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blew a cloud of smoke.. .it was growing dark now...and the smoke no longer had a ladder to climb.. .but soon the moon would rise and then he would clothe the silver moon in blue smoke garments... truly smoke was like imagination.........
but if ever he were to voice that thought... express it...he would be misunderstood.. .a fine feeling that... to be misunderstood.., it made him feel tragic and great... but may be it would be nicer to he understood... but no...no great artist is...then again neither were fools... they were strangely akin these two...
the night was so blue...how does blue feel... or red or gold or any other color.. .if colors could he heard he could paint most wondrous tunes... symphonious... think... the dulcet clear tone of a blue like night... of it red like pomegranate juice...like Edith's lips ...of the fairy tones to be heard in a sunset... like rubies shaken in a crystal cup...of the symphony of Fania...and silver... and gold ...he had heard the sound of gold.. .but they weren't the sounds he wanted to catch ...no...they must be liquid... not so staccato but flowing variations of the same caliber...
the night was so blue...how does blue feel... or red or gold or any other color.. .if colors could he heard he could paint most wondrous tunes... symphonious... think... the dulcet clear tone of a blue like night... of it red like pomegranate juice...like Edith's lips ...of the fairy tones to be heard in a sunset... like rubies shaken in a crystal cup...of the symphony of Fania...and silver... and gold ...he had heard the sound of gold.. .but they weren't the sounds he wanted to catch ...no...they must be liquid... not so staccato but flowing variations of the same caliber...
to wear a long black cape... very full and lined with vermilion... to have many cushions and to lie there among them... talking to his friends.. .lie there in a yellow silk shirt and black velvet trousers...
Soul on he
A pervert substitutes something unattainable for 'normal' love: the homosexual, a minor, the fetishist, a shoe or a watch or a girdle.
With her focus on Barry, Blackwomon speaks to the ways in which coming out of the closet is more than just a "gay thing."
Which I think it what makes this story all the better. It’s not really about her, it’s about him, his confusion, reluctance, anger, despair, hope. He has to come out—of the idea that the woman he knows today is the woman he married, she’s not. People change.