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theyll only laugh at me and call me weak. or get angry at me and tell me i need to straighten up. ive tried it all b4.
theyll only laugh at me and call me weak. or get angry at me and tell me i need to straighten up. ive tried it all b4.
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yeah, thanks guys. you are real supportive.
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "@Cici: Why not try this. When you wake up, block her out. When she says something bad about you, tell yourself something good! If it helps post it and we'll tell you if it's right or not. Try to ge..."
ill try. u kno. i seem like nothing evr phases me outside of the internet. i almost nvr cry in public. now i realize how super sensitive i am.
ill try. u kno. i seem like nothing evr phases me outside of the internet. i almost nvr cry in public. now i realize how super sensitive i am.
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CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "You need to be strong! You are not the only one whose family hates them okay. P..."Straighten up?
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Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Ellen: Were you being sarcastic or actaully meaning that *Confused*"sarvastic
ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "You need to be strong! You are not the only one whose family hates them okay. People expect a lot from you..you fro..."
theyll laugh and say i made a bunch of different accounts to make them look bad then ground me and take away my internet.
theyll laugh and say i made a bunch of different accounts to make them look bad then ground me and take away my internet.
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sry were ignoring u. u missed a lot.
sry were ignoring u. u missed a lot.
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I was walking home!!
CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "You need to be strong! You are not the only one whose family hates them okay. P..."Thats bad...what do really want?
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CICI your turn on Roleplay
ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "You need to be strong! You are no..."
last time i brought this up mom pretty much said she knew my emotions better than me, i needed and sttitude adjustment and grounded me. im excpecting something similiar this time around.
last time i brought this up mom pretty much said she knew my emotions better than me, i needed and sttitude adjustment and grounded me. im excpecting something similiar this time around.
ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "You need to be strong! You are no..."
what?
what?
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your turn
❤❤❥❧❦Vamp Queen❤❤❥❧❦ wrote: "CICI your turn on Roleplay"
gimme a sec ok? i have some hw i need to finish. in case i get lucky and die in my sleep.
gimme a sec ok? i have some hw i need to finish. in case i get lucky and die in my sleep.
CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote..."Does anyone support you? At home?
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❤❤❥❧❦Vamp Queen❤❤❥❧❦ wrote: "your turn"Ellen...I'm sorry but this is NOT the tome to RP. Cici needs help...not RP...advice..not ignorance. I'm not saying don't. Its just that...not the right time...
ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im fall..."
heck no. if they did id be dreaming. my idea of a sweet dream is them all disowning me and sending me to some other messed up family.
heck no. if they did id be dreaming. my idea of a sweet dream is them all disowning me and sending me to some other messed up family.
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Numey I asked her that already! Doesn't work...I'm telling you."
u kno how messed up my life is. i would give anything for it to end with the words 'happily evr aftr' but im not the princess of some fairy tail.
u kno how messed up my life is. i would give anything for it to end with the words 'happily evr aftr' but im not the princess of some fairy tail.
CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Numey I asked her that already! Doesn't work...I'm telling you."u kno how messed up my life is. i would give anything for it to end with the words 'happily evr af..."
No you're not. You are a princess of your tale! Live your life Cici, not by how others want you to.
CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote..."Give them this suggestion then...if they don't want you why have you? I mean you deserve a lot better!
ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Numey I asked her that already! Doesn't work...I'm telling you."
u kno how messed up my life is. i would give anythin..."
i barely even have a life. its hanging out the window right now.
u kno how messed up my life is. i would give anythin..."
i barely even have a life. its hanging out the window right now.
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Cici Why won't you listen to us :'(
ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im fall..."
i give a good reaction? im fun to toy with? its fun to watch my heartbreak when i just learned to trust them? must i go on with the probable answers i dont want to hear them actually say?
i give a good reaction? im fun to toy with? its fun to watch my heartbreak when i just learned to trust them? must i go on with the probable answers i dont want to hear them actually say?
CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote..."It IS NOT FUN TO WATCH SOMEONE SUFFER!!! Unless your spectators are ALIENS or FREAKS or TERRORISTS!!
A really angry suggestion: Don't kill yourself...kill
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Numey your basically repeting what i've already said to her.
Cici Why won't you listen to us :'("
im trying. i rlly am. but most of it ive tried before. or im scared to ask because i think i know the answer andif they actually say it aloud i may kill myself.
Cici Why won't you listen to us :'("
im trying. i rlly am. but most of it ive tried before. or im scared to ask because i think i know the answer andif they actually say it aloud i may kill myself.
ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im fall..."
...maybe they r aliens. it would explain y i laugh when ppl get hurt.
...maybe they r aliens. it would explain y i laugh when ppl get hurt.
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exactly. idk y. maybe its some gene.
i mean hurt like physical. emotional i cant stand to c ppl suffer from. i have 2 much of my own
i mean hurt like physical. emotional i cant stand to c ppl suffer from. i have 2 much of my own
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CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote..."You cry. You laugh. We cry. We laugh. We're not happy..so are you...the difference? You just won't move on...
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Well i hope you don't in a mean horrible way because that will make me really ...stuck."
i dont mean 2. and if its rlly bad i dont laugh much. im just a jerk. (my dad told me that at least 10 times)
i dont mean 2. and if its rlly bad i dont laugh much. im just a jerk. (my dad told me that at least 10 times)
CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Well i hope you don't in a mean horrible way because that will make me really ...stuck."i dont mean 2. and if its rlly bad i dont laugh much. im just a jerk. (m..."
Just 10? LOL my brothers tell that to me ALL THE TIME!!!!
ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im fall..."
u try to move on with all this around u. im a shell of what i used to be and no matter how far i reach its still not there.
u try to move on with all this around u. im a shell of what i used to be and no matter how far i reach its still not there.
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ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Well i hope you don't in a mean horrible way because that will make me really ...stuck."
i dont mean 2. and if its rl..."
ten times in the past couple months. to my face. in front of my whole family. even a few of my friends once. and he listed all the reasons i am. i lost a bunch of friends after that. and it was my 12th bday party too.
i dont mean 2. and if its rl..."
ten times in the past couple months. to my face. in front of my whole family. even a few of my friends once. and he listed all the reasons i am. i lost a bunch of friends after that. and it was my 12th bday party too.
CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Well i hope you don't in a mean horrible way because that will make me really ...st..."You are just 12??? Kiddo! You have not seen LIFE! I hardly have ANY friends!! Just 2 who can really be called "FRIENDS"
ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Well i hope you don't in a mean horri..."
im 13 now. ill be 14 in july. all my 'friends' either hate me or think i hate them.
im 13 now. ill be 14 in july. all my 'friends' either hate me or think i hate them.
12 was the last time i had a party. only 5 ppl came. only one was my friend after my dads expo.
I'm 15. 16 following jan. None of my "so-called-friends" hardly even know I exist!
im invisible except when i mess up. thts suddenly whe everyones watching me.
See you are alive, people know you..but I?
ya. ppl kno me. in michigan it was that kindergartener who always said the wrong thing. in colorado it was that outcast loser girl. in tennessee it was that new nerdy girl u can walk all ovr and she wont even realize it. here its that girl who was stupid enough to come here and not expect to be picked on.
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