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“The only love I’ve ever known or craved is the kind that keeps me sick, sick with longing, sick with lust, sick with need, sick with grief. The distorted kind that leaves scars and jaded hearts.”
― Kate Stewart, Flock

“You said we can never be.”
He presses in. “We. Fucking. Are.”
― Kate Stewart, Exodus

“Loving you made me sick, and I don’t ever want to get well.”
― Kate Stewart, Exodus

“If you leave, I’ll come after you. If you change your mind, I’ll change it back. I’ll fight so fucking hard for you every single day, so you never question if you made the right choice.”
― Kate Stewart, Exodus

“My hate for him continues to grow, along with my attraction.”
― Kate Stewart, Exodus

“Maybe my answer isn’t to get away, but become one of them, to blend in and play ignorant to all that’s wrong in this fucked-up world so I can breathe a little easier, so one day, I can mindlessly smile again.”
― Kate Stewart, Exodus

“Because of you, I see this place again for what it truly is. It hasn’t lost any of its magic. I just forgot how to look for it.”
― Kate Stewart, Exodus

“Yours. I was always supposed to be yours,” I say as he nods and crushes me with his kiss.”
― Kate Stewart, Exodus

“At this point I would rather be alone than a liar.
I came back to declare war on my memories, to draw my lines, and I’m already disgusted with just how relieved I am by reclaiming, owning my dark side.”
― Kate Stewart, Exodus

“It was a year. Just one year. But it changed everything for me.”
― Kate Stewart, Exodus

“I don’t care how fucked up we turn out as long as I’ve got you.”
― Kate Stewart, Exodus

“Because the life I truly want doesn’t have a thing to do with perfection. It’s the farthest thing from safe, and the man I want is anything but gentle.” And”
― Kate Stewart, Exodus

“Love will make you a complete idiot, and I’m no less guilty of being a slave to it than any other woman.”
― Kate Stewart, Exodus

“It’s time to confess, to myself more so than any other, that’ I’d hindered my chance of a normal and healthy relationship because of the way I was built, and because of the men who built me.
At this point, I just want to make peace with who I am, no matter what ending I get.”
― Kate Stewart, Flock

“My greatest hope is to be in all-consuming love. My biggest fear is to be in an all-consuming love.”
― Kate Stewart, Flock

“Some believe without rules and morals that we’re no better than animals.” He leans in, his mouth twisting seductively. “But it can be a lot of fun to be an animal.”
― Kate Stewart, Flock

“If you’re ever wondering what to do, that’s what you do. Whatever you fucking want, whenever you want, and you don’t apologize for it, not ever.”
“This is insane.”
“Welcome to my world,” he murmurs, before sealing me inside it with his kiss.”
― Kate Stewart, Flock