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I'm ________ and I'm WEIRD AND PROUD!
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Oct 05, 2012 11:18AM
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She was here like 5 mins ago???? :O"
The bogey man must have taken her! Don't worry i will save her !! (I'll inbox)
❤❤❥❧❦Vamp Queen❤❤❥❧❦ wrote: "That stinks"
ya. i cant even be a nerd happily.
ya. i cant even be a nerd happily.
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Lol I've saved her!!!! I am SOO heroic
Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "❤❤❥❧❦Vamp Queen❤❤❥❧❦ wrote: "That stinks"
ya. i cant even be a nerd happily."
What'd ya mean Cici???"
i had a rlly bad day. my horrid relationship with my family got worse. and im having trouble seeing the point of living anymore. i barely kno y im wasting time on hw when the balcony is just a few feet away and has solid concrete below.
ya. i cant even be a nerd happily."
What'd ya mean Cici???"
i had a rlly bad day. my horrid relationship with my family got worse. and im having trouble seeing the point of living anymore. i barely kno y im wasting time on hw when the balcony is just a few feet away and has solid concrete below.
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Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "❤❤❥❧❦Vamp Queen❤❤❥❧❦ wrote: "That stinks"
ya. i cant even be a nerd h..."
i mean, ik theyve always hated me, but they at least gave me time to get to my room b4 making me cry before. i wish they would stop and just leave me alone. theres no point to anything if nothing i do fixes my problems. nothing evr changes, so y try? i just want 2 give up.
ya. i cant even be a nerd h..."
i mean, ik theyve always hated me, but they at least gave me time to get to my room b4 making me cry before. i wish they would stop and just leave me alone. theres no point to anything if nothing i do fixes my problems. nothing evr changes, so y try? i just want 2 give up.
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "OMG CICI!!! Don't even think about it. :O :O :O"
fine i wont. ill try to run away nxt summer when we go on vacation 2 the states if i can make it that long.
fine i wont. ill try to run away nxt summer when we go on vacation 2 the states if i can make it that long.
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(And now we need to save Cici from herself because she so deserves to be happy)
Let's save Cici and your birthday is the following wednesday
no i dont. why should i now if i nvr have. the only thing that kept me happy in elementary school was blissful ignorance.
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@Christine: Who's birthay is it in the following wednesday!
That's a shame that your so unhapppy
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Run away?? Where?
@Christine: Who's birthay is it in the following wednesday!"
anywhere. i dont care. the woods or something? idk. if i die i die. its better than here with my family.
@Christine: Who's birthay is it in the following wednesday!"
anywhere. i dont care. the woods or something? idk. if i die i die. its better than here with my family.
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@Cici: See everyone has probelms. We can get through it together.
We can make each other happy. NOt completly but at least slightly.
Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling}..."
i wish my life was so simple. i wish that i could see this stuff coming. my parents will fight like not too often, just like once a yr or so but when it happens everyone gets hurt. my dads all depressed and angry and mom goes on walks till past bedtime. but then the nxt day evrything is somehow my fault again. now all i do is come up to my room, the one place i was always free from the pains outside whether it was my family or school. now its just where i sit and cry. i can nvr trust my family bc every time i do i get hurt. i have so many walls up ive caged myself in but im scared to let my walls down. i want to run away or die but i nvr have the nerve. and my parents will always find me. i have nothing i can use against them in court other than tears, and nothing to use against them for running away. i have nothing and get less than that. im sick of life.
i wish my life was so simple. i wish that i could see this stuff coming. my parents will fight like not too often, just like once a yr or so but when it happens everyone gets hurt. my dads all depressed and angry and mom goes on walks till past bedtime. but then the nxt day evrything is somehow my fault again. now all i do is come up to my room, the one place i was always free from the pains outside whether it was my family or school. now its just where i sit and cry. i can nvr trust my family bc every time i do i get hurt. i have so many walls up ive caged myself in but im scared to let my walls down. i want to run away or die but i nvr have the nerve. and my parents will always find me. i have nothing i can use against them in court other than tears, and nothing to use against them for running away. i have nothing and get less than that. im sick of life.
Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "Christine wrote: "That's a shame that your so unhapppy"
@Cici Yeah what Christine said, I hope you get happier when you grow up."
idk. i hope so 2.
@Cici Yeah what Christine said, I hope you get happier when you grow up."
idk. i hope so 2.
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Aw Mal That is so sad. Since we saying this to make cici feel better, here's me:
My mum got married and camE From Asia to this country to my Dad.
He emotionally abused her (I don't know about phys..."
im sry. i totally can relate to her. change ur dad to my parents, subtract the medication (4 now), and i dont have kids yet (DUH!), but otherwise i can relate. i nvr belonged anywhere.
My mum got married and camE From Asia to this country to my Dad.
He emotionally abused her (I don't know about phys..."
im sry. i totally can relate to her. change ur dad to my parents, subtract the medication (4 now), and i dont have kids yet (DUH!), but otherwise i can relate. i nvr belonged anywhere.
Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Aw Mal That is so sad. Since we saying this to make cici feel better, here's me:
My mum got married and camE From Asia to this country to my Dad.
He emotionally abu..."
ya. u guys r great. im trying to go somewhere with my life but every step i take forward brings me right back down.
My mum got married and camE From Asia to this country to my Dad.
He emotionally abu..."
ya. u guys r great. im trying to go somewhere with my life but every step i take forward brings me right back down.
Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Run away?? Where?
@Christine: Who's birthay is it in the following wednesday!"
anywhere. i dont care. the woods or..."
why? i doubt death is as bad as living.
@Christine: Who's birthay is it in the following wednesday!"
anywhere. i dont care. the woods or..."
why? i doubt death is as bad as living.
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "@Mal: That's so sweet. Thanks!
@Cici: See everyone has probelms. We can get through it together.
We can make each other happy. NOt completly but at least slightly."
a lil. my window is talking to me less. (note the word less)
@Cici: See everyone has probelms. We can get through it together.
We can make each other happy. NOt completly but at least slightly."
a lil. my window is talking to me less. (note the word less)
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Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling}..."
i ran out of tears hrs ago. if im ever on vacation in england ill give u guys a call. ill stay under a bed or in a closet or something and eat most anything.
i ran out of tears hrs ago. if im ever on vacation in england ill give u guys a call. ill stay under a bed or in a closet or something and eat most anything.
Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Aw Mal That is so sad. Since we saying this to make cici feel better, here's me:
My ..."
hopes lost, still here. thats my try at the moment.
My ..."
hopes lost, still here. thats my try at the moment.
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Cici: Believe me i know how you feel. Sometimes you feel real down. It hurts to the point you can't cope! But on here, i can just be myself!! And so can you!! You can be what you want to be!! I wan..."
all i want to do right now is cry and i think i might. my voice is cracking mentally as i type this. i hurt so much guys. i think this is me. and i dont want to be this me. this me i want to die.
all i want to do right now is cry and i think i might. my voice is cracking mentally as i type this. i hurt so much guys. i think this is me. and i dont want to be this me. this me i want to die.
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Aw Mal That is so sad. Since we saying this to make cici feel better, here's me:My mum got married and camE From Asia to this country to my Dad.
He emotionally abused her (I don't know about phys..."
Rose..I..I you've got a good spirit girl! :')
Mal A.K.A The Awesome One wrote: "Stay strong - all of you...because I need it too."
im trying to stay strong. this is my strong. if i wasnt being strong i would be on anything but the pavement right now.
im trying to stay strong. this is my strong. if i wasnt being strong i would be on anything but the pavement right now.
CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Cici: Believe me i know how you feel. Sometimes you feel real down. It hurts to the point you can't cope! But on here, i can just be myself!! And so can you!! You ca..."Cici...don't cry. Don't kill your self day by day!
@mal and numey cry or not? im getting 2 different answers.
You need to be strong! You are not the only one whose family hates them okay. People expect a lot from you..you from them..a lot of times it just won't mix okay...don't be sad.. :(
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hey
ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Cici: Believe me i know how you feel. Sometimes you feel real down. It hurts to the point you can't cope! But on here, ..."
dont worry. my mom and dad are already doing the killing me day by day part.
dont worry. my mom and dad are already doing the killing me day by day part.
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ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "You need to be strong! You are not the only one whose family hates them okay. People expect a lot from you..you from them..a lot of times it just won't mix okay...don't be sad.. :("
how can i not be sad when i wake up and the first thing out my moms mouth is blame and insults? my eyes are to dry to cry right now bc i already cried earlier. my parents dont cry. im pretty sure my depressed posts would make them rejoice.
how can i not be sad when i wake up and the first thing out my moms mouth is blame and insults? my eyes are to dry to cry right now bc i already cried earlier. my parents dont cry. im pretty sure my depressed posts would make them rejoice.
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Jack Frost, Jaquelyn, Jackie: {The empress of winter; The lonely white wolf }
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I said HEY!!
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "@Numey: You think so? Lol i bet you i seem completly different to the way i act right? It's why i love GR so much! I can be who i wanna be :D"Someday..not now...I need to tell you my story :)
CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "You need to be strong! You are not the only one whose family hates them okay. People expect a lot from you..you from them..a lot of times it just won't mix okay...."Then show this to them
CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "You need to be strong! You are not the only one whose family hates them okay. People expect a lot from you..you from them..a lot of times it just won't mix okay...."Show them how filthy they've been.
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Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "@Numey: You think so? Lol i bet you i seem completly different to the way i act right? It's why i love GR so much! I can be who i wanna be :D"
u do. i wish i could pretend and not feel worse. every time i pretend 2 be something im not i think about all the differnces between company/public mom and dad and at home with me mom and dad.
u do. i wish i could pretend and not feel worse. every time i pretend 2 be something im not i think about all the differnces between company/public mom and dad and at home with me mom and dad.
CICI {save me now. plz. im falling} wrote: "ღNumey✮{Gifted~Cats♥Books}☮ wrote: "You need to be strong! You are not the only one whose family hates them okay. People expect a lot from you..you from them..a lot of times it just won't mix okay...."Show them WE CARE! total strangers! Make them feel embarrassed!
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Jack Frost, Jaquelyn, Jackie: {The empress of winter; The lonely white wolf }
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hey!!!
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