“That I’m in love with you? Yes. Yes, I fucking love you so damn much, Ava, it’s painful. This is why I act the way I do. And say stupid shit all the time. Maybe it’s why I push you away, because my feelings for you overwhelm me so much, I don’t know how to function as a normal human being. And then the moment I push you out of my life, I miss you so damn bad, my chest hurts.” I rub at it now, at the hollow spot between my pecs. “It misses my heart because you’ve got it, babe. It belongs to you and no one else.”
―
Monica Murphy,
Addicted to Him
