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Leena, Love yourself
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Jun 22, 2013 07:25PM
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Hah. At the hotel now...in a "teen room," surrounded by immature, 13 year old boys that aren't even cute, playing Mario Kart.
I could sooooo kick their asses as Toad.
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I dunno how.I CANT TELL MY MUM I WANNA BUT I CANT MY GAWD I CANT TELL HER I WANT TO BUT I CANT JUST SAY MOM I LIKE GIRLS JUST AS MUCH AS I LIKE GUYS AGHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND I SLIPPED TWO DAYS AGO SO I FEEL LIKE SHIT AND MY WRISTS HURT AND I CANT TELL MY MOM AND IM THIRTEEN AND I SHOULDNT BE DEALING WITH THIS
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Sorry, guys. I didn't mean to freak you out.I needed to vent...it's been really hard. I feel like the only reason that I haven't...is because I've been busy. I'm sick of that, though. I just want to give up. I'm done.
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But I'm not strong enough. Physically, yes. Mentally? Fuck no.
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Cam, remember, you are 13 years old.
You are right, you shouldn't be dealing with this, but the fact is, you are.
And you know that.
And know that we love you.
We are trying to help you, but there is only so much we can do over a computer screen from halfway across the United States or even the world.
So, when you relapse or are sad.
It hurts us, or me at least.
Because we care about you so damn much.
So much that it hurts to read your pain.
It's going to be hard.
It's hard for all of us.
But you can do it.
Wether it's coming out (People have a more positive reaction than you expect :3)
or trying to stray away from self harm.
You can do it.
I believe in you.
I know you can.
And that's a lot coming from a girl who doesn't have much left in life.
No family near by.
No love to hold me tight or kiss me good night.
I don't have much hope left and the little that is here, I am entrusting in you so that when all of your shit is over.
You can be happy.
You are right, you shouldn't be dealing with this, but the fact is, you are.
And you know that.
And know that we love you.
We are trying to help you, but there is only so much we can do over a computer screen from halfway across the United States or even the world.
So, when you relapse or are sad.
It hurts us, or me at least.
Because we care about you so damn much.
So much that it hurts to read your pain.
It's going to be hard.
It's hard for all of us.
But you can do it.
Wether it's coming out (People have a more positive reaction than you expect :3)
or trying to stray away from self harm.
You can do it.
I believe in you.
I know you can.
And that's a lot coming from a girl who doesn't have much left in life.
No family near by.
No love to hold me tight or kiss me good night.
I don't have much hope left and the little that is here, I am entrusting in you so that when all of your shit is over.
You can be happy.
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I'm with Rosie on this cam <3
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@General people - Who here reads Death Note?
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Every time I try to type a thanks, it doesn't work out so well. T-H-A-N-K-S sissy. <3
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@Rosie - But guys guys guys guys guys Otakon 2013 in Baltimore?
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But I'm just ordering the different parts of the cosplay and I'm doing the Misa Amane with the little black dress on and aha she has the elbow-high black lace sleeves and lookie at what Ariel got today:
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O.O *jealous*Thinking of cosplaying Vriska from Homestuck.
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Oh, Leena, Homestuck is a web comic that will make you go insane. But the good kind of insane. And you're not dumb for asking at all.
And thank you. I was jumping around my kitchen in excitement. My past cosplays haven't been too good... I'll post pics when I get the whole thing in the mail.
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Yayayayay. Homestuck...has taken over my life.
I need a W mustache.
I'm also pondering going as the one girl whose name I can't remember, that always says "This is so stupid." in Angel Beats.
Haha Leena (: Let me tell you about Homestuck!
It has some of this:
And a bit of this:
Wicked awesome music like this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpmCC...
And a lot of this:
You can read it here: :)
mspaintadventures.com
If any of you live near Maine there's Granite State Con XD
But looks great so far Ariel (:
And you should totes do it Cam! I've done Aradia, Sollux, Horuss, Equius and Lil Cal :33
*whispers* Here:
http://12bucketeers.tumblr.com/image/...
The Kanaya I'm with is the girl I've been crushing on <3
It has some of this:
And a bit of this:
Wicked awesome music like this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpmCC...
And a lot of this:
You can read it here: :)
mspaintadventures.com
If any of you live near Maine there's Granite State Con XD
But looks great so far Ariel (:
And you should totes do it Cam! I've done Aradia, Sollux, Horuss, Equius and Lil Cal :33
*whispers* Here:
http://12bucketeers.tumblr.com/image/...
The Kanaya I'm with is the girl I've been crushing on <3
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Hey guys! I'm sorry I haven't really been around to give my luv and support. I feel absolutely terrible about it. I'm just really busy and stuff. I haven't slept in like forever and I just don't have the patience for like anything at the moment. I am so sorry guys! I know I don't deserve you guys!
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*is glomped by Leena*
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GOF O: Don't worry about it! I was like that and have been gone since like the past 1 or 2 months because I've just been so emotionally and physcially exhausted. Shoosh bby it's okay :3
Leena, you must!!!! If it needs to be done for tomorrow! Go girlie, go!
Leena, you must!!!! If it needs to be done for tomorrow! Go girlie, go!
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I have no idea 0_0 I assumed so, but pish posh, I would just go ahead and make one.
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hey leena do you mind posting in math class!
oh and I have tons of charries and I'm really bored so if anyone wants to rp
oh and I have tons of charries and I'm really bored so if anyone wants to rp
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GoF yes.
