“I know, love. It’s all messed up. When I came home, I pretended that I’d done it. My father slapped me on the back in congratulations. It was one of the rare times he was proud of me, and it was all a lie. I spent the rest of my time in North Woods, pretending to have a slew of partners. It felt like something was broken inside me. I didn’t feel sexual attraction like other alphas.
