Ender's Shadow (Shadow, #1)

by Orson Scott Card

For the first time, Bean understood the reason Ender had almost always acted as if he was oblivious to the danger from Bonzo. It was a simple choice, really. Either he could act to save himself, or he could act to maintain control over his army. In order to hold real authority, Bean had to insist on complete obedience and respect from his soldiers, even if it meant putting Achilles down, even if it meant increasing his personal danger. And yet another part of him thought: Achilles wouldn’t be here if he didn’t have the ability to be a leader. He performed extraordinarily well as our papa in Rotterdam. It’s my responsibility now to get him up to speed as quickly as possible, for the sake of his potential usefulness to the I.F. I can’t let my personal fear interfere with that, or my hatred of him for what he did to Poke. So even if Achilles is evil incarnate, my job is to turn him into a highly effective soldier with a good shot at becoming a commander. And in the meantime, I’ll watch my back.