did not know the Communists and they did not know me,” An explained. “What was I going to do when one of the cadre pointed a rifle at me? I could not say, ‘Welcome, I have been waiting twenty years, my mission is now over.’ All I wanted to do was be like Tarzan, go off with my Jane and my animals and be left alone. I was so tired. I could not tell them of my mission because they would have laughed and maybe shot me right there as a crazy man, born in a psychiatric hospital in Bien Hoa.
