There is no way to know which future course is best because there is no way to foresee all those my decision will affect and how it will affect them, and to attempt to force my mind to reach certainty only assures that it will not. Yet it’s always possible to know what I believe would be best, because belief is found in the present. My task, therefore, is not to “see my way through,” but merely to discover my deepest preference.
Maybe in the future, I don’t actually know what’s going to happen ever, I can only be content with the now and right now, I am unhappy. It’s a grind to separate from something so positive, an image, a thought, that you had constructed yourself. Realize that the winds were too strong and that another day will come when you can fly.
