Unsettling Things

[On'nanoko]

This is where you can write about your problems perticularly those to do with your powers.

[Ayumi]

I've really been wondering how to block certain visions because some stress me out, and I have diabetes, so stress is reeeaaally bad for me. I'm just wondering if anyone knows how?

[On'nanoko]

I can tell you how to stop your visions all together but I'm not sure if it's possible to just block out stressing visions but we all get them it's the burden of having powers.

Does anyone know if it's possible to prevent somehting terrible but not extreme with out the usual complications?

[Ayumi]

I'm not so sure it's possible without consequences. If something terrible is going to happen, and you stop it, it will just happen to someone or somewhere else instead. Fate can be cruel sometimes.

[[deleted user]]

Fate is very cruel. I'm not even sure you can prevent something terrible, uuuugghhhh I know what I want to say!! I was going somewhere with this, but I just can't word it *Hits head against keyboard* mm.........

Anyways...

So as Ayumi knows for the past couple of months (Well a lot of months :3) I have been blocking myself off from anything that had to do with visions or paranormal related things. I was just stressed out and about to go over the edge with just life in general, but today I considered opening myself up again. I know I get scared very easily by the paranormal and just even the energy changing in a room I flip out in my head and want to cry. That's something I need to change, but so today I hadn't even tried to meditate or just open myself up again. I was sitting down and writing an essay when in the dark (The lights were all of :'3) and a very hushed, but clear male voice whispered "Run away," Of course I froze and like wanted to just curl in a ball, but hah I didn't do that ;) I just thought I'd share... Hehe THE END.

[Ayumi]

Yay, Katie-sama! It's good you didn't show your fear. Malevolent forces tend to feed off of fear. I know I've said that many times. Lol. I tend to be repetative. XD

Anyway, a few days ago, I was sitting here at the computer and I swear that I heard my mom say my name, but when I asked, she said no.

I just found it weird because I always pick up on paranormal energy, and I didn't feel any when I heard my name...

[[deleted user]]

Haha I know Senpai! I like when you repeat things though -^o^-

O: THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME IN THE PAST!!!!! It is in my parents voices also.. Which is totally really creepy... >_<

[Ayumi]

It always happens to me. One day, I heard my sister scream my name at the top of her lungs. I ran out of my room to see what was wrong and she was totally fine - sleeping actually. It was sooo weird.

[[deleted user]]

That is really weird.... O:

[Ayumi]

Yeah
I g2g...ttyl see ya tomorrow! :)

[On'nanoko]

You guys are awesome and I think it's okay to be scared it's just you can't let fear cloud your mind or your judgement.^//^

[[deleted user]]

>//< We're awesome? Hehehehhee c: Yush! I know what you mean. It's quite easy to let that happen at times, but a skeptic mind can prove to be useful at those times!

[Jan]

Yeah, having powers can be very stressful, but for some reason, I'm not using them as much now.

[On'nanoko]

I"ve noticed that people have been weaker lately I think somehting bigs about ot happen thats one of the reasons for me creating this group.

[Ayumi]

Omigosh, I am so glad to hear I'm not the only one that thinks that! Although, I've noticed that my powers and a few others' have seemed to be stonger lately. Maybe there's a reason behind it?

[On'nanoko]

I think we're supposed to unite at some point and soon the time will come but thats all I know.

[Ayumi]

Hmm...I agree.

One of my friends, who I think may be a Channel, had a weird dream, a vision actually, about 3 of my friends and I standing around a Circle while she's floating in midair, wind swirling around her. Her eyes are black and she has black symbols written all over her arms. There's also a massive pentagram in the middle of the Circle.

I don't know what it means, but I know it's not good. Maybe it has to do with the event that going to happen. Actually, I do know that someone is Channeling power through her, but I'm not sure if it's the four of us, or something darker.

I can also explain why I think she's a Channel. My friend always gets Shadowing Songs (idk if you know what those are, but they're basically Prophecies or messages for the future). She's also been acting pretty weird lately. Today at lunch, she felt really nervous and a few minutes later, her vision flashed black and I, too, was affected by whatever was there. I got extremely dizzy and confused for a moment.

But anyway, my friend has also been getting visions of young girls being dragged down to Hell in very violent ways. In all of the visions, water is involved, which makes sense, considering spirits use it as an energy source.

There are a few other things that I can't think of right now, but I'll be sure to say something if I remember.

Sorry for the long post ^-^

[On'nanoko]

I want to talk to this friend it maybe crucial.you see dreams of pentagrams and people floating in a circle often indicate a turn to dark magic within a person or small group of people.

[Ayumi]

On'nanoko wrote: "I want to talk to this friend it maybe crucial.you see dreams of pentagrams and people floating in a circle often indicate a turn to dark magic within a person or small group of people."

Well....my other friend is Wiccan and ever since she moved here 2 years ago, a lot of things have happened. Both good and bad.

And lately...I just feel like something dark is out there. And I feel like somehow, I should know who, or what, it is. Like it's one of those things that you feel stupid after finding out who it is. Mmm...I'm rambling again. Anyway, I'm tired, so I think I'll go now. I'll say something tomorrow if I have any visions related to our current situation.

[[deleted user]]

Oh god. Something just happened that is freaking me out so damn much (excuse my mouth :/) I was in my room, alone. That as nothing to do with it though. I felt something watching me. I wasn't sure if it was good or bad, but I didn't want to talk chances so I kept my phone close (It gives me comfort for whatever nonsensical reason) and just closed my eyes, turned up my heavy music and waited for whatever it was to go away. Not a good idea. I blacked out. I guess I sort of maybe dreamed? I'm not sure what it is called... There was a fire. I felt it burning my face. I felt like it was melting. Right off of my skin. I tried to move, but I couldn't. I was paralyzed. There was a girl in a dark dress, in the flames. She was yelling or screaming. Something. I couldn't really tell what she was trying to say, but it was something bad. Or about something bad. I knew it at the time what she had said, but I just can't figure it out now. The flames slowly devoured her and the screams. there were no screams. She was silent. Then I woke back up. Or came back to life I guess. It was weird :/ I'm sorry I wrote a lot.

[Ayumi]

Oh crap...Katie-sama I had the same vision but I was the girl in the flames. I had it a long time ago.

the only thing is, I didn't die. I don't remember much of what happened but I think we ended up surviving.

[[deleted user]]

o_o This is definetly weird... I remember when we heard the same little girl giggle at the same exact time but we were in different places... I'm not even sure the girl died.. It could have been that the smoke was blocking my vision or the flames just got in the way. *shrug* I dunno :/

[On'nanoko]

I've experinced these things before they're generally signs of a demon known as Amiehan it preys on fear it won't go unless you directly confront it and preform a rune based ritual at least thats the most fool proof but if he doesn't really care for you you can sit in a circle of salt and demand his presence then demand in a very stern voice that he leave.keep in mind if your voice wavers even for a second he'll know he's getting to you and stay.

[Ayumi]

On'nanoko wrote: "I've experinced these things before they're generally signs of a demon known as Amiehan it preys on fear it won't go unless you directly confront it and preform a rune based ritual at least thats t..."

I'm never really afraid of demons or spirits, though. I don't know why; I guess I just know how to keep my fear in.

But, on another note, last night, before I fell asleep, I heard a little girl talk, and, I'll be honest, it scared the hell out of me. Which is weird, considering I don't usually get frightened.

A few nights ago, I woke up around 2 am to a little girl laughing. I just rolled over and tried to ignore it but then what happened next almost gave me a heart attack. I felt a small hand grab at mine but it had claws, freaking claws. I luckily didn't panic and just layed there, but I was frightened as hell.

The next night, the same thing happened except whatever spirit (or demon) was there was really pissed and basically slapped my back. When I got ready for school the following morning, I had a handprint on my back.

Gosh, I hate writing things like this because I feel as if I'm telling a secret I'm not supposed to say. I keep hearing someone walk around in the rooms upstairs.

[HURRAH! Unbalance Bean]

Wow. I'd move. Some spirits are attached to the house or something in the house. Sometimes their not.

This one time, in my old house a few years ago, it was morning and when I woke up I opened my eyes I saw a woman in a white dress with white hair and pale skin just looking at me from the end of my bed. I was freaked out so i put the blanket over my head and stayed there. When I peeked and looked around she was gone. And that's my only personal awake experance with anything ghost

[[deleted user]]

A couple nights ago, it's still making shivers go down my spine and makes me sick to talk or think about it. I was in bed, sleeping soundly until a growl woke me up. It was around 12 - 1am and I didn't really feel like getting out of bed particuarly at that moment. Instead I just blamed the wind for the strange sound. Then i started to feel cold spots. I hadn't moved my arms and it was warm in the room, but the hair still rose on my arms. It was a weird sensation and I got scared, so I bolted out of the room. I planned on sleeping downstairs on the couch, but of course my dad was down there snoring. I was stuck on the stairs, not wanting to be in the room with whatever the hell that thing was or getting in trouble with my dad. So I sat on the stairs until I had the guts to go back to the door to my room. I opened it and to my right I saw an orb speed by. I didn't give it a second thought right there and then, but after I looked in my room and saw a shadow. Something on my bed. I thought it was a stuffed animal at first, but I remembered I had gotten rid of all mine >.<
I slept on the stairs that night lol.

[HURRAH! Unbalance Bean]

Wow o.0

[Jan]

Having powers may be really annoying, sometimes.

[On'nanoko]

Yeah. It's hard especailly when those who aren't like us don't understand. Anyway the way Ayumi's describing It it doesn't seem as much as attached to the house it seems as though it's tuanting her because it knows she has powers. Ayumi just a word of advice don't listen to what It says and NO MATTER WHAT NEVER make a deal with it. I can garuantee it won't turn out well for you.

[Ayumi]

Katie-sama...why don't you tell me these things at school? You know I can help you.

The only thing I find weird is that you heard a growl, and then you felt cold spots. Demons give off heat, not cold...maybe it was two different spirits...

And to On'nanoko, I would never make a deal with it. I like my soul where it is, thank you very much. Hahaha. But anyway, my room is blessed, so I have no clue how it got in there. I know for sure that I didn't invite it in and the rest of my family doesn't believe in the paranormal, so they couldn't have invited it into my room. The only thing I can think of was when I was watching the show Ghost Adventures...

I was watching one of their freakiest episodes and they were at Bobby Mackey's, a music place that's basically infested with demons. There's actually what they call a 'Portal to Hell' there. Nick (one of the investigators) was sitting on the ground, trying to get EVPs and something gray flashed across the screen. It was definitly a spirit trying to manifest itself. No one else picked up on it, not my sister, not my mom, not my dad. I showed it to all of them, but I was the only one who could see it.

I don't know if that has to do with anything but I thought I would just let you know.

[[deleted user]]

Senpai I get really nervous and shy when I try to talk about these things that's all. It happens with everything though like I was asked if I wanted to go and hang out with the people I was dying to hang out and I just had to say no. It's not like I didn't want to, it's just I didn't know how to say yes. Moral of story, I'm shy. XD

o.o I can never watch the Bobby Mackey's episode. Gets me. Ever. Single. Time.

[Ayumi]

I know, right? Especially when those claw marks appear on Zak's back *shivers*

[HURRAH! Unbalance Bean]

I used to watch those ghost shows. That was a phase. My friend would watch this one show that was so stupid and she would get scared lol

[Ayumi]

Lol Ghost Adventures is the only one I watch because they really seem true to what they're doing. I find that most paranormal investigative groups on tv do it for money, whereas Ghost Adventures does it to find out more about the unknown. :)

[On'nanoko]

Group Fun Fact: Just because a place is blessed doesn't necisarrily mean that it's protected from demons or spirits, if the demon was there before the blessing or if it's a higher ranking blessing a place will do nothing to protect it.

Yeah I know it's crazy but it's also true.

[Ayumi]

On'nanoko wrote: "Group Fun Fact: Just because a place is blessed doesn't necisarrily mean that it's protected from demons or spirits, if the demon was there before the blessing or if it's a higher ranking blessing ..."

Ohhh...well...that explains it. Lol.
It was definitly in my house before that. It liked to copy my family's voices. Now it impersonates a little child.

[On'nanoko]

depends certain people who have simular powers and form a close bond can comunicate telepathically. I posted something about this earlier.I'll hunt for the exact comment but yeah it's rare but it does happen.