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everyone's fucked up

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everyone's fucked up

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yes thank you im okay

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fuck I have no friends people I used to care about don't care anymore oh

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it's funny how everything scares me

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lol so I was talking about how I want my cartilage and lip pierced and my mom was like "you won't be able to take the pain" oh :') and then I asked her if I could dye my hair again and she said I should wait until after I start school in Kansas. "you don't want to go to school not being yourself" "you already stand out you don't want to stand out even more" "you need to see what other people look like so you're not different" what the fuck. fml

[jenny]

*tries to see the positive side* At least she didn't out right say no to the piercings...And a lip piercing would look so cool. O.o

[jenny]

I kind of really want to dye my hair but at the same time I don't want to ruin my hair with the chemicals...

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she said I can't get a lip piercing or a tattoo until I'm 21 but I'm going to do it when I'm 18 because I'm a legal adult so she can't stop me

and yeah I get my hair dyed at this place that uses natural shit so idk

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my mom doesn't let me dye my hair myself since it's black and apparently bleaching it myself is too messy and dying it and id mess it up :)

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I love lip piercings so much

[jenny]

Yay for disobeying authority. XD I really want a tattoo, my gosh. O.O Actually, maybe more than one.

Ooh, natural shit...That sounds...interesting. My parents won't let me dye my hair. -_-"

[jenny]

serein ; find your own demise wrote: "I love lip piercings so much"

Yah. Although I feel like it'd bother me a lot. I just like the way it looks on other people. XP

[jenny]

(In the sense that I'd keep playing with it and it'd probably get infected.)

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yayyyyyy disobeying authority :')

aw noooooo. maybe you could try like temporary dye or something idk if that's a thing lol to try to convince them idk if they don't like the way it looks? and if they don't like the chemicals find a brand of due or a place that doesn't have bad chemicals that will damage your hair or something... idk xD

yeah I'm mainly afraid if I get piercings they're going to get infected like my earlobe piercings but I never cleaned it bc I was young and lazy so idk I think I'd be more responsible w them ? but ughhhh I want my cartilage and lip pierced so badly •,•

[jenny]

I guess it's worth the try. Maybe I can start with hair chalk or something. But the thing is--ugh kasjgsljdflas *headdesk*

My right earlobe keeps getting infected and it hurts to put earrings in. XD I'm considering getting it re-pierced. By cartilage, you mean your nose right? XD

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ear cartilage xD

ooooo hair chalk. what's that "-"

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my earlobes got infected all hhe time so I just let the holes close lol

[jenny]

Ohhh. Ear cartilage. Right. *cough* I knew that. Definitely.

It's like, a thing where you streak your hair with the thing and it makes it colorful. Temporarily. It looks like chalk.

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yeah XDD

oooohh, that sounds cool

[jenny]

(:

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really wat to dye all of my hair but my mom would be like fuck no

[jenny]

What color?

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I was thinking purple but I might go blue again I'm not sure :/

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lol my computer has a virus and my moms so pissed

I probably have to pay for them to fix it oh

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when I go to Kansas f my parents won't let me get a real job at some place I'll probably go around the neighborhood mowing people's lawns and taking their leaves or some shit

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I need money

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imma start saving up for a lip piercing, cartilage (maybe) and obviously college

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college is the most important so I'll probably do like 50% of any money I get for college, then 25% for lip and 25% cartilage ??????? oh I also need pocket money. fml

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I'm going to the mall tomorrow w a person who's not really my friend oh

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I really want a lip piercing this had to happen

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has

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When u always look like shit

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Elliot smith is so calming

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there are so many things I want to do but anxiety holds me back

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I want to learn to play drums and I want to try to start photography class at the new school and I don't want to play fucking viola and dkekktlelsofpgle

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I do both of those things xD
But I really want to learn to play viola *-*

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tradeeeeee

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violas ok but idk I'm getting bored of it lol

how's drums? •_•

[jenny]

serein ; find your own demise wrote: "I want to learn to play drums and I want to try to start photography class at the new school and I don't want to play fucking viola and dkekktlelsofpgle"

PHOTOGRAPHY *SQUEEEEE*

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Drums are cool af
Good way to vent anger xD

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rounds like it lok

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someone give me ideas on how I should dye my hair pls

okay so two things

wait three or four idk

k so my mom said I can dye my hair before we move

and also I don't have to join an extra orchestra outside of school or do private lessons, I can just to school orchestra

and three I might not continue piano idk she said I don't have to idk

and four I might be able to learn the drums >:)

[ali ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵐᵒᵘᵗʰ ˢʰᵘᵗ]

I don't know if you are dying your entire head of hair, but what you could do is dye the ends (or the whole thing, I guess) purple (maybe a lighter purple, since you have dark hair? It would stand out more) with underneith, or little strands a blueish color? or is that too basic and hipster? Idk xp Or you could do more blue with strands of purple idk.

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yeahhh that sounds cool xD

i dont want to do just the ends bc i already di that like two timees so idkkkkkk

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making a new journal bc why not

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naming this a random title and archiving it oops