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Oh would to god—Father Zeus, Athena and lord Apollo— not one of all these Trojans could flee his death, not one, no Argive either, but we could stride from the slaughter so we could bring Troy’s hallowed crown of towers toppling down around us—you and I alone!”
his dearest friend-in-arms on earth lay dead.
A black cloud of grief came shrouding over Achilles. Both hands clawing the ground for soot and filth, he poured it over his head, fouled his handsome face
Overpowered in all his power, sprawled in the dust, Achilles lay there, fallen ...
My spirit rebels—I’ve lost the will to live,
“Then let me die at once”— Achilles burst out, despairing—“since it was not my fate to save my dearest comrade from his death!
that Hector who destroyed the dearest life I know.
And I too, if the same fate waits for me ... I’ll lie in peace, once I’ve gone down to death.
Achilles joined them, grieving, weeping warm tears when he saw his steadfast comrade lying dead on the bier, mauled by tearing bronze, the man he sent to war with team and chariot but never welcomed home again alive.
And now their entire army settled down to supper but all night long the Argives raised Patroclus’ dirge. And Achilles led them now in a throbbing chant of sorrow, laying his man-killing hands on his great friend’s chest, convulsed with bursts of grief.
Look at us. Both doomed to stain red with our blood the same plot of earth, a world away in Troy! For not even I will voyage home again. Never.
But now, Patroclus, since I will follow you underneath the ground, I shall not bury you, no, not till I drag back here the gear and head of Hector, who slaughtered you, my friend, greathearted friend ... Here in front of your flaming pyre I’ll cut the throats of a dozen sons of Troy in all their shining glory, venting my rage on them for your destruction!
She found her beloved son lying facedown, embracing Patroclus’ body, sobbing, wailing, and round him crowded troops of mourning comrades.
“My child, leave your friend to lie there dead— we must, though it breaks our hearts ... The will of the gods has crushed him once for all.
Till now I’d hoped, hoped with all my heart that I alone would die far from the stallion-land of Argos, here in Troy, but you, Patroclus, would journey back to Phthia and then you’d ferry Neoptolemus home from Scyros,
But soon as Achilles grew arm-weary from killing, twelve young Trojans he rounded up from the river, took them all alive as the blood-price for Patroclus’ death, Menoetius’ son.
Even Patroclus died, a far, far better man than you.
die!— even so—writhing in death till all you Trojans pay for Patroclus’ blood
But wait—what am I saying? Why this deep debate? Down by the ships a body lies unwept, unburied— Patroclus ... I will never forget him, not as long as I’m still among the living
for a second grief this harsh will never touch my heart while I am still among the living
“Sleeping, Achilles? You’ve forgotten me, my friend. You never neglected me in life, only now in death.
Oh give me your hand—I beg you with my tears! Never, never again shall I return from Hades once you have given me the soothing rites of fire. Never again will you and I, alive and breathing, huddle side-by-side, apart from loyal comrades, making plans together—never ... Grim death, that death assigned from the day that I was born has spread its hateful jaws to take me down.
So now let a single urn, the gold two-handled urn your noble mother gave you, hold our bones—together!”
I’ll do it all. I will obey you, your demands. Oh come closer! Throw our arms around each other, just for a moment— take some joy in the tears that numb the heart!”
In the same breath he stretched his loving arms but could not seize him, no, the ghost slipped underground like a wisp of smoke ...
at the site Achilles chose to build an immense mound for Patroclus and himself.
But Achilles kept on grieving for his friend, the memory burning on ... and all-subduing sleep could not take him, not now, he turned and twisted, side to side, he longed for Patroclus’ manhood, his gallant heart—
The memories flooded over him, live tears flowing, and now he’d lie on his side, now flat on his back, now facedown again. At last he’d leap to his feet, wander in anguish, aimless along the surf, and dawn on dawn flaming over the sea and shore would find him pacing.