I guess I could say I’d been exploring new things to avenge my lost childhood, yes, but I’ve always been drawn to things that distract me. Things that eat up my time and spit me out further down the line. If I’m left without something to learn or a letter to write, or a person to help, I have to think about myself and how the entirety of my life so far hurts my heart and that all I want is to start a new life with someone I love and move
