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[[deleted user]]

im about to go to a comunity halloween party and this is my costume. (note: this is the ONLY picture of me that DOESNT have specail effects. i would have used special effects if i wasnt wearing a mask)

[christinE, ~~♫~~]

Awesome costume!! Idk what I'm gonna be yet....

[[deleted user]]

we were going to a party so i just threw tht together outta the back of my closet.

[christinE, ~~♫~~]

Really? It looks like a professional costume!!
Halloween was cancelled where I live :( and we just had a week off school :)
I was going to be a mime even though everyone kept telling me it was boring.

[[deleted user]]

lol ya. i found the tail mask and necklace in the back of my closet and thought AW! What the heck! so i put them on and i already had that shirt and went for it. and the black leggings.

[christinE, ~~♫~~]

Nice i'd never be able to decide that quick...never let me decide anything

[[deleted user]]

lol

[Mel]

₵î௹៛ ❤ my first bf ❤ wrote: "im about to go to a comunity halloween party and this is my costume. (note: this is the ONLY picture of me that DOESNT have specail effects. i would have used special effects if i wasnt wearing a..."

That's fantabulous. :D I love your mask.

[[deleted user]]

thx. :)

[[deleted user]]

havent posted in a while but well might as well. lucas is my bf 4 those who didnt know. <3 i miss him tho. cuz hes in australia.

[Mel]

Do you wonder if he'll come back with an Austrailian accent? They are so fun!!! XD

[[deleted user]]

i dont think hes coming back *winces* its kinda a long distance relationship...already.

[Mel]

Oh man, I'm so sorry. :( That really sucks. *offers hug*

[[deleted user]]

*accepts it* thx it hasnt been too bad. i think of him smiling and i smile and ive been a bubbly bouncy happy mess most the time but now im sick and sad.

[Mel]

:( I kinda know how you feel. I've never really loved anyone real in that way, because I desperately long for people who don't exist. It's really depressing, but I find disappearing into books helps. Did you try that?

[[deleted user]]

i will tomorrow been busy and am going to start an ebook ive been dying for. but its a romance so im going to think of lucas the whole time. (even his name makes me smile but the fact hes not here and we have talked in forever makes me want to cry)

[Mel]

Good, read as much as you can. It'll help.

Do you guys ever talk on the phone, or text, or email?

[[deleted user]]

i dont have his australia # since he just left on the 16th

[[deleted user]]

and his internet is crappy he warned me b4 he got there

[Mel]

Aw man. :(

[[deleted user]]

ya when gets a chance he promised hed be on email and skype as much as possible (amap)

[Mel]

That's good. :)

[[deleted user]]

ya