“It’s all right, Nic. This is all part of the process. There are no mistakes in God’s world.” I try to just feel him hugging me. “It’s crazy how fast my moods change,” I say. “It’s like from moment to moment I never know what I’m gonna feel. I just wanted to die, you know, but now I feel so grateful to be alive. I’m so grateful for you, Spencer. Thank you for helping me.”
