he honored me with his friendship, and executed me with the truth. and executed me, revealing to me what I desired revealing to me that the thing that I desired, I feared. Begin the story in a bar. The need to fall in love. Some things you can feel coming. You don’t fall in love because you fall in love; you fall in love because of the need, desperate, to fall in love. When you feel that need, you have to watch your step: like having drunk a philter, the kind that makes you fall in love with the first thing you meet.