anonymous, dark, self-published, what's the name? [s]

[Nora]

hey! i'm desperately looking for a book that was once only available on the author's website and that included paintings contributing to his texts. i remember it was poetic, dark, mysterious, anonymously published (not sure about that) and quite popular. unfortunately i can't find it back.. if anybody knows more, please let me know!

//found it! "the unwords"

[Kate]

Nora, is this the book?