you been single? forever
2. who ended your last relationship? lol
3. do you wish you were in a relationship? kind of
4. as of today, do you like anyone? not rigt now
5. if so, do you think it’ll go anywhere? lololol
[7] who’s;
1. a person you’d travel across the country to see? my bruhs
2. someone you would do anything for? bruhs?
3. someone you’d die for? bruhs
4. a person you’ve known for your entire life? no one
5. your favorite person? bruhs
[8] have you ever;
1. sang a solo in front of a large audience? no
2. been in trouble with the cops? no
3. got a tattoo? i wish
4. kicked a guy in the junk? yeasss
5. pretended to be happy? who hasnt
[9] do you believe;
1. in god? fuck no
2. in satan? suree ;) lol no
3. that everything happens for a reason? maybe
4. in love at first sight? no
5. that there’s such a thing as true love? no
[10] school; (skip if you work…)
1. what grade are you in? i'll be in 9th
2. do you get good grades? mmmm kind of, depends. for some classes
3. are you the teacher’s pet? nooooo
4. have you ever been sent to the principal’s office? yeah
5. do you plan on going to college? i dont want to but i probably will
[12] pets;
1. what was your first pet’s name? misty
2. do you currently have any pets? 2. maia and reyna
3. do you always remember to feed/water them? not all the time oops
4. have you ever had a pet fish? he died
5. what’s the strangest animal you’ve had for a pet? a rock
[13] last time you…;
1. told someone you loved them? never
2. had sex? no
3. drove a car? too young
4. went to burger king? never been to burger king
5. made someone cry? oops
[14] yesterday;
1. what did you do? cleaned my room, doctor appointment
2. was it a good day? eh
3. did you hang out with any friends? no
4. did you get in any trouble? with who?
5. was it better than today? maybe
[15] today;
1. what day is it? wed
2. did you do anything fun? no
3. did you have to work? cleaning?
4. where did you go? my house
5. what are you doing tonight? misfits and talking to ppl online
━ serein ; whyd you bring a shotgun to the party? wrote: "[1] you;1. most people call you? Meiyu
2. when’s your birthday? May 10
3. is your current hair color your natural hair color? Right now it is
4. what are you complimented on most? My music taste??..."
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Is there a person in your life that can always make you smile?
Not right now
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn’t around now?
yes
Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?
uh... idk??? prob not
When is the next time you’re traveling out of state?
uhhh either next week or in a few months
Can you write your name in a foreign language?
yes. my name is in a foreign language xD
When you’re getting ready for something, do you listen to music?
i listen to music all the time
Do you leave the curtains/blinds closed or open while you sleep?
closed
What is your favorite day of the week?
probably friday. im cliche af
Do you generally do the same thing every day of the week?
uh kind of
What is something you did yesterday and wish you could’ve done today?
... idk
If you woke up tomorrow and knew/spoke a different language, which language would you want it to be?
parseltongue
What did you last order online?
uhhh idk
Do you have any specific hobbies?
piano viola writing (kind of) and thats it
What’s a song you recently discovered that you want to tell everyone about?
idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
Favorite fall or winter accessory?
probably boots but then again i wear boots in the summer too so
Do you like to swim?
fuck no
How many books are in your room?
prob 100
What did you last eat?
ramen
Name one of your goals for this year?
lose weight??
What does your 9th message on your phone say?
idk
Look to your left. What’s there?
a chair
How long does it take you to fall asleep?
well i usually sleep at like 4 am and it only takes a few minutes bc im tired af
Are you scared about the end of the world?
eh maybe
Is there a TV in the room you are in?
no
What are you looking forward to?
nothing
What comes to your mind when I say red?
blood
What other language do you want to be fluent in?
unicorn
Do you crack your neck often?
fuck no
Worst feeling in the world?
everything
Name something you think is pointless?
idk?????
Favorite fast food restaurant?
uhhh i hate fastfood
Have you ever been in a fist fight?
yeah
Did you have a weird dream last night?
yes
Do you wish at 11:11?
no
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1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
- no one has said that to me so fuck you
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
- uh no
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
- all the time
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
- no i glare and scowl
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
- sure
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
- sure
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
- jean shorts and a Bring Me the Horizon shirt and knee socks and high tops
8. How often do you listen to music?
- all the time
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
- i hate sweats
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015?
- its 2015
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
- antisocial
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
- apples
13. What about ‘R’?
- no
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
- lol no
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
- ehhh im sur everyone cares but i dont make a big deal out of just stick a middle finger at them and walk away
16. Are you going out of town soon?
- either next week or in a few months
17. When was the last time you cried?
- few nights ago
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
- not in a romantic way
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
- can i have grey eyes pls
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
- no
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
- everyting
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- sure ??? actually no bc i think thats awk nvm
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
- im single
24. What are you sitting on right now?
- chair
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
- lol no
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
- what do u do when i like someone whos straight :)
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- uhhh idk bruhs
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
- not at all
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
- Hot Topic
30. Does anyone hate you?
- definitely
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
- mmmm
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
- sometimes
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
- fuck yes
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
- idk
35. Did you have a dream last night?
- yup
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- in a romantic way, never
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
- ew no
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- fuck no
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- no
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
- eh
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
- noooo
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
- no bc i have no friends
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
- not in a romantic way. online ppl
44. What’s the best part about school?
- being away from home
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
- i dont have fb
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
- sometimes, but not with friends
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
- too much
48. Were you single over the last summer?
- yes
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
- eh
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- idk
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
- no
52. Are you nice to everyone?
- noooo
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
- yeah
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
- idk ?????
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- lol yes
56. Do you think you like someone?
- no i hate everyone
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
- no
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
- both???
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
- no one has seen me cry
60. Do you hate anyone?
- everyone
61. How’s your heart?
- my heart is shriveled and rotten
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
- yeah?
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
- ehhh i dont think but maybe
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
- ppl
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
- fuck no
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- maybe ?
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
- uh... ?
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
- no... i wear skin tight jeans so uh no
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
- my.. .dad
70. How do you look right now?
- like shit
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
- bruhs
72. Can you commit to one person?
- ehhhh idk ????
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- nooo
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
- all the time
75. Did you wake up cranky?
- eh
76. Are you a jealous person?
- depends
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
- idfk
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
- sadly
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
- too many ppl
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
- uhhh idk
81. Last person you cried in front of?
- i dont think ive ever cried in front of someone.. unless kindergarten counts
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
- yes
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
- i dont have feelings for anybody
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
- i hate everyone
85. Are you over your past?
- i guess ????
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
- i dont have best friends
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
- no..
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
- no
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
- i dont kiss ppl
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
- i have no friends ?
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
- no
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
- i hate him
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
- uh no
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
- nope
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
- no
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
- sureee my bruhs are attractive little shits af
97. Who do you have texts from?
- bruhs
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
- shrug it off
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
- i have virgin lips jeez
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
- uhhh drugs sooooo
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
- lol no
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
- I FUCKING HATE BUTTERFLIES NO NO NO NO
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Zero - Who was your last text from?
- bruhs
One - Where was your default pic taken?
- what
Two- Your relationship status?
- single
Three - Have you ever lost a close friend?
- yeah
Four - What is your current mood?
- bored and shit
Five - What’s your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
- why do u care
Six - Where do you wish you were right now?
- england
Seven - Have a crazy side?
- def
Eight - Ever had a near death experience?
- sure
Nine- Something you do a lot?
- uhhh music
Ten - Angry at anyone?
- everyone
Eleven - What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
- i dont like anyone
Twelve - When was the last time you cried?
- few nights ago
Thirteen - What are you really good at?
- nothinggg
Fourteen - What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
- sleep.... ?
Fifteen- What were you doing yesterday at 10:00 a.m?
- sleeping
Sixteen - Do you prefer light or dark hair on the opposite sex?
- dark
Seventeen - Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- dad..
Eighteen - What is/are your favorite band(s)?
- too many
Nineteen - What are you doing right now?
- listening to music, this thing
Twenty - Who do you trust 100% right now?
- trust nobody
Twenty one - Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- hot topic
Twenty two - Heavy metal music?
- beautiful
Twenty three- Are you currently missing someone in particular?
- yeah
Twenty four- Is there anything you’re hiding from someone?
- yes
Twenty five - Who are you thinking of right now?
- idk
Twenty six - What should you be doing right now?
- idk
Twenty seven - What are you listening to?
- music
Twenty eight - You need new jeans. Quick - where do you go?
- my sister's closet
Twenty nine - Who was the last person who yelled at you?
- idk my mom
Thirty - Do you act differently around the person you like?
- i dont like anybody?
Thirty one - What is your eye color?
- dark brown
Thirty two - Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- bruhs
Thirty three - Who was the last person to make you angry?
- family?
Thirty four - Hello Kitty?
- cool
Thirty five - Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
- uhhhh idk
Thirty six - Hug anyone of the opposite sex in the past 24 hours?
- no
Thirty-seven - One thing you want right now?
- .... a lot of things
Thirty eight - Will you fall in love in the next few months?
- no
Thirty nine - What does the 5th text in your inbox say?
- idk
Forty - Are you worried about the future?
- yeah
Forty one - Are you happy with life right now?
- eh
Forty two - Are you currently jealous?
- eh
Forty three - Of what?
- none of ur business
Forty four - Do you forgive or forget?
- neither?
Forty five - What do you miss the most about elementary school?
- the easy curriculum
Forty six - Favorite Disney Channel show?
- idk
Forty seven - Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
- sure
Forty Eight - What are you looking forward to?
- nothing
Forty nine - Does anyone like you right now?
- fuck no
Fifty- Lyrics to the song you’re listening to?
- too lazy
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i found my picture in the basement
my face a hundred years ago
but i dont wanna do like he did
so full of pride and all alone
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escape is in my blood
fear is in my bones
but i dont wanna walk that road
please help me?
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hold my hand,
i can hear the ghost calling
help me stand,
even if the sky is falling
and i want you to know
i cant do this alone
hold my hand, my hand, my hand
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this is a burden that i carry
and it goes back a hundred years ago
but all the shit i did,
i'm done with it
youve got every right to leave
but stay with me
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hold my hand,
i can hear the ghost calling
help me stand,
even if the sky is falling
and i want you to know
i cant do this alone
hold my hand, my hand, my hand
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youre the reason why
we could write a different story
life me up, lift me up
ive fallen on my knees again, baby
