A Hue of Blu
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Read between February 17 - February 18, 2024
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When the one thing you loved, the career you thought you’d be working towards, crumbled beneath your feet.
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In a world short of love, I had to be wanted. ​I was wanted. ​I felt wanted. ​Never loved, no. ​But I was wanted.
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“You look like a painting.”
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Maybe I fell in love with the potential of people, not who they really were.
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In my head - ag
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Best to redirect concern towards the rich who flew in private jets for a fucking tootsie roll.
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To enjoy things without looking too deeply as to why you enjoyed them, why they existed – why they made you happy.
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I noticed everything.
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But how could my poor, little brain do that to me? I wanted nothing more than to be loved.
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don’t know what kind of delusional world she was fucking living in.
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Men didn’t respond to desperation. They responded to silence.
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What are you going to do? Avoid him?” ​“Yes.”
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“Maybe, but you’re like a hue of each other.”
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Art galleries were like charcuterie boards; rare that you found the time to spare, to prepare and roll salami into roses and cut cheese into perfect cubes – but when you had the time, it was worth it.
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Everything was art in its own way; if you just opened your eyes to see.
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She was my match. An equal. A broken piece of myself, a mirrored shard of glass.
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Addressing it made it real and I would’ve preferred to live in blind ignorance,
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But as time went on, I realized I was waiting for something that would never come.
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That was also the moment I realized how little of myself I had left, when I was trying to please everyone else.
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He wasn’t mine and yet I claimed him in my head.