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Dec 28, 2012 09:33AM
Benjamin shrugged innocently and said ," I was sick of being the victim so I started not to care anymore ". But then he smiled at her and said ," We have something in common ".
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"Ya. After that story it sounds like I'm destined to be a player as well," she said.
Benjamin laughed and said ," I can't imagine you as one ". But then he started to think about her with boys around her and her flirting . He shook his head out , no way .
"She cocked her eyebrow," doesn't seem to hard. I mean I've watched you work. You even had my best friend crushing on you for a while. Then she found out about James."
Benjamin breathed out a laugh and said ," Wow . I didnt know that at all ". Usually most girls just went after him , and sometimes he hated that. He looked at her and said ," It is easy . But once you are that there's no going back. Everyone thinks of you as only a player or a flirt ".
"Ya. I don't want to. Yet," she said.
Benjamin looked at her with his eyebrow raised and a smirk on his face . "Yet ?", he asked .
(( goodnight ))
((thx few minutes tho))
She bit her lip, "If you turn out like James, I'm not saying you will, but if you do, I might."
She bit her lip, "If you turn out like James, I'm not saying you will, but if you do, I might."
Benjamin nodded and said ," Then I won't . Because I don't want you being like me or James ". He wouldn't let that happen , ever . He didnt want her to give up on love or dating anyone .
((ugh i cant sleep))
She sighed and leaned her head on his chest, "I hope you don't. I'm not sure if I could take it."
She sighed and leaned her head on his chest, "I hope you don't. I'm not sure if I could take it."
((Try listening to some calm music , it always helps me drift off :D ))Benjamin held her tightly , his eyes widened slightly because that was probably the saddest thing he had ever heard in his life . That was something for him to be aware of, that no matter what he had to be honest with her .
((ill try. i think if i rp late enough my eyes will get tired and i can sleep))
She curled up with him. Her phone rang. It was her friend, Megan, "I'll answer it later." She hit ignore.
She curled up with him. Her phone rang. It was her friend, Megan, "I'll answer it later." She hit ignore.
Benjamin watched her as she hit to Ignore button , in a way he felt special . He looked at her and grinned slightly ," Aw , you just love spending time with me that you don't wanna take notice of anyone else ". Then he laughed to show he was messing with her .
She blushed and blushed, "Maybe I do. Man, why do I feel like a mouse in front of a mouse trap? With really tempting cheese on it?" She laughed at how stupid her analogy sounded.
Benjamin laughed and waged his finger at her ," That one was pretty good ". He wondered her dorm and said ," So , what are we doing today ? I'm not spending it in this dorm ".
"Uh...off campus to a movie or something?" she suggested.
Benjamin nodded and smiled ," Sure thing . Let me just get changed out of these clothes okay ?". He leaned in the kiss her cheek and slowly walked out of her dorm , shutting the door carefully . He grinned to himself and knocked on his own dorm .
She decided to change. She was in a wierd mood and felt like dressing up super sexy. She put on some skin tight leather leggings, a gold animal print top, and some matching, dangly earrings. She put her hair up in a classic messy updo that looked somehow more appealing with her outfit. She finished up with some open heel, open toe black stilettos.
Once Benjamin crept into his dorm he was glad to see his ex was gone and that John was sitting there with his headphones I'm and reading a comic book . Benjamin quickly got changed out of his clothes and put on black jeans that fit him perfectly , his black boots , a shirt that he rolled up to his elbows and a waist jacket that he didnt button up . He washed his face and brushed his teeth , he got his jacket and waved John goodbye .
She knew she'd need a jacket so she chose a leather jacket with a faux fur collar. She went out to meet Jason.
Benjamin shut his dorm door , with his back to Madeline and said ," So which movie do you want to watch ?". Then he turned around to see a sexy Madeline . His mouth partly fell open in shock .
She pretended not to notice though she did. And she enjoyed his reaction, "I dunno what's playing. How about we decided when we get there?
Benjamin kept starring and he snapped out of it slowly . He smiled and nodded ," Yeah okay ". He blushed slightly and walked to her , he nodded his head and said ," Lets go".
She couldn't help but laugh, "What? Do I have something in my teeth?"
Benjamin laughed and shook his head ," No not at all . You just look really pretty ". He started to walk alongside her with his hands in his pockets.
She blushed despite herself. "James used to tell me that," she said more sentimentally than sadly. Like it was a fact. Not a wish. She still kinda wished that James hadn't cheated on her though.
Benjamin stopped to look at her and then said ," I really hate him ". Maybe he was jealous , he didnt know . Oh he did know , he was completely jealous . He walked and talked at the same time , they were out of the university.
Madeline sighed, "I really have no clue how to explain how I feel about him now. I know I USED to love him. And I know My heart is still a little broken because of him. I don't want to say I hate him because a little bit of me misses him, but I don't want to go back. I don't want to be his again because I know it will just end then same way."
Benjamin walked along the pavement and said ," That's understandable . He made you feel something that was never really there ". He shrugged innocently and looked out at people passing by and cars going by .
They reached the movie theatre and stopped dead. Coming at them from the opposite direction was James. She was about to try and turn around before James saw them or Ben saw James but it was too late. James was already running toward her, "Madeline! Oh my gosh! I have been looking all over for you! Where have you been, baby?"
Benjamin looked at Madeline and then looked at the random dude . He knew who this was , James . He could see it on Madelines face . He turned to James angrily and put his arm protectively on Madelines shoulders. " Madeline doesn't want anything to do with you ".
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((kk))
James glared at Ben. He knew him by reputation and heard of him from other girls, "Hey, aren't you Benjamin something or other? Your just as bad for her as I am so back off and let the chic speak for herself." He turned to Madeline, "Baby, I know I screwed up. I screwed up big time. I should never have hurt you like that, and if you hate me I get it, but please, baby. Give me one more chance? I still remember how you blushed when I kissed you the first time and giggled after you told me I was your first boyfriend. I remember how you were so niave and innocent I didn't want to let you go. Please Madiline, one more try at us?"
She realized he remembered all those things about her and it made her feel like jelly. He placed a hand on her hip and it made her heart feel all jittery. For a second she almost forgot is was probably just another trick to bring her back him. The only thing stopping her from falling into his arms right now was Ben being right beside her.
James glared at Ben. He knew him by reputation and heard of him from other girls, "Hey, aren't you Benjamin something or other? Your just as bad for her as I am so back off and let the chic speak for herself." He turned to Madeline, "Baby, I know I screwed up. I screwed up big time. I should never have hurt you like that, and if you hate me I get it, but please, baby. Give me one more chance? I still remember how you blushed when I kissed you the first time and giggled after you told me I was your first boyfriend. I remember how you were so niave and innocent I didn't want to let you go. Please Madiline, one more try at us?"
She realized he remembered all those things about her and it made her feel like jelly. He placed a hand on her hip and it made her heart feel all jittery. For a second she almost forgot is was probably just another trick to bring her back him. The only thing stopping her from falling into his arms right now was Ben being right beside her.
Benjamin laughed humourlessly , " Yeah I'm Benjamin , how do you know ? Your whores tell you how good I am and how shit you are ?". He glared at James hand on Madelines hip and snatched it away , he gritted his teeth and said angrily ," Don't touch her ! She's not your little play thing that you can man handle whenever you want , ass hole ". He stepped in from of Madeline protectively and glared at James .
James was ticked, "Oh ya? I know you from all the girls I've found crying over you. At least I don't just drop 'em like rag dolls. I can touch her if I wanna. Last I check she was never your girlfriend but she was mine. YOu little *bleep* is just jealous that I get a girl as sexy as Madeline when you only pick up sluts on the streets."
Madeline didn't know what to do. They BOTH seemed to want her. BOTH seemed to want to protect her from the other. But which was the real deal?
Madeline didn't know what to do. They BOTH seemed to want her. BOTH seemed to want to protect her from the other. But which was the real deal?
Benjamin grabbed James collar and dragged him away from Madeline . " I get girls , but I tell them if they are important to me. I know a special girl when I see one , and you lost her ! Because you cheated ! I've never cheated , I might have been in a fling with a girl but I always broke up with her if I felt I was going to cheat ". Then Benjamin pushed him away and said ," Madeline doesn't need you ! She's cried over you ! She's broken because of you ! Where have you been while I have been there for her ?!".
He felt like screaming at the top of his lungs , but he knew that would only make the situation worse .
Jaames looked him in the eyes, "Look. You and I both know she's a great girl and we want her for different reasons. I'm a bad guy. I'm bad for her. So what? She knows how to have fun and once you have her wrapped upp in your world she'll do pretty much anything. Dude, I had her first. You know the rules of the game. First come first serve. Ya I cheated. But you'll realize I came BACK to the girl I left crying. You just let them cry."
Madeline didn't hear any of this she just hugged herself trying to figure what she wanted and how much it was worth risking.
Madeline didn't hear any of this she just hugged herself trying to figure what she wanted and how much it was worth risking.
Benjamin started to get even more angry , he shouted ," Don't you dare talk about her like she's piece of meat ! You talk about her like she's cheap ! She's not ! I'm here for her as a friend , I'm here so she can talk to someone . But you ! You act like you deserve her ! You don't ! ". Benjamin pushed him away even further and said ," Go ! Go away ! If I see you near her your going to regret it !".
James pushed Ben, "Like you deserve her either! I've met 20 girls in tears over you, 40 that gave you your number and always tell me no because they think you'll call, and more than I can count that won't go out with boys named 'Ben' because of you! You think you're better than me because you've held her cose while she's been crying. Well, I but the whole time she's been expect it to end. Expecting you to break her heart. At least she didn't know from the beginning she'd end up like this!"
MAdeline exploded, "Both of you stop! I never thought I'd hear two guys with the same bad rep fight over me."
MAdeline exploded, "Both of you stop! I never thought I'd hear two guys with the same bad rep fight over me."
Benjamin laughed humourlessly and rubbed his forehead . He laughed again out of spite and said ," You know what . I think I'm gonna go . Seems like you two have things you need to talk about ". He glared at James and then looked over at Madeline for a brief moment . He looked again at James and felt pure and utter hatred , he clenched his hands and teeth to stop himself from saying anymore . He walked away .
She reached out, "James. I didn't mean-whatever." It wasn't any use and she knew it.
James came over and gently stroked her hair, "Don't worry about a pervert like him. He doesn't care about you. You cares about how to get you to give him what he wants. I care about you Madeline."
James came over and gently stroked her hair, "Don't worry about a pervert like him. He doesn't care about you. You cares about how to get you to give him what he wants. I care about you Madeline."
Once Benjamin was in his room , no one was in there . So he decided to boom out some music and wreck the place . He threw his desk over , threw books at the wall , screamed , shouted and just ruined the place . He didnt think , he just did whatever he wanted at that moment .
((i i meant "BEN i didnt mean" not james whoops whatever))
Madeline cried and ran after Ben, "You're only going to hurt me James. That's all you ever did."
Madeline cried and ran after Ben, "You're only going to hurt me James. That's all you ever did."
(( haha dont worry about it :P ))Benjamin threw some more stuff about in his dorm and then just sat on the floor , panting and breathing heavily with his head in his hands . He looked around and saw that the room was a mess , John was going to kill him .
James stood there not really concerned about what she had said, more about how much harder it would be to get her noe that Benjamin was involved. He tried togage if she was worth it.
Madeline didn't have the energy to knock so she just collapsed against his door with a thud and cried.
Madeline didn't have the energy to knock so she just collapsed against his door with a thud and cried.
Benjamin heard a bang on his door and a cry , a desperate cry of need and want . And help. Benjamin's eyes widened , Madeline . He quickly opened the door to see the back of her head but because she was leaning on the door she was falling back. Benjamin quickly slid on the floor to place his chest on her back and head . To support her , physically and mentally .
She cried into his shirt. She couldn't pull out words she could only pray he understood.
Benjamin held her tightly and placed the side of his face softly on her head , he placed one of his hand on the back of her head and the other on her back . He just let her cry until she was ready to talk .
"Why...why...why can't he..." her words were choked by her sobs and didn't come out right.
