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Amie and Nom Nom Nom (CCBFFL who are taste deaf!!)
OMG IKR??!?!?!?!]
LIKE AHHHHHHHH!!!!
IT JUST MADE MY HEART ALL FUZZY!!!
WHICH LINK DID YOU SEE IT ON? =O
I JUST SAW ITI DIED
LIKE REALLY
IM BURIED IN THE GROUND NOW
FJKDSJFKDSJF
OMG GAHHHHH
I WENT INTO FULL BLOWN SQUEAL MODE
BEST GIF EVER
WELL, I COULDN'T ACTUALLY SEE THE PHOTO IN THE ORIGNIAL POST SO I RIGHT CLICKED AND CLICKED COPY IMAGE URL AND USED THAT BUT OMG AHH BRB CUPCAKES ARE READY
OMGMY SECOND FAVOURITE GIF EVER!!!!
'TIS BEING MY MOST FAVOURITE GIF ATM;
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DON'T DIE
I'LL MISS YOU
OMG I KNOW IT'S SO ADORABLE
OMG YOU MADE CUPCAKES??!?!I MADE CAKE!
OMG WHAT KIND OF CUPYCAKES
CAN I HAVE SOME
AHH I SAW THAT GIF ON YOUR STATUSI COULDN'T STOP STARING AT IT LIKE SERIOUSLY
I WANT MY DOGS TO DO THAT AHHHH
ILL MISS YOU TOO
DKJFKDSJF
OH MAN
I MADE LEMON CUPCAKES WITH FRESH LEMON ZEST AND JUICE
THEN IM GOING TO FROST THEM WITH CHOCOLATE ICING TOMORROW MORNING
AHHHH
CAKE
I ENJOY CAKE
WHAT KIND
OMFG YES
YOU MAY HAVE AS MANY CUPCAKES AS YOU LIKE <3
OHI FEEL DUMB NOW
OH DEAR
OKAY
FOXES ARE COOLER
OMG YOUR DOG DOES THAT
AWESOME
NUH, I'LL MISS YOU MORE
LEMME HAVE THIS K?
AHH
WHHHUUUUUUUUT
HOW COULD YOU NOT
I LOVE LEMON
OMG LEMONS ARE THE BEST EVER
LEMONSSSSSSSSSSS
OKAY
OH MAN, OKAY, I PREFER THE CAKE PART ANYWAYS
I DON'T EVEN LIKE THAT MUCH ICING
SO EAT ALL THAT ICING FOR MEH
AH CHOCOLATE CAKE
I LOVE CHOCOLATE CAKE
OOOHHH I LOVE RED VELVET TOO
CAKE.
YESOKAY
FOXES
ARE AMAZING
OH MY GOSH
THESE DEER IN MY WOODS WERE LIKE STARING ME DOWN TODAY
WE HAD LIKE THIS MOMENT
IT WAS LIKE WOAH
STARRE DOWN WIHT A DEER
I WAS SORT OF AFRAID IT WOULD LIKE COME ATTACK ME
OH YEAH
IWIN
MHM
OKAY NO
I SHANT GET COCKY
I WONT
IHOPE
I COULDNT EVER GET MAD AT YOU NEVER EVER EVERRRRRRR
BUT SERIOUSLY WHO NO LIKE LEMON
NO KIDDING
ILOVEYOUALLTHESAME
I REALLY LIKE CHOCOLATE SWISS ICE CREAM
ITS LIKE AMAZING
STRAWBERRY IS GOOD TOO
OMG IM REALLY CRAVING STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM NOW
WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO MEEEEE
AHH I CANT TELL THE DIFFERENCE EITHER
I THINK THAT RED VELVET CAKE IS JUST CHOCOLATE WITH RED DYE
IDUNNO
PFFT. I LOVE THAT, TASTE DEAF
AGREED UPON.
AHHH
I PROCRATINATED AGAIN
HELP MEEEE
I HAVE TO DO THIS CREATIVE WRITING THING FOR SCHOOL
IT CAN BE ANYTHING, BUT JFKSDJFLJSD
AH
I CANT
ITS DUE TOMORROW
WHYYYYY
OKAY
I SHOULD PROBABLY WORK NOW,BUT I DONT WANNA BUT I SHOULD BUT I DONT WANNA
MOTIVATE ME
((I'M SO SORRY I WAS AWAY FOR TWO DAYS!!! DX DXI HAD TO HAVE AN EMERGENCY SLEEP OVER WITH MY FRIEND 'CAUSE SOMETHING HAPPENED AND DUTY CALLED!!!!! <3 <3
I WILL BE REPLYING!!!!
ILY!!
AND <3 THE GIF
IT OKAY MY LOVEILYTOOMUCHTOEVERBEMAD
AWEE
SEE
GOOD PERSON
YOURE A GOOD PERSON
GOT IT
FDSFDKJFJDSK
AHH OKAY
NO RUSH
OH MY GOSH I'M EXCITED TO SEE TEAGAN AND THE MOTHER'S REACTION
OH GOSH
ALLY LET HER HAVE IT THE BEST ALLY COULD DO
ILY2
AAHHHHLOVESYOULOTANDLOTS
YEAH
WELL
THAT'S WHAT FRIENDS DO, RIGHT?
SAKDHMXAKNHMKCFJXNAL
I'M EXCITED TOO
THE MOM WILL PROBABLY JUST STOMP AWAY AND REPORT TO THE DAD AND WE WLL SEE MORE OF THEM
AHHH
I WANT THE CUTESY STUFF TO HAPPEN
SO BADLY
ILY2MUCH
HAHAONLY A GOOD PERSON WOULD SAY THAT
GOOOD PERSON
AH BUT YES
WHAT FRIENDS DO
FJDSKFJDSLJFDSKLJ
OMG IKR
GOOD
CAUSE LIKE
I NEED CUTESY STUFF
LIKE SOON
SO WE SHOULD LIKE SHORTEN OUR POSTS AFTER THIS TO GET TO IT MORE QUICKLY
AND ITLL BE LIKE AWESOME
WE CAN USE ALL THOSE GIFS FJDSFKJDSKLFJDF
AND AAHHH
OMG I HAVE THIS ONE THING WE SHOULD USE
IT MIGHT EVEN BE SOMETHING FOR THE FIRST KISS HEHE
LEMME GO FETCH IT
AHHHHWELL
ONLY A GOOD PERSON WOULD KNOW A GOOD PERSON SAYS THAT
YESH
SNFCJKSHBUCJMSNJHKCM
IK
YES
SHORTEN POSS AFTER
GOTCHA
CAPICHE
OMG
I WANNA SEE TEH GIF
NAOW
OMG
FIRST KISS
HAS TO BE SO PERFECTLY PERFECT
I WANNA SEEEEEE
;A;
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OKAY I THINK I SHOWED THIS TO YOU BEFORE BUT
IT WOULD BE SO CUTE
ALLY WOULDN'T EXPECT IT AND JFKJFKLDSJFDKSJFDKS
IDUNNO
CAUSE ITS LIKE THEIR FIRST KISS EVER
AND IT HAS TO BE SPECIAL
OR AWKWARD
OR AWKWARDLY SPECIAL.
AAHHHYES
YES
THAT'S THEIR FIRST KISS
IT HAS TO BE
BECAUSE LIKE...MAYBE
AHHH
THAT'S TOTALLY SOMETHING TEGGY WOULD DO <3
IT'LL BE SO CUTE!!
AWKWARDLY SPECIALLY CUTE <3
FJDKFJ IKR
ISNT IT JUST SOO AHH
LIKE ITLL BE THE MOST ADORABLE KISS EVER
ALLY WILL BE TAKEN COMPLETELY BY SURPRISE AND AHH
SHE WONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
YES
IT WILL HAPPEN
WE MUSNT FORGET
ABFKMNDHF\IT'LL BE LIKE
MAYBE ALLY IS ABOUT TO LEAVE TEGGY'S HOUSE
AND THEN...HE DOES THAT
AND THEN HE'S GOT THIS GOOFY GRIN AND BLUSH ON HIS FACE AND HE'S ALL LIKE
"good night ally."
AND THEN CLOSES THE DOOR BECAUSE HE'S ALL SHY AND STUFF
AND ALLY WILL BE SPEECHLESS AND MAYBE LIKE..
THE NEXT TIME THEY SEE EACH OTHER
IT'S JUST LIKE
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CUZ HE DIDN'T GIVE HER TIME TO KISS BACK SO IT'S JUST LIKE "AAHHHH"
YEES THAT WAS WHAT I WAS THINKING
IT WOULD BE LIKE THE TENSION FOR THEM TO KISS AT THE DOOR IS THERE BUT THEY'RE BOTH SHY TO DO IT AT FIRST
AND THEN HE POINTS TO HIS CHEEK TO KISS IT
THEN THEIR LIPS PRES JFKSDJFKSDFJFJDKFJSDLFJSDKFJAHHHHHHHHH
SHE WONT LIKE BE ABLE TO MOVE AFTER THAT
SHE'LL SORT OF JUST STAND THEIR WIDE EYED AS HE SAYS GOODNIGHT
SHELL BE UP ALL NIGHT THINKING ABOUT WHAT IT ALL MEANT
OMGYES
SO THEY NEED TO GREET EACH OTHER WELL WHEN THEY SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN.
ALLY COULD GET SO FRUSTRATED THAT SHE DIDNT KISS HIM BACK THAT SHELL JUST WALK UP TO HIM
WITHOUT ANY WORDS AND PULL HIM BY THE COLLAR AND KISS THE HELL OUT OF HIM
K
K
OH DEAR
WHAT IS MY MIND
YESSTHAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING
LIKE
UGH
YES
OKAY
I DON'T WANT TO GET INTO AHGE SPOILER TALK THING AGAIN
SO YES
ILY
AND TWO GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE, RIGHT? =D
EEEPP
RIGHTNO MORE LONG SPOILER TALK
I JUST GET REALLY
REALLY
EXCITED
YES
ILYTOO
YES RIGHT
CORRECT
OKAY
NOW I WAITS FOR REPLY.
TeaganI don't even know why I'm not even moving That's the stupid part. You'd think that my reflexes would be sharp enough from having snatched things out of Rosie's hands when she had been about to put them in her mouth, or when she had been about to tap one of our cats because that's the only way she knew how to play with them until I taught her how to pet them properly and where they liked to be petted more specifically. Those damn traitors only come to me when she's not around now. I watch the scene unfold between Ally and my mother and it comes to me as a surprise when Ally tells Rosie to come to me. Under any other circumstances, I would smile at the way Rosie seemed to obey Ally without a second thought. Or maybe little Rose was simply scared. Either way, when I saw her tiny arms reach out for me after having latched onto my leg, I didn't hesitate to pick her up and hold her on my side, one arm was still good enough to keep her tightly tucked in my side. I know it's a little wrong for Rosie to never have met her grandparents but I'm positive that it's for the best. I'd rather her not go over to their house and think that they're just distant family members that may or may not visit. I guess what I'm trying to say its that I don't want to get her involved in anything that are my problems. I don't want to include Rosalina in any of them. Not now. Not ever.
I took a step closer to the two women, my hand had laid over the back of Rosie's hair gently, stroking her hair the way she liked it. It's because of her I learned how to braid hair and, I don't really want to brag, but my braids aren't half bad. Between my child's muffled cries and Ally's dangerously low voice and my mother's pissed look, I feel as this was some sort of soap opera. I was just waiting for something like 'Oh yeah, Tegan, this is your sister.' Or something like that coming from my mother. Because if that were to actually be the case, I think I'd want to dig myself a hole and die in it. “Mom.” I said, cutting in between the two when I felt the tension was too much. My back faced Ally, praying I hadn't ruined everything with her. Well, everything we could have possibly, maybe have had. “I suggest you take Ally's advice and leave.” I told her, loving the fact that I was taller than her, and clearly held more muscle – which was kind of expected but it still made me feel a little more confident.
It's a guy thing.
Looking down at my mom, I see her gaze is an icy, stone colour. One that would usually make shivers down my spine and make my give in to what she wanted but being a father and moving out have made it so that I know how to stand up for myself when I needed to. And this was one of those times. “Teagan, I will make sure your father hears of this. And if you don't start growing up anytime soon, we're going to make it so that the court gets involved.” She threatens lowly, but her words have no effect, because I know I'm a damn good dad. I know I'm a better parent than she wishes she could be. And the fact that she gives Ally and myself one last glare only confirms that furthermore. Now, I gulp and take a moment to gather my wits because as much as I'd like to be tough and macho and be able to keep my pride as a long term, I'm not really able to. It seems that the further I see that woman walk away, the more sheepish I begin to feel and the last of my nerves walk with her. Sighing quietly, I turn around slowly, not really sure how to apologize for something so sporadic. “Um..that...would be my mom.” I mutter, wanting to give myself a facepalm for stating the complete obvious. “Look, Ally, I'm sorry for that...er...I would have gladly avoided an encounter with you around and uh...yeah...sorry.” God, I seriously couldn't do any better than that?! I needed serious work on my social skills. But one thing I was glad about, was that, just as I was calming down, so was Rosie, and her cries had died down with my anger. It was almost an emotion string thing.
(9Sorry I short-ended everything...I was kind of just thinking abut all the cutesy stuff and...yeah...*le sheepish stance*))
(You're all good C: Okay, I will start off our line of short posts until all the cutest stuff hehe)
~Ally~
I took in a deep breath as soon as I finished off telling this woman off. This woman who clearly didn't have such a great path with her son nor her grandchild. I didn't blame Teagan if he didn't get along with her much less speak with her. As soon as he started to step in front of me, I backed off a little bit. If I were a cartoon, steam could have been coming out of my ears by now. I usually wasn't one to get too angry, but this woman had thoroughly pissed me off. Okay, deep breaths. I was fine. Though, I had this urge to throw another glare towards her. That was when Rosie's soft sniffles came into reality. This situation probably hurt her more. She didn't know what was going on. Why I had gotten so upset or why Teagan had either. I heard something about how his mother would talk with his father. I was starting to see that this woman didn't give up. And why I was so worked up was a mystery in its self.
As soon as she stomped off, I let out a small breath, glad that was all over. A cool breeze hit my heated cheeks and I relaxed. Teagan turned to me, an apologetic look was in his eyes. I blinked. If anything, I was sure he had completely written me off. I told off his mother. Sure, they didn't have all that good of a relationship, but did I even have that position to tell her off? I swallowed at the idea before looking to Teagan who was trying to finish up his words, somehow trying to put them together. All that angst I had was gone now. "Teagan.." I said as if to tell him he didn't have to say much more. "I-It's okay, well, I mean, it's not okay what she did, but you... I.. That wasn't your fault." I told him somewhat firmly through all of my stuttering. "Are you okay Rosie?" I asked softly. After all this, I was sure Teagan had no intention to see me. Ever again.
(IT'S NO GOOD AH IM SORRY
SHORTNESS
OKAY. WELL OKAY.
OKAY, YEAH ONLY SHORT POSTS UNTIL WE GET TO THE CUTSY COUPLE AND BABY STUFF HEHE C; ))
TeaganI couldn't help the slight smile that tried to tug at my lips when she stuttered herself, it was kind of cute in all the right ways. I looked at her, not able to still feel sorry for what I did. I noticed her flustered cheeks and then I found myself biting my lip, wondering what to do. When she said it wasn't my fault, I gave a slight nod, not entirely agreeing with her but didn't want to sound like some jerk or something. I mean, I know it wasn't entirely my fault but I can't just stick the blame on my mother – I gave her a reason to hate me, right? According to her, I'm always doing something wrong, ever since Rosie came along, anyway. When Ally's attention drifted off to Rosie, my own attention revved by to her and I saw her puffy eyes and my heart ached. Poor thing. But for the sake of not wanting Rosie to feel any worse, I put on a smile look down at Rosie. “You're okay, right Rosie?” I ask, tilting her back a little so she would unglued her face from my neck. “Right?” I asked her and her response was a shake of the head as she rubbed her eyes. “No.” She mumbled, her lower lip stuck out in a pout, which only made me laugh a little. “And why's that? What's wrong?” She looked at me when I said that, and then her eyes went to Ally and then she looked over my shoulder to where my mother was just a few seconds ago. “If you're not okay, then what's wrong?” I repeated myself, raising an eyebrow. She can't seem to form an answer, mostly because I'm pretty sure she doesn't know how to put I words what just went on. And the fact that all of three of us had used scary voices, I'm pretty sure she was just scared. I looked at Ally, smiling a little, “I think we're gonna head back home or something..” I find myself saying, which surprises me because I totally don't want to leave Ally or anything. “It might be weird to...uh...ask..but, if you want, Rosie bakes really good cookies.” I say, biting back a small grin, thinking of those plastic cookies she pretended to put in those plastic oven sets, it got annoying sometimes. It was the suckiest invitation I ever gave but, so be it.
~AllyI took his nod as something he wasn’t sure how to respond to. I honestly didn’t know who was at fault, but by the way that woman, who would always be referred to as that woman now, started talking nonsense about Teagan and Rosie, I know that I can’t imagine Teagan being at fault at all. How could that woman be so…ugh! But what did I really know? I’ve only known this guy for what, maybe a few hours if I included the whole Walmart thing. But my thoughts about that drifted away as soon as he started to make sure Rosie was okay. I was sure she barely knew what had even happened and yet she knew all the same. She knew the voices and the tension in the atmosphere that were around her. But what two-year old has the vocabulary to explain any of that? When she decided to answer no rather sassily, I had to bite back a small laugh because even with the situation, she was still adorably frustrated. The way he interacted with her only supported the idea that none of what that woman said was his fault. So, he had a kid from unprotected sex, but weren’t mothers supposed to still be supportive? And yet, Rosie’s mother left, I assumed after what that woman talked about. I could feel my fingers itching all over again to get answers from him. To truly understand what had happened. Not that the past mattered so much it would change my views, but there was this push inside of me to know. I looked up from Rosie when Teagan started speaking again. Right, he had his own life and I had completely imposed. He wanted to be home with Rosie where girls didn’t come up to talk with him. But my whole thought process was turned in another direction when he finished. I probably shouldn’t have been this giddy right? But I couldn’t hold back the corners turning up on my lips. “I think I have room for some cookies. “ I answered coolly. Well, as coolly as I possibly could.
((HEY MY LOVE. Do you think we should just skip ahead to when they arrive at his house? Apartment? I’m not sure what kind of space he lives in D: sorry! Anyways, yeah, because it would be rather dull to type out getting there unless you want to! ))
((WE CAN MOST DEFINITELY DO THAT!Ugh..is it bad that I can't wait until Rosie's mother comes around and make shit hit the fan?
I just...ahh! XD))
(YAYAYAYAYNo. That is most certainly NOT bad!
I can't wait either!!! C:
IT'LL BE SO AHEIODKDNIWJDJ
Y'KNOW?))
((Eheheh...I just want her to be at his house when he opens the door but at the same time, I'd want for Ally and Teagan to have a better relationship beforehand...like..y'know?Just..AAHHHHHHjcFNUM
I want to skip to the dramaz so badly!! And make Ally's boyfriend come in and everything!))
(I KNOWI UNDERSTAND YOUR PAIN BUT LIKE
RELATIONSHIP BUILDING FIRST AND ALL
FDKFJSDFKDLJF
BECAUSE WE KNOW SO MANY THINGS ARE GOING TO GO DOWN
I MEAN
WE CAN MAKE OUR POSTS MORE SHORTER LOL GRAMMAR
K
CAUSE WE JUST NEED TO GET THEM THROUGH THE GETTING TO KNOW YOU STAGE AND THEN WE CAN BE ALL LIKE BAMMMMM DRAMMAAAA
hehe I wish we could do one of those montage movie things where they show the couple doing all these things together
catching what I throwing? Picking up what I'm putting down? Spreading the peanut butter to my toast?)
(UHI KNOOOWWWWW
DARN RELATIONSHIP STUFF
QUESTION FOR YOU
WHEN AND HOW DO YOU ROLEPLAY TWO PEOPLE GETTING OVER THE GETTING TO KNOW YOU STAGE WITHOUT SKIPPING?
psh, i can do that.
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Ehehe..oops...)
UHHHHGOOD QUESTION
I MEAN THEY NEED TO DO SOMETHING
LIKE THE WHOLE COOKIE BAKING THING
BUT WE NEED A MOMENT WHEN THEY CAN TALK WITHOUT ROSIE HEARING
SO LIKE ALLY CAN JUST START SPEWING QUESTIONS SHE HAS KEPT DOWN SO MUCH
BUT NOT LIKE FREAK HIM OUT LOL
ummm....
OKAY. I GOT THIS
So we can roleplay that moment when she's asking questions and they talk about all that personal stuff huihuhuhuhuhuhu
then we can ff to the end of the night k?
That's when we can like say they've been talking on the phone or texting over the next couple weeks?
MAYBE OMG
MAYBE HE ASKS HER OUT ON A SMALLISH DATE AND ROSIE'S MOTHER IS THERe when they get back??
DO YOU ENJOY KILLING ME WITH ADORABLE PHOTOS?
IM TRYING TO DO HW RIGHT NOW SO ILL JUST GIVE YOU LINK TO MY TUMBLRRRR
never ending pages of cute couple things fsdfjlkdj
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(HOW ABOUT LIKE...WELL...I WAS THINKING THAT MAYBE ROSIE HAD FALLEN ASLEEP IN TEGGY'S ARMS AND STUFFSO WE COULD JUST SKIP STRAIGHT TO THE QUESTIONS
BECAUSE MAYBE TEGGY'S NOTICED THAT ALLY'S BEEN LIKE...WANTING TO ASK QUESTIONS AND THEY'RE SO COMFORTABLE ABOUT EACHOTHER AND STUFF SO HE JUST TELLS HER WHILE ROSIE'S ASLEEP?
AAAH SORRY
BUT THAT'S WHAT THEY COULD HAVE DONE <3
AND EEP,I'LL go check it out later!! hahaha)
OKAY THAT'S A BETTER PLANBETTER PLANS ARE ALWAYS GOOD
CAUSE WE LIKE NEED CUTE STUFF SOOONNN
FKDJFKLDSJF
OKAY
YES.
DO YOU MEAN LIKE, ROSIE FALLS ALSEEP IN HIS ARMS JUST AS THEY'RE ARRIVING AT HIS PLACE?
GAH. I NEED THEM TO DO ALL THOSE THINGS FJDKFKDL CUDDLING I JUST CANT WAIT FOR THEM TO CUDDLE
haha okai
(i'll get to work on my reply!!! =D)
TeaganIt comes to me as a surprise – how fast time had flown by before we were heading into the apartment building. I mean, I know I enjoy myself with Ally, but to the point where it feels as if only seconds had flown by? That's got to mean something, right? I feel the soft weight shift against my shoulder and I smile as I open the door to the apartment block for Ally. For some reason, I'm glad that Rosie's fallen asleep, I can't recall when she did but she was sleeping and I know she won't wake up to very much, she's like her mother that way, unfortunately. She sleeps like a rock. On the contrary, I don't know if it's because of Rosie's used-to-be crying at night, or if I've always been a light sleeper, but I was and I am quite glad for it. Anyway, I look over at Ally for a moment before moving down the hallway – because I lived on the very first floor, no elevators had to be taken whatsoever, something I like about this block. It's really kid friendly in the way that I know that none of my neigbours are bad people, they all love Rosie to death and can count on them for whatever I need, especially Mrs. Lang. “I'm sorry if it's a little messy..or, er, a lot messy.” I stammer, making sure to keep my voice low as we reach my door. Carefully, I let one of my arms detach themselves from Rosie before I fumble in my pockets and pull them out, immediately finding the right one, I insert it in the keyhole, turn, and a click resonates throughout the somber looking hallway. I pull the key out and open my door, quickly stepping in first and hold the door open for Ally, not wanting to be rude. Considering that my apartment was rather decent, I had my teacher's friend to thank. He's the one who owns this block and it's a really good one, too. We have a deal together and so far, everything's worked out to plan. I close the door behind her and give a small sigh, looking around. I notice some of Rosie's toys and a blanket sprawled on the couch but I was surprised I could have sworn I had left it messier than this. I won't complain. I slip my shoes off and then walk over to the kitchen. “Do you want anything to drink or anything?” I offered, feeling as if I should because, well, it's the right thing to do when you have a guest in your house, right? I'm not really used to having actual guests over, just friends I've known for a long time. Somehow, I still manage to keep Rosie propped up with her head on my shoulder, her warm and steady breath hits my neck, causing me to shiver a little.
((Sorry it's horrible ]x
His apartment-ish D8
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(NUH SO BEAUTYFUL IM SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG D: THINGS GOT BUSY AND JUST ASDHGKGHJLOLKJKLDJ )~Ally~
During the walk over to Teagan's apartment, I had this whole fluttering thing going on in the pit of my stomach. The small talk seemed to go by so quickly like we could have gone on for hours on end without any problem. I wondered what it would be like to talk about more serious things together. What would that be like? I could only imagine for a moment because I was too focused on our time together now. Along the way, Rosie was picked up and snuggled into his neck. I couldn't help but look over every few minutes because it was a heart melting moment, I was finding more and more attractive. And I really needed to stop being attracted in any way to him. Boyfriend. I had a boyfriend and Teagan had a child. That would be a complete hell of a mess if anything happened. For now though, I wouldn't worry because I enjoyed the simplicity of our time together. At the reaching of his apartment, I had this small sheepish smile on my lips. "It's nice, cozy." I murmured in a soft voice as I entered the apartment. My eyes wandered, noticing the blanket and baby toys for Rosie. I suddenly had this image of Teagan having play time with Rosie.
"Oh, I'm fine thanks." I answered his question as I looked to him and shifted towards Ally's sleeping figure. "She's really passed out huh?" I smiled gently before looking back over to meet Teagan's eyes. There was a moment I couldn't look away, but then I felt like I had to because I really needed to keep my pulse down. "So..." I started and felt a question pop up I couldn't stop. "Are you okay?" I asked and them clarified. "I mean I... Earlier." Oh god, I hated how much I stumbled for the right words.
((JKACHXFKS THAT'S OKAYI LOVE YOOOOUUUUUUUU))
Teagan
At her comment about the home being cozy and such, I wandered my gaze over to the small mess on the floor and I couldn't help but want to fight her on that statement. It didn't seem too cozy to me. But I guess this was home, so in some ways, it was cozy. I looked down at little Rosie and gave a small smile, nodding. "Yeah, she is." I couldn't help but give a small chuckle, smoothing down some of the blonde hairs on her fragile head. When Ally's gaze locked with mine, I couldn't help but feel as if they were actually locked - I wasn't able to look away until she did. And when I realized that she had looked away, I suddenly felt like a creep. Had I made her uncomfortable by staring at her? That was a little weird, wasn't it? I made my way to the living room, not quite ready to let go of the bundle of warmth that hung onto me despite her sleeping state. I made my way over to the couch and sat down at the edge. I gestured to Ally that she could have a seat where ever she pleased to do so and then I thought about her question. "Um, yeah, I'm okay. Thanks." I mumbled, a small frown having etched on my brow. "Are you? I mean...are you okay? I really wish you didn't have to see that, my mom isn't...well...you you've seen her." I wasn't exactly sure if I should just explain myself to her so she'd understand but on the other hand, I was pretty sure that it was getting too close, too fast for Ally's liking. Or maybe it was me. Or maybe I was just over thinking this entire thing.
(ILOVE
YOU
PERIOd.)
~Ally~
As he moved towards the couch and made room, I slowly made my way over to sit down. It was weird. I probably waited forever to be alone with Trent in his room no matter how many times he had bugged me about it. I just didn't feel comfortable being alone with a guy for a long time and now here I was with Teagan. Well, he had his daughter with him, but I already knew I'd feel safe if she wasn't around. I sort of liked this too. No weird atmosphere around us from the outside world now. At his answer, I nodded slightly with a sort of relief. The way his mother just blatantly scolded him and was so bitter towards him must have been hard even if he didn't like her. To have a mother like that, well, I couldn't imagine it for myself.
"Good," I murmured in a whisper and then looked up at his question. My thumbs fiddled together before I answered, "I'm okay, I just, I'm sorry that sort of thing happens to you." My mind was suddenly in question over drive again. "I'm guessing its been tough from what I heard. H-Her mother, she left?" Before I could stop myself I was already prying. I wanted to know. I felt like I needed to know.
((OMG I LOVE THESE TWO SOO MUCH T.TTHEY STILL MAKE MY HEART DO FUNNY THINGS))
Teagan
When Ally came to sit down beside me, I gave a small smile, glad this whole situation didn't feel as awkward as I thought it'd be. It seemed as if we were both at ease and it was simply relieving, to tell you the truth. When I felt Rosie move against me, I chuckled quietly and leaned back against the couch so she'd be in a more proper position to sleep. Instead of having her on my side, I had propped her up to lie on my chest. I took one of her small legs and kept it from falling over and did the same with the other one, tucking her limbs in safely. "Don't be sorry," I told her, smiling. "It's been like...a year since I've seen her." I admitted, grabbing the blanket that was on top of the couch and I used it to cover Rosie up - just in case.
And then she specified about Hailey and for a second, I felt my body stiffen but it relaxed fairly quickly. I figured I'd just go ahead and tell her. What damage would it do. Well, actually, there could be a lot of damage done but I figured that my dignity didn't have much else to lose.
"Well," I sighed and moistened my lips, trying to think of how to put this. "I was sixteen and Hailey was eighteen at the time." I began, watching as my hand gently rubbed Rosie's back as I spoke. "And I guess you could say it was love - I was pretty damn convinced I was going to marry her as soon as I was old enough." Absentmindedly, I gave a small smile, remembering all the notes I had given her at random times, just to see the smile on her face. God, I had been terribly stupid. "And one day, she claimed she loved me and I guess that what ensued was what I though was going to be the start of forever." I shrugged, biting my lip. "About a month or so later, I found her at my doorstep, in tears and obviously, I grew concerned and I managed to calm her down enough to understand that she was pregnant." From that point, I didn't really want to speak about the whole nine months so I decided to skip a little.
"And I promised her that I'd be there for her and all that stuff, and we had everything figured out. My parents weren't happy with - not at all. My mom, she threatened to kick me out and she kept on telling me I wouldn't make a good father and that Hailey should get an abortion or give it away. But we did neither of those things." I took a breath and continued watching my hand, not really wanting to look at Ally's expressions.
"Eight months later, Hailey gave birth to Rosie and we were both happy to have her. It really didn't seem that hard because we were a family, y'know?" I realized that I kept on pausing more and more often, and that I should really stop doing that but I guess that I had to find the right words to describe what happened without divulging too much. "And one day, she was just...gone." I said simply - there were no other words to describe what had been done. "And, I thought that she was going to come back, that maybe she just needed a small break - which I understood. But then a week passed, and then two and soon, it had been five months and then a year and I realized that she wasn't going to come back. And by then, both of my parents refused I step into their house, not wanting to see me raise a child so badly or something - I never actually paid attention to what they said." I sighed loudly, glad that I wasn't feeling any waterworks - talk about embarrassing.
"And so, I grew a pair." I smiled dryly, giving a half shrug, "I got everything in order, got help from friends, go a job, got my own place and cut off any ties with anyone in my family."
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~Ally~I couldn't say I was prepared for whatever he was about to tell me. I was no where near prepared to understand. No where near prepared to fully comprehend his story with Rosie...and Hailey. I was not prepared, for once. All I could do for him right now was just listen. I'd listen like any other stranger he would tell his stranger to. Although, I felt like I wasn't just some stranger right now. That was the crazy part. I wanted to know everything that hurt him. I wanted to know everything that made him smile even just a little bit. I wanted to know everything about him. So, as he told him story, I watched his lips move and once in a while crack into a smile that was nervous and dry. Something that instantly sent daggers into my throat and made me never want to see that hurt smile again. I wanted to take away everyone and everything that made him feel that way. Yeah, I was sure I was going insane for this guy already. His story though, sometimes his voice, the anger behind his words made me nervous. Like he was capable of so much more than just the nice wholesome guy he was turning out to be. Nothing like the guys I had ever dated before. Nothing like my boyfriend at all. Teagan, well, Teagan was a million times more real than anyone else I've ever met.
As he made his way towards the end of his story, I felt the urge to wrap my arms around him. An urge stronger than I would have liked to ever admit to myself. And if Rosie wasn't laying down so peacefully on his chest, I don't think I would have been able to stop myself from pulling him into a consoling hug. It wasn't like I just felt bad for him like seeing a puppy who hadn't been adopted yet. I honestly hated how much it must have hurt him. The things he had to go through. The ties he had to cut with his family. It's just not fair. Silence fell for a few moments. I just watched him. My chest was pumping insanely fast because after those few moments, I was staring into his eyes and trying to think of what the right words were. Hell, there were no right words.
"Teagan, I...You, You deserved so much more," I breathed.
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