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contemplating your own death ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

× // name's serein × // may 10, 2001

× // 14 years old × // love evan peters

× // sad × // people suck

× // music addict × // grunge/hipster/punk rock

× // ? days clean × // addicted to my own self-desctruction

× // hate everyone × // bisexual

× // swear a lot × // dont give a fuck about anyone

× // new journal × // weird to the bone

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pretty when you cry ; lana del rey

(view spoiler)[all the pretty stars
shine for you my love
am I the girl
that you dream of?

all those little times
you said that I'm your girl
you make me feel
like your whole word

I'll wait for you babe
I'll follow through babe
don't come through babe
you never do

cos I'm pretty when I cry

all those special times
I spent with you
my love

they don't mean shit
compared to all your drugs

but I don't really mind
I've got my drawers and knife

the memories
I don't need that

I'll wait for you babe
you don't come through babe
you never do babe
that's just what you do

cos I'm pretty when I cry (hide spoiler)]

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i am wandering right through existence
with no purpose and no drive
'cos in the end we're all alive, alive

two thousand years i've been awake
waiting for the day to shake

to all of you who've wronged me
i am, i am a zombie
again, again you want me to fall on my head
how low, how low, how low will you punish me
to go, to go, to go, before i lay, lay down dead

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she's sticking needles in her skin
i turn with an ugly grin
her canvas doesn't leave a lot, to fantasy
but her peace of mind, can't stay inside the lines

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it's so, confusing, the methods that she's using
she knows she shouldn't leave a mark, that i can see
will she ever find one million of a kind?

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it's cold and lonely but that's because she told me
lost inside her dirty world
no one hurts this pretty girl but her...

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oh, she's beautiful
a little better than a man deserves
you are not insane
please tell me she won't change

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maybe i should let her go
but only when she loves me (she loves me)
how can I just let her go?
not until she loves me (she loves me)

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she's drowning in herself again
my god what a lovely sin
i guess there's nothing left to do, but have my way
she can feel it's right, so she doesn't close her eyes
she smiles and answers, it doesn't seem to matter
lost inside my dirty head
something tells me I'm the one who's kept

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oh, so volatile
a little better than a man defiled
oh i need the pain
please tell me she won't change

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we were meant to be together
now die and fucking love me
we were meant to hurt each other
now die and fucking love me
die and fucking love me
die and fucking love me
die and fucking love me

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if you stick with me I can take you higher
and higher
it feels like all of our friends are lost
nobody's found

I got so stared
I thought nobody could save me
you came along
scooped me up
like a baby

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could it be
you and me
are the lucky ones?

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i'm a bad motherfucker not a fucking role model
fuck church, hit a bong, then go smash a fucking bottle

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got a few sluts to roll a few blunts
and they never question me because they know i hate cunts
OH
eat my words and swallow my sentences
here we go you fucking assholes
living off the dirt on my shoes does it keep you alive

i'm about that life

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I ACTED LIKE IT DIDN'T BOTHER ME,

BUT INSIDE I WAS DYING

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MAYBE I'M A FUCKING WASTE

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SOMETHING INSIDE IS HURTING YOU -

THAT'S WHY YOU NEED CIGARETTES OR WHISKEY, OR MUSIC TURNED SO FUCKING LOUD

YOU CAN'T THINK

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WE BUY THINGS WE DONT WANT

WITH MONEY WE DONT HAVE

TO IMPRESS PEOPLE WE DONT LIKE

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SOMEDAY YOU WILL ACHE LIKE I ACHE

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PEOPLE THINK IM FUCKED UP BECAUSE IM NOT AFRAID OF DEATH BUT WHY WOULD I BE SCARED OF SOMETHING THAT WILL TAKE ME AWAY FROM HERE?

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YOU'RE THE REASON WHY

WE CAN WRITE A DIFFERENT STORY

LIFT ME UP, LIFT ME UP

FALLING ON MY KNEES AGAIN

BABY, HOLD MY HAND

I FEEL THE GHOST COMING

HELP

ME STAND

I CAN SEE THE SKY FALLING

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THIS TIME WE'LL BURN UNTIL WE FALL

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THERE'S SOMETHING COLD AND BLANK
BEHIND HER SMILE.

SHE'S STANDING ON AN OVERPASS
IN A MIRACLE MILE.

COS YOU WERE
FROM A PERFECT WORLD

A WORLD THAT
THREW ME AWAY
TODAY

TODAY
TODAY
TODAY

TO RUN AWAY

A PILL TO MAKE YOU NUMB
A PILL TO MAKE YOU DUMB
A PILL TO MAKE YOU
ANYBODY ELSE

BU ALL THE DRUGS IN THIS WORLD
WON'T SAVE HER
FROM HERSELF

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watching the clock thats ticking away my time

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just tonight
i will stay
and we'll throw it all away

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i am not afraid
i won't burn out in this place
my attention is to fade
and i will, i will
in this house on a hill

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I THOUGHT I HAD HER ALL FIGURED OUT

BUT BEFORE I KNEW IT SHE WAS CHANGING LIKE THE WEATHER

AND LIKE THE WIND, SHE DIDNT SLOW DOWN FOR ANYONE

v.n

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I WAS ADDICTED TO YOU AS I WAS ADDICTED TO MY OWN SELF DESTRUCTION BUT THEN I REALIZED THE TWO WERENT THAT DIFFERENT

v.n

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WE WERE INVINCIBLE TOGETHER, ANNHILIATING ANYTHING THAT STOOD IN OUR PATH BUT BEFORE WE KNEW IT THERE WAS NOBODY LEFT TO DESTROY BUT EACH OTHER

v.n

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YOU TREATED ME LIKE A CIGARETTE

SETTING ME AFLAME ONLY FORYOUR OWN PLEASURE,

THEN LETTING ME DIE OUT

WITHOUT ANOTHER SECOND THOUGHT

v.n

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1:A song you like with a color in the title

2:A song you like with a number in the title

3:A song that reminds you of summertime

4:A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about

5:A song that needs to be played LOUD

6:A song that makes you want to dance ; young volcanoes - fall out boy

7:A song to drive to

8:A song about drugs or alcohol ; snow - red hot chili peppers

9:A song that makes you happy ; coffee and cigarettes - nevershoutnever

10:A song that makes you sad

11:A song that you never get tired of

12:A song from your preteen years

13:One of your favorite 80’s songs

14:A song that you would love played at your wedding

15:A song that is a cover by another artist ; burn - crown the empire

16:One of your favorite classical songs

17:A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke

18:A song from the year that you were born

19:A song that makes you think about life

20:A song that has many meanings to you

21:A favorite song with a person’s name in the title

22:A song that moves you forward

23:A song that you think everybody should listen to

24:A song by a band you wish were still together

25:A song by an artist no longer living

26:A song that makes you want to fall in love

27:A song that breaks your heart

28:A song by an artist with a voice that you love

29:A song that you remember from your childhood

30:A song that reminds you of yourself

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creepy girls
youre just my style
blood red lipstick
you dont smile

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I had a funny dream

I was on a school trip on a bus and someone offered me a cigarette. I said yes. I borrowed someone's lighter and smoked and I wish it had been real

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