song writers group..... thing!!!!! discussion
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Emily, Is the amazing EMILY! :D
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Apr 12, 2009 01:04AM
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crap, im still hungry...its 1am...too late to eat
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woah!! u rnt going to sleep yet?!
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yaa idk when my parents r coming back so i might be on for like a while
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im surprised im not sleepy yet
lol alright I'm gonna post something in a few minutes on here...
When I'm gone they'll all have this to ponder and maybe realize why I did what I did... A little push in front of other kids is a very big deal! Particularly when you know it's gonna happen to you every single day... Every... Single... Day... Every single day... You are almost relieved when it actually happens... And I'm waiting, waiting for the next attack. And they don't just hurt kids, they make you hurt yourself... I can't take 2 more years of this. And the more they call me "The Mad Bomber", the more they scare themselves... They don't know what I'm capable of... They don't know what I can do... And then there's the sanctuary of home sweet home... O_o...
So, the play, yes Mr. Do-Gooder... Why does he even bother? Does he know it's already too late? Sometimes I see the way things could've been... I just... Wish I could be the person she thinks I am... Kids can be the most ruthless people in the world... They can just be... Supernaturally crule... Gotta' be a man... Be a man!! BE A MAN!!!!!! Some days you just wanna... You just wanna cry... Sometimes hate is the only real thing in the world... You can stop loving somebody but... Hate seems to go on forever... People respect hate...It speaks, it vibrates... Some people don't even need a gun to hurt you... They use words or laughter... They enjoy watching you bleed to death... They get off watching you fight back the tears, getting a lump in your throat, blushing, wanting to cry... And they give you a name...: "Trashcan", "Pizzaface", "Loser", "Faggot", "LOSER!", "Weirdo", "Spazz", "Retard"... And you know, the name does something to you, it changes who you are and alters you, you, your molecules and one day you wake up and, and you look in the mirror and you don't recognize you anymore because... You believe them... They win you lose"... You wanna cry "Please leave me alone!!" But no one's ever listening... Because nobody cares because you don't have a name anymore because they took it away... And then one day they say that name and you hear something go "SNAP!"... You realize what you gotta do... You gotta take back your name... And you've gotta do it in front of the whole school because that's where they took your name away from you... You've gotta do it so every kid will remember...
This is about justice... And after a while you can only think of one way...: Jonesboro, Springfield, Paducah, Columbine..... A gun... A bomb.... Instant justice... Ba-bang! But what a rush when they roll out that yellow tape? Miles and miles of yellow tape... They won't have enough when I'm finished... So when these hallways are flooded with blood... When these hallways are choked with their corpses in body bags you will all say...... "Oh what a tragedy? Oh hat a tragedy?!" But possibly after veiwing my tapes you won't be so quick to judge... Maybe that was why I was put on this earth... So consider this my last will and testament...
So, the play, yes Mr. Do-Gooder... Why does he even bother? Does he know it's already too late? Sometimes I see the way things could've been... I just... Wish I could be the person she thinks I am... Kids can be the most ruthless people in the world... They can just be... Supernaturally crule... Gotta' be a man... Be a man!! BE A MAN!!!!!! Some days you just wanna... You just wanna cry... Sometimes hate is the only real thing in the world... You can stop loving somebody but... Hate seems to go on forever... People respect hate...It speaks, it vibrates... Some people don't even need a gun to hurt you... They use words or laughter... They enjoy watching you bleed to death... They get off watching you fight back the tears, getting a lump in your throat, blushing, wanting to cry... And they give you a name...: "Trashcan", "Pizzaface", "Loser", "Faggot", "LOSER!", "Weirdo", "Spazz", "Retard"... And you know, the name does something to you, it changes who you are and alters you, you, your molecules and one day you wake up and, and you look in the mirror and you don't recognize you anymore because... You believe them... They win you lose"... You wanna cry "Please leave me alone!!" But no one's ever listening... Because nobody cares because you don't have a name anymore because they took it away... And then one day they say that name and you hear something go "SNAP!"... You realize what you gotta do... You gotta take back your name... And you've gotta do it in front of the whole school because that's where they took your name away from you... You've gotta do it so every kid will remember...
This is about justice... And after a while you can only think of one way...: Jonesboro, Springfield, Paducah, Columbine..... A gun... A bomb.... Instant justice... Ba-bang! But what a rush when they roll out that yellow tape? Miles and miles of yellow tape... They won't have enough when I'm finished... So when these hallways are flooded with blood... When these hallways are choked with their corpses in body bags you will all say...... "Oh what a tragedy? Oh hat a tragedy?!" But possibly after veiwing my tapes you won't be so quick to judge... Maybe that was why I was put on this earth... So consider this my last will and testament...
Read it... Read it all......
Nicholas wrote: "I'm doing the same as you Em but I'm cooking... lol"
That's what I have to do too, hopefully my family will fill up on doughnuts and coffee
That's what I have to do too, hopefully my family will fill up on doughnuts and coffee
I need to take a shower plz some one get on!
Happy Easter... And it's a last will and testament...
cool... we had to leave early :(
My dad didn't want to go to 9- o clock mass so we went to 11 O clock
yeah... so did anyone understand my last post..
I'll need to reread it though
I'll respond to that but not now, I'm on the ITouch
Hi, its lyle and mere!have an awsome easter everybody!
Lyle:
Hey guys! Im at a friends house........this is my Gf, Meredith, HAPPY EASTER!!!!!
Mere: hi thanks!Lyle: Thanks........Is Nick here
i'm right here! lol I'm doing stuff... so it might take me a while...
Lyle: Ok, Ill see if he is on Gmail in a sec
song writers group..... thing!!!!!
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