“Why did you risk my vengeance?” And I said: “You turned your back on me.” “That is not the reason,” he said. “You act on impulse, you want to throw all the pieces in the air.” “I want to affect things, to make something happen!” I said. In the dream I shouted, and I felt suddenly the presence of the Carmel Valley house around me. Just a dream, a thin mortal dream.
