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Vee is my un-twin. She’s green-eyed, minky blond, and a few pounds over curvy. I’m a smoky-eyed brunette with volumes of curly hair that holds its own against even the best flatiron. And I’m all legs, like a bar stool. But there is an invisible thread that ties us together; both of us swear that tie began long before birth. Both of us swear it will continue to hold for the rest of our lives.
He sat slouched one table back, cool black eyes holding a steady gaze forward. Just like always. I didn’t for one moment believe he just sat there, day after day, staring into space. He was thinking something, but instinct told me I probably didn’t want to know what.
“And my first?” I demanded. “You keep life on a short leash.” “What’s that supposed to mean?” “You’re scared of what you can’t control.”
I felt an irrational need to defend myself and decided right then and there I wouldn’t back down until he did.
Patch’s eyes were black orbs. Taking in everything and giving away nothing.
“Nora.” Patch said my name like it was the punch line to a joke.
my Fiat Spider down the driveway. The car had probably been cute in 1979, but I wasn’t wild about the chocolate brown paint, the rust spreading unchecked across the back fender, or the cracked white leather seats.
Esse carro tem quase tudo que eu odeio em questão de design de carros, ainda sim, eu adoro esse carro que a Nora tem, mesmo achando meio feio kkkkk
was immediately aware of something different about him. I couldn’t quite put my finger on it, but I could feel it like electricity. More animosity? More confidence.
Biggest dream?” I was proud of this one because I knew it would stump him. It required forethought. “Kiss you.” “That’s not funny,” I said, holding his eyes, grateful I didn’t stutter. “No, but it made you blush.”
“You’re not impressing me.” “I haven’t started trying yet.”
The truth was, I never felt completely alone. Right after my dad was shot to death in Portland while buying my mom’s birthday gift, a strange presence entered my life. Like someone was orbiting my world, watching from a distance. At first the phantom presence had creeped me out, but when nothing bad came of it, my anxiety lost its edge. I started wondering if there was a cosmic purpose for the way I was feeling.
Out of the corner of my eye, I caught Patch’s raised eyebrows. I considered explaining that I was anemic and had to take iron a few times a day, especially when I was under stress, but I thought better. The anemia wasn’t life threatening . . . as long as I took regular doses of iron. I wasn’t paranoid to the point that I thought Patch meant me harm, but somehow, my medical condition was a vulnerability that felt better kept secret.
“You want me to list characteristics of a . . . ?” “Potential mate, yes, that would be helpful.” Without meaning to, I looked sideways at Patch. He was eased back in his seat, one notch above a slouch, studying me with satisfaction. He flashed his pirate smile and mouthed, We’re waiting.
“Single her out. Talk to her.” “Good. Now for the big question—how do you know if she’s game or if she wants you to move on?” “I study her,” Patch said. “I figure out what she’s thinking and feeling. She’s not going to come right out and tell me, which is why I have to pay attention. Does she turn her body toward mine? Does she hold my eyes, then look away? Does she bite her lip and play with her hair, the way Nora is doing right now?”
“The blood vessels in Nora’s face are widening and her skin is warming,” Patch said. “She knows she’s being evaluated. She likes the attention, but she’s not sure how to handle it.”
“He’s not good enough for you,” I said. She moaned. “Careful, you’ll only make me want him more.”
He smiled. “What are you doing Sunday night?” I snorted. By accident. “Are you asking me out?” “You’re getting cocky. I like that, Angel.”
“Listen, Patch, I don’t want to be rude, but—” “Sure you do.”
“I can’t imagine why you’re so interested.” He softly shook his head. “Interested? We’re talking about you. I’m fascinated.”
“For what it’s worth, I like the idea that there’s not a guy at school who matches up to your expectations.” “I forgot you’re the authority on my so-called expectations,” I scoffed.
“It’s not like that,” I corrected. “It’s—” “Twice as bad,” Vee said. “Nora suspects he’s stalking her. The police are on the brink of becoming involved.” “Should we play?” I said loudly. I dropped the foosball in the center of the table. Nobody noticed. “Do you want me to talk to him?” Elliot asked me. “I’ll explain we’re not looking for trouble. I’ll tell him you’re here with me, and if he’s got a problem, he can discuss it with me.”
“Wow. Nice bike,” I said. Which was a lie. It looked like a glossy black death trap.
The truth was, as long as Patch was on my mind, comfort was out of the question.
I was sniffing a bottle of Dream Angels when I felt a familiar presence nearby. It was like someone had dropped a scoop of ice cream down the back of my shirt. It was the same shivery jolt I experienced whenever Patch approached.
“Leave, or I’m calling a cab,” I said. Elliot flung the screen door open so hard it smacked back against the house. He grabbed the front of my bathrobe and yanked me outside. Then he shoved me back against the siding and pinned me there with his body. “You’re coming camping whether you want to or not.”
“Who wants to kill Nora Grey?” Patch urged. “Wait, I see her,” said Dabria. Her voice turned anxious. “There’s a shadow behind her. It’s him. He’s following her. She doesn’t see him . . . but he’s right there. Why doesn’t she see him? Why isn’t she running? I can’t see his face, it’s in shadow. . . .” Dabria’s eyes flew open. She sucked in a quick, sharp breath. “Who?” Patch said. Dabria curled her hands against her mouth. She was trembling as she raised her eyes to Patch’s. “You,” she whispered.
“I’m not going to kill you, Nora. I don’t kill people who are important to me. And you top the list.”
“I’m not stealing a car.” He shrugged. “We need it now. They don’t.”