Impulse (Impulse, #1)

by Ellen Hopkins

Like I’m here, but I’m not. Like someone cares. But they don’t.

Does wanting to die equal losing your mind?

I try not to look back on the moment when my pitiful life turned unbearable. Unthinkable. Try to blot it out, scrub it out, rip it out of my brain completely. But you can’t forget something like that,