And the vivid fantasies had followed me across the ocean. My doctor finds me huddled in a corner. He wants me to socialize with other people in the program. I don’t want to. They force me into a room where there are other people. I am supposed to talk to them. A man introduces himself, “Hi, my name is Jonathan.” I do not respond. “What’s your name?” Again I do not respond. “Are you a student here?” I mutter something to myself. My doctor comes over and encourages me to talk to this young man. I start screaming and run wildly about the room. Some of the attendants restrain me by force.
