“Jupiter stormed out the other night and told me to figure out what I wanted my future to look like, but I already knew. I wanted my future to be our future; I’ve never not wanted that. I was just scared of it all blowing up; scared of him leaving me on the doorstep again… Except when he did, I expected it to be a thousand times worse than it was.” I took a massive bite of my toast and eggs. Sleeping had almost given me a bigger appetite than sex. “Understanding that I was partly responsible for our breakup lifted a huge weight off my shoulders, and when I finally stopped crying, I slept. And
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