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message 3451: by ɯɐɔ (new)

ɯɐɔ (camalama) | 1192 comments MRRRHHHH I NEED ADVICE FROM MY FAVORITE INTERWEBZ GIRLIES.

That was in all caps. >.<


message 3452: by [deleted user] (new)

Haha yes you are!!! But could you ;3 I am swamped with role playing and I'm afraid I would forget! Yes, Radioactive is a great song! I am listening to Inevitable by Anberlin, my favorite love song 3

Cam! What is it? O:


message 3453: by ɯɐɔ (new)

ɯɐɔ (camalama) | 1192 comments Mmmrrghhhh it's hard for me to say directly, butIl say it. I don't even know why it's hard for me to say it, and I don't mean that in an offensive way, but...wait. I'm rambling. Shit.



Okay...

I....


I like girls. And guys. I like both.
I'm fucking bisexual.
And I don't know how to tell anyone.


message 3454: by literariel, grape taemin (new)

literariel | 449 comments Mod
Well, you should first tell your friends. Tell them one at a time. And when you feel that the time is right, you should tell your parents.

That's what I did. >.<


message 3455: by [deleted user] (new)

Hah, I'm not good at this!

I am lesbian Cam, I like girls. Girls only. And that's really not acceptable in society. It's scary and I haven't told my parents at all because I was raised in a very catholic home and they are both against homosexuals :/
But people are very accepting Cam! Your parents will probably understand! I would start with a trusted friend!


message 3456: by ɯɐɔ (new)

ɯɐɔ (camalama) | 1192 comments Well....yeah. But, Rose...it's like with my *coughyoumeandleena'scough* issue. I told friends, but I just...can't tell my parents. I know that they'll be accepting, all of them, but I just...I feel like if I tell them about the LGBTQ, I'll have to tell them about the thing dealt with in RASH.


message 3457: by [deleted user] (new)

Ah,
Well those are two very seperate things,
The LGBTQ issue I am suspecting lead to some of the RASH issue and I am quite sorry to hear that, but it also lead to that for me too.
You do not have to tell them about RASH even though it would be good for you. You don't have to.
Take it one step at a time ;3


message 3458: by ɯɐɔ (new)

ɯɐɔ (camalama) | 1192 comments Thanks Rosie posie. <3 That helps, but I just don't think I'm ready yet. I gradu--never mind. That's giving away too much.

Ugh. Shit. Whatever.

Guys, I'm officially a freshman, as of Thursday.
Yes, you were talking to an 8th grader. Sorry to confuse you.

I really want to tell you EVERYTHING...but I cannot. NO. FUCK THIS. (Language. Sorry. ~.~) I should just tell them. I want to just tell my friends. I should. But...
I'm not usually one to care about other's opinions, but I just don't want to weird out my friends. I know at least one will ask if I have a crush on them. And I do, for a few, but...AGH.


message 3459: by A(IsBack), Lead Music Orchastrator (new)

A(IsBack) (smokeymirrors) | 3215 comments Mod
Girlie girl I am a lesbian and it is a struggle everyday. Let me tell you why:
1.Im African American.
2.My family is highly religious.
3.My family is not really accepting of gay people on my mom's side.

I came out to my friends first. Some of my friends have accepted but others have not. Just remember when you come out to your friends, know that you are the same person and if people dont accept you, that's their loss. If you ever need to talk Cammie message any of us okay? Love ya girl. c: <3


message 3460: by [deleted user] (new)

Anahi I can just taste the sass in your voice. I love it <3

See Cam,
Each of us is struggling and suffering in our own way and how we come over it, we tell you so you can take it and learn from it and put it into your own life.
*whispers* I am a freshmen going to be a sophomore so don't worry I'm only a year older than you ;3

Another part of my life is that I am Genderfluid, sometimes I am a girl, sometimes I am a boy. It's confusing I know, but I've never felt like a girl and always wanted to be a boy, but at times I am a girl and at times I am a boy and at times I am neither. So sometimes I am lesbian and other times I am straight.

It's not the same thing as Transgender, but it's similar, so here take a bit of Anahi's life and a little bit of mine and incorporate it into your own! You can do this! We both (I still am) had to go through it and look at us, we're still here!

And yea I know what you mean about your friends doing that to you. I've told only 1 girl so far but she hugged me and said "Hey, look, you're beautiful and I love you and there's nothing I wouldn't do for you, it doesn't matter who you fall in love with as long as you're happy," That's what she told me. That's what I believe and will tell you. And you can tell that to anyone who treats you otherwise ;3


message 3461: by Leena, Love yourself (new)

Leena (leena23) | 9339 comments Mod
Ahhhhh my babies growing up :3 well this Mum loves each and every one of you no matter what! And I'm proud of y'all!


message 3462: by [deleted user] (new)

Haha I'm pretty sure we all love you too mum ;*


message 3463: by A(IsBack), Lead Music Orchastrator (new)

A(IsBack) (smokeymirrors) | 3215 comments Mod
Rose just: <3

I'm still going through it too, its tough. I havent come out to my folks yet, but I plan to on my 16th birthday. But bottomline is, its who you are. Never hide who you are.

*pssst dont worry about the age difference, Imma be a sophomore next year as well c: *


message 3464: by A(IsBack), Lead Music Orchastrator (new)

A(IsBack) (smokeymirrors) | 3215 comments Mod
Mum! I love you!

You guys, I wish we lived together. It would just be so amazing. I just love you all! <3 *huggles internet fam* c:


message 3465: by [deleted user] (last edited Jun 02, 2013 09:29AM) (new)

I wish that too!!! ;n; *cuddles so hard*

Hah mum and Anahi, you both had to see that weird picture of me as that puppet flipping off the camera XD


message 3466: by ɯɐɔ (new)

ɯɐɔ (camalama) | 1192 comments Yeah...but regarding age this time.


I'm almost CERTAIN that I'm the youngest.

Typical age for an incoming freshman is 14, right? I'll be 13. I am 13...and I already had my birthday this year. That's a main reason about RASH--everyone bullied me (mentally, emotionally, and physically) because I was younger than them, and an easy target.

*cowers in corner*


message 3467: by ɯɐɔ (new)

ɯɐɔ (camalama) | 1192 comments Age is a weird thing in LGBTQ. I'm afraid to tell adults (parents, aunts, uncles, teachers) because I'm worried they'll launch into a whole discussion about how I'm only 13, and I'm "just learning to find myself". Bullshit. I check out girls like I do guys (well, mostly.) and that really is the only factor to bisexuality.

Plus, I'm going to a very competitive, expensive ($9,000+ a YEAR.) private Catholic high school. I'll know two people (one girl, we're sort of friends, and one guy, a really...difficult family friend.), and one of them's kissed me (girl, on the cheek, when we were abt 7.) I'm scared to come out, especially because I'm actually agnostic. I don't want to be bi-shamed because I like girls an guys. It's like when people are convinced that if you're bi, you're a slut. Fuck that. I'm still a virgin, and I've never really been kissed. I don't have a boyfriend--or a girlfriend--and I don't really want one...no. That's not true. I have a bunch of crushes on my friends, but I'm just too...afraid. Too afraid to tell them, because I have a little sliver of me that wants to be accepted. >///<


message 3468: by Leena, Love yourself (new)

Leena (leena23) | 9339 comments Mod
I wish we did too, *huge cuddles, hugs and love all around* girls y'all are a tough group, seriously you're all string and have creative minds and I don't want you changing that for anyone!

Rose I did you were so cute :3 cam some people are just douche bags and have nothing better to do than pick on people. Age doesn't matter when it comes to making decisions like your sexuality. Maturity does, and to me you all are more mature than you should be, my 12 yr old sister is the same way. I forget sometimes she's so young >_< anyway it's your choice on how you feel. Others shouldn't judge you on it. I got married at 17. Sooooo I have been through the ringer with the your too young to know what you want. Guess what? I've been with the same guy since I was 15. I'm 28 now. Err 29 I just had a birthday. So don't listen to that crap. If you need any of us message us like Anahi said, we all lean on each other. <3


message 3469: by ɯɐɔ (new)

ɯɐɔ (camalama) | 1192 comments :,) Thanks guys. I think I'm going to start with friends, then fam.


message 3470: by Leena, Love yourself (new)

Leena (leena23) | 9339 comments Mod
Strong*


message 3471: by [deleted user] (new)

hey guys I'm on


message 3472: by [deleted user] (new)

Hey gofy-poo!


message 3473: by [deleted user] (new)

Hello Ella-bella


message 3474: by ɯɐɔ (new)

ɯɐɔ (camalama) | 1192 comments Hey...gofella.



That's so your couple name. Gofella.


message 3475: by [deleted user] (new)

But I'm married to Ariel D:


message 3476: by [deleted user] (new)

I'm not ready for a new relationship sorry


message 3477: by [deleted user] (new)

I have a wifey, I don't cheat >.>


message 3478: by ɯɐɔ (new)

ɯɐɔ (camalama) | 1192 comments xD Niceeeeee



Gotta shower now.


message 3479: by [deleted user] (new)

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo



who wants to rp


message 3480: by E L L E (new)

E L L E (lacustrine_dreams) | 780 comments Mod
I'm making a new group atm, kind of robin hood meets lord of the rings


message 3481: by [deleted user] (new)

Ohhhh
Can I be a troll?


message 3482: by E L L E (new)

E L L E (lacustrine_dreams) | 780 comments Mod
If you so wish


message 3483: by [deleted user] (new)

I love lord of the rings


message 3484: by [deleted user] (new)

Yusshhhh ^-^

I like the hobbit, but I tried to watch lord of the rings and found it soooo boring


message 3485: by [deleted user] (new)

I haven't watched the Hobbit yet


message 3486: by [deleted user] (new)

Ohh it was really really good I loved Watson in it ^-^


message 3487: by ɯɐɔ (new)

ɯɐɔ (camalama) | 1192 comments Urghhhh I must be a thief. :D Or the daughter of someone rich, stealing from other rich people at balls...and stuff...like a cotillion-attending pickpocket.


message 3488: by [deleted user] (new)

Ohhh and then she can be found out and forced to do someone's bidding as blackmail :D


message 3489: by ɯɐɔ (new)

ɯɐɔ (camalama) | 1192 comments YES



We have a plot, Ella, we have a plot. *success*


message 3490: by A(IsBack), Lead Music Orchastrator (new)

A(IsBack) (smokeymirrors) | 3215 comments Mod
Ahem, Ranger at your service. *bows* Always ready to come in with the long shots. :3


GUYS I freaked out when I saw this last night: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=...

<333333 Eeeeeeeeee yay! :D


message 3491: by [deleted user] (new)

*high fives cam*

I can't watch it right now >.> no headphones >.>


message 3492: by E L L E (new)

E L L E (lacustrine_dreams) | 780 comments Mod
orlando bloom orlando bloom orlando bloom


message 3493: by A(IsBack), Lead Music Orchastrator (new)

A(IsBack) (smokeymirrors) | 3215 comments Mod
Right? I saw it last night and I freaked out. I was like: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! All silently though because my folks were home and I did not want to disturb them.


D: Ella..... Ella is headphoneless! D'X #thestruggleisreal


message 3494: by literariel, grape taemin (new)

literariel | 449 comments Mod
I'm making...

...characters...

...I'm making a fallen angel right now and I don't even know what for...

Anyone want to make twins, enemies, besties, best enemies, siblings...?


message 3495: by Leena, Love yourself (new)

Leena (leena23) | 9339 comments Mod
I'm married to Elle >_> you're married to Ariel, we should double date XD sup guys. Sorry I've been absent its been a busy week! As matter of fact I'm on a road trip right now


message 3496: by literariel, grape taemin (new)

literariel | 449 comments Mod
Where to?


message 3497: by A(IsBack), Lead Music Orchastrator (last edited Jun 13, 2013 10:58AM) (new)

A(IsBack) (smokeymirrors) | 3215 comments Mod
Mum! :3 <3


I'm a single pringle. No commitment whatsoever..... Don't know whether to think of that as a good thing or bad thing. (\O_O/)


message 3498: by literariel, grape taemin (new)

literariel | 449 comments Mod
I'm single, too~


message 3499: by Leena, Love yourself (new)

Leena (leena23) | 9339 comments Mod
Awwww Anahi you can be our love child!!!!! And to San Antonio :3


message 3500: by ɯɐɔ (new)

ɯɐɔ (camalama) | 1192 comments Wooooooooooo


I'm bored. Who am I RPing with? I have a free character in Clear Skies...make that three free characters.


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