Colin (Unexpected, #6)

by Cora Rose

There is nothing better than reading about double penetration and rimming to keep my mind off the fact that I’m going to die alone.

“You like what you see?” I try and tease, but I peg my prostate as those words leave my mouth and I end up whining. “Yes,” he groans. “You desperate little slut.” God, that word. I despise it. It’s degrading. “Say it again.”

I am going to remember that while I am rejected quite often, I am worth it. I will be worth it to someone. One day.

“Did you know Paul Revere was an amateur dentist and an artist?” Ethan asks suddenly, and I blink over at him. Okay, is he trying to get me to suck his dick again? Because that’s how you get me to suck a dick. I am a total whore for historical facts.

“I told myself that I’d never fall for someone again…and then you walked into my life…. I am utterly and completely wrecked for you, Colin. Entirely fucking gone for you.”

that.” I stare at him, my eyes taking in how lovely he really is, and my heart rate increases. “And is that someone you, Colin?” I ask, reaching out and tilting his chin toward me. He doesn’t even hesitate. “Yes.”

“If you let me love you, I would,” he adds softly. Those gorgeous eyes flick up to meet mine, his cheeks red, his breath coming out in small, nervous pants. “You could love someone like me?” “What’s not to love?” he whispers, his words almost inaudible, but I hear them and I feel like the entire room is spinning.

“I would never leave you, Ethan. I would stay forever. If you let me.”

“Yes, laugh away, Colin. As long as you save those smiles for me, I suppose I can live with it.” I bite down on my bottom lip, trying to contain it, but it doesn’t work. I’m just so damn content. “I’ll try, but you know us Americans.” He rolls his eyes. “Yes, I do. You fucking smile far too much.”