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Jack Frost, Jaquelyn, Jackie: {The empress of winter; The lonely white wolf }
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Hey, I am Back!!
CICI wrote: "King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: "Hello? Crying is good at times, you clean your eyes with minerals manufactured by your own self ^^"key words. own self. its my fault for everything."
Okay, your fault? So what? Stop being pathetic, will ya? The world is a much better place out of your screen! YOU "think" YOU did it? Why can't you MEND it??
Read this: http://www.goodreads.com/story/show/3...
((I thank you N for writing this!))
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "@CICI: Well don't make excuses!! Live your OWN life!!! Not their's!! Just do well and get good life and then you can live where you want, do what you want and live life how you want it!! There are ..."
idk. but rlly. their right. y should they b proud of me when they have caitlynn (spits out name with a bad taste)
idk. but rlly. their right. y should they b proud of me when they have caitlynn (spits out name with a bad taste)
CICI? did you read that poem?
King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: "CICI wrote: "King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: "Hello? Crying is good at times, you clean your eyes with minerals manufactured by your own self ^^"
key words. own self. its my fault for everyth..."
yep. im pathetic. had that drilled into my head ovr the past 13 yrs of my existence.
key words. own self. its my fault for everyth..."
yep. im pathetic. had that drilled into my head ovr the past 13 yrs of my existence.
"CICI? did you read that poem?"
King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: ""CICI? did you read that poem?""
working on it.
working on it.
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"CICI? did you read that poem?"
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I did! Awesome Numey :D
@CICI: Well you have another 50 YEARS AT LEAST to drill something RIGHT into your brain and get your life back on track.
@Ellen: HIYA ELLEN!! <3
When you're done, tell me!
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Jack Frost, Jaquelyn, Jackie: {The empress of winter; The lonely white wolf }
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CICI it is your turn on the Role play.
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Jack Frost, Jaquelyn, Jackie: {The empress of winter; The lonely white wolf }
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Hey Rose
Ellen? Could you please comment somewhere else for a while?
Vamp Queen❤❤❥❧❦ wrote: "CICI it is your turn on the Role play."
ok ok. its 8;40 on a school night i have 2 go 2 bed soon.
ok ok. its 8;40 on a school night i have 2 go 2 bed soon.
King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: "When you're done, tell me!"
done. and im the "they". the ones who fled and blamed someone else when it was really were them, they're me.
done. and im the "they". the ones who fled and blamed someone else when it was really were them, they're me.
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CICI, last comment from me: Do you know who wrote that poem? My sister, who has also suffered in a way... in a lot of ways you will never know...Rose if you're there, I'll fill you up on that later.CICI, that poem is one of many wonders my dear little sibling has done. Do you know what is the best thing about poets and poetry? They have a soul more powerful than books, they tell YOU something, nothing is easier to do..
The earth was never so beautiful, it went through a lot too, got it?
I, will not hear any more pathetic-ness from ANYONE on this cheerful group, when I return, or you have never seen my anger!! Mark my word, I'm KING FANG!!
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "CICI! That's a load of bull."
u only kno what i post. u dont kno the girl in my mind. u dont kno me. no one knos me. except ppl who want 2 hurt me. then they kno me better than i kno myself.
u only kno what i post. u dont kno the girl in my mind. u dont kno me. no one knos me. except ppl who want 2 hurt me. then they kno me better than i kno myself.
King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: "CICI, last comment from me: Do you know who wrote that poem? My sister, who has also suffered in a way... in a lot of ways you will never know...Rose if you're there, I'll fill you up on that later..."
fine. maybe if i show u poems ive written about myself ull get what a monster i am. ill go put this in a story on gr 2night so u c.
fine. maybe if i show u poems ive written about myself ull get what a monster i am. ill go put this in a story on gr 2night so u c.
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Jack Frost, Jaquelyn, Jackie: {The empress of winter; The lonely white wolf }
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CICI wrote: "King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: "CICI, last comment from me: Do you know who wrote that poem? My sister, who has also suffered in a way... in a lot of ways you will never know...Rose if you're t..."c u
So why do you load crap here? Did you my previous comment?
CICI wrote: "King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: "CICI, last comment from me: Do you know who wrote that poem? My sister, who has also suffered in a way... in a lot of ways you will never know...Rose if you're t..."Oh, give me a break! I've seen so much in MY life you'rs seems like a page, mine is a bulky book!!
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@Fang: Will speak to you later fang!!!!!! <3
Sure Rose, have sweet dreams for tonight..and don't worry about anything ^^ *waves*
King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: "So why do you load crap here? Did you my previous comment?"
yes. and u kno wat? im sick of keeping myself in a cage. thts why i post this crap. so i can pretend someone cares enough 2 listen. and i was stupid enough 2 believe my own pretend.
yes. and u kno wat? im sick of keeping myself in a cage. thts why i post this crap. so i can pretend someone cares enough 2 listen. and i was stupid enough 2 believe my own pretend.
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:D *Waves back* <3
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yes. and u kno wat? im sick of keeping myself in a cage. thts why i post this crap. so i can pre..."
OMG of course we care!! WHY THE HELL have we put up with your poop if we don't!!!! We try to help you and you push us back!! What do ya want cic. Name it ! What do ya want in life??
King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: "CICI wrote: "King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: "CICI, last comment from me: Do you know who wrote that poem? My sister, who has also suffered in a way... in a lot of ways you will never know...Ros..."
tell me then. when were you scared that u would lose something to a guy bc u asked 4 directions and were stupid enough 2 go in? Or when did ur parents ground u for sitting in a chair bc ur sister asked them to? or pray tell, which friends did u lose EVERY FREAKING YR OF UR FREAKING LIFE?! EH?! IVE BEEN HOLDING BACK TEARS SO LONG I FORGOT HOW TO CRY! MY EYES R ALWAYS WEIGHED DOWN BY TEARS I CANT CRY! I WAKE UP TIRED AND GO TO BED SICK! MY FRIENDS WOULDNT EVEN CRY IF I DIED AND I CANT FIND ANYONE BETTER 2 ACCEPT ME! tell me who i am now bc honestly i forgot a long time ago.
tell me then. when were you scared that u would lose something to a guy bc u asked 4 directions and were stupid enough 2 go in? Or when did ur parents ground u for sitting in a chair bc ur sister asked them to? or pray tell, which friends did u lose EVERY FREAKING YR OF UR FREAKING LIFE?! EH?! IVE BEEN HOLDING BACK TEARS SO LONG I FORGOT HOW TO CRY! MY EYES R ALWAYS WEIGHED DOWN BY TEARS I CANT CRY! I WAKE UP TIRED AND GO TO BED SICK! MY FRIENDS WOULDNT EVEN CRY IF I DIED AND I CANT FIND ANYONE BETTER 2 ACCEPT ME! tell me who i am now bc honestly i forgot a long time ago.
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "@CICI: OMG!!! i don't know what you want me to do!!!! YOU GIVING ME THE PAIN!! the pain of watching and hearing you talk like that!!!! if your not going to let me "know" yourslef then how am i supp..."
thx rose. maybe i will leave. im sry im such a jerk. im tired and lonely and i thought this was the one place ppl could listen 2 me. guess i rlly do live in my own lil world.
thx rose. maybe i will leave. im sry im such a jerk. im tired and lonely and i thought this was the one place ppl could listen 2 me. guess i rlly do live in my own lil world.
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You know what? I'll add in a seperate disucssion for you. And you can talk all you want. And people can listen to you, if THEY WANT!!! That seems fair to me.
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "CICI wrote: "King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: "So why do you load crap here? Did you my previous comment?"
yes. and u kno wat? im sick of keeping myself in a cage. thts why i post this crap. ..."
idk. right now it seems having no dreams r better than having some. if i do my parents will crush them. all i want is to be free from me. be free from this prison cell i call my mind. idk who i am anymore.
yes. and u kno wat? im sick of keeping myself in a cage. thts why i post this crap. ..."
idk. right now it seems having no dreams r better than having some. if i do my parents will crush them. all i want is to be free from me. be free from this prison cell i call my mind. idk who i am anymore.
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "CICI wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "@CICI: OMG!!! i don't know what you want me to do!!!! YOU GIVING ME THE PAIN!! the pain of watching and hearing you talk like that!!!! if your not going..."
alright. itll porbz be me talking to myself as usual...
alright. itll porbz be me talking to myself as usual...
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Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "As usual????? GIVE ME SOME CREDIT!!! i LISTEN TO YOU ALL THE TIME!!! Maybe because i know how it can help to talk sometimes!! I don't want to leave you alone in your own shell. I'm not that type of..."
i wasnt talking about u or on here. i was talking about OFF the internet. where my own family glares at me. how i used 2 b talkitive and happy but enough scoldings and glares and labels eventually brought me to a quiet girl who even at family dinner is INTENTIONALLY left out of the conversation by her family. ive been forgotten and my only company is u ppl on gr and myself. maybe my teddy bear will listen to me since u guys r sick of me. im sry. i told u im a curse. everyone i talk 2 gets hurt. im sry. im a jerk.
i wasnt talking about u or on here. i was talking about OFF the internet. where my own family glares at me. how i used 2 b talkitive and happy but enough scoldings and glares and labels eventually brought me to a quiet girl who even at family dinner is INTENTIONALLY left out of the conversation by her family. ive been forgotten and my only company is u ppl on gr and myself. maybe my teddy bear will listen to me since u guys r sick of me. im sry. i told u im a curse. everyone i talk 2 gets hurt. im sry. im a jerk.
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "As usual????? GIVE ME SOME CREDIT!!! i LISTEN TO YOU ALL THE TIME!!! Maybe because i know how it can help to talk sometimes!! I don't want to leave you alone in your own shell. I'm not that type of..."
im sry. 4 everything i am
im sry. 4 everything i am
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Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Don't be sorry Cici. I'm not sick of you. Your my friend and i wouldn't ditch my friend like that. Leave it and when you need to talk, just inbox me."
ok. heres a combination of random poems i wrote that i found. http://www.goodreads.com/story/show/3... Fang, u might want to read this since u like poetry.
ok. heres a combination of random poems i wrote that i found. http://www.goodreads.com/story/show/3... Fang, u might want to read this since u like poetry.
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Fang is offline now. He's away for 3 days.
O ok. And ya. I wrote em. Not enough was the oldest I could find. It was when I started to become a depressing mess.
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It happens on my bad days. Stories are when im boted or happy, poems when im sad, songs when im angry or hurt, really I write for evey mood.
CICI wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "Don't be sorry Cici. I'm not sick of you. Your my friend and i wouldn't ditch my friend like that. Leave it and when you need to talk, just inbox me."ok. heres a ..."
I did, and they're nice ^^
Thx. Ugh. I cant write music. I thought I had something. Maybe a bit more work.
No, this is fine ^^ I just want you to be happy, to love yourself and believe ^^
I was reffering to my song. Ive had the lyrics forever and spent all day trying to give them life but I got "elevator music" "that sucks" "i wouldnt show it to your friends just yet" and "how stupid r u for thinking u could evr do it?" Looks. Well only the last one was a look. The rest my family said out loud.
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Well i'm saying this! IT DOES NOT SUCK! IT TOTALLY ROCKS!
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "CICI wrote: "I was reffering to my song. Ive had the lyrics forever and spent all day trying to give them life but I got "elevator music" "that sucks" "i wouldnt show it to your friends just yet" ..."Nothing sucks! ^^
Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "CICI wrote: "I was reffering to my song. Ive had the lyrics forever and spent all day trying to give them life but I got "elevator music" "that sucks" "i wouldnt show it to your friends just yet" ..."
U havent heard it.
U havent heard it.
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King☚☠☛ℱα₪ℊ ☄ ℒïካ₭ïᾔ ℘αℜⓀ ♬ wrote: "Rose aka The Bookaholic wrote: "CICI wrote: "I was reffering to my song. Ive had the lyrics forever and spent all day trying to give them life but I got "elevator music" "that sucks" "i wouldnt sh..."
Yes things do. Heres a list.
Me
My life
My music
My family
Me
My hair
My looks
My zits
Zits in general
Hate
My family hating me
My life
My mind
Me
My supposed "talents" tht dont rlly exist
Me
Yes things do. Heres a list.
Me
My life
My music
My family
Me
My hair
My looks
My zits
Zits in general
Hate
My family hating me
My life
My mind
Me
My supposed "talents" tht dont rlly exist
Me
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