“Then why are you here with me, right now?” Because I’m in love with you, I wanted to scream. Because I’m selfish, and I can’t stop doing evil things no matter who they hurt. Because I just want to go back, I want to take it all back. Make my wrong right again. But I can’t, because the only other person I’d ever loved more than I love you is gone. Gone because of me. “Because I want you…” I said instead of all that, and then tacked on like a coward, “in my life.”