“I want to be grateful, Reid. I want to stay grateful. I really do. I don’t want to be like her. Like Cathy. I’m so sorry I’m such a bummer all the time.” “You’re not a bummer—” “I’m such a bummer. I bum myself out. I’m sad. I’m angry. I’m embarrassed. I’m … scared. All the time. And I hate it.” “I know.”
