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December 30, 2023 - January 1, 2024
“Fuck, I’m so sorry, precious. I really didn’t think we were going to be literally stuck together. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I wanted our first time to be romantic, but instead, I knotted you over the kitchen counter.”
I couldn’t believe my alpha hadn’t understood what knotting meant. I laughed so hard that little contractions rippled through my core. Suddenly, Ben grunted as he came again, which set off my orgasm. I moaned into the counter with pleasure.
“Did you just fucking make both of us come through laughing?” he asked incredulously, making me laugh harder.
“About fucking time,” said a disgruntled Cam. “What took so long? Did you knot her in the fucking kitchen?” I giggled as Cam pressed against my back. “You fucking didn’t,” Theo said, laughter in his voice. He moved to my side and pressed his face into my hair. “How are you doing, love?”
I melted into his embrace. Cam believed in me. He didn’t think I was useless.
Josie placed her hand on mine, and I realized I was shaking.
“How could she think we’re like the DA or her fucking parents?” I growled. “I don’t think she believes that,” Theo said. “It takes a long time to heal from those wounds.” I was not feeling patient. I wanted my girl to know how fucking hot and beautiful she was right now.
my brain stuttered
his eyes fixed on my cleavage.
“What? No, I hate it. You look too fucking hot in that. Take it off,” he said, prowling towards me. It took my brain a minute to catch up to what he’d said. “I look… too hot?” I asked. “Too. Fucking. Hot,” he gritted out. “We need to get something that covers you.” He looked around as if searching for a parka to materialize.
I leaned forward and licked them. Cam choked, a purr roaring through his chest. “Did you just lick me?” he asked, grasping my chin. “No, I would never,” I said, keeping a straight face.
“Sorry you hate the dress,” I murmured as I scent-marked his neck. “I fucking hate it so much,” he whispered back, his breath hot on my ear.
It’s called compromise, not that I’ve experienced that before.
“Fuck,” Theo said as we turned into Pack Turro’s long, circular driveway. “Whatever you just said to her, say it again when we’re home.” I giggled, realizing I wasn’t embarrassed by my arousal. I wanted Cam to know I was aroused because maybe he would finally do something about it. I thought having sex would quiet down my desire, but all it had done was stoke the flames. I felt hot and needy.
“Baby girl, whatever you’re thinking right now, you need to stop. I don’t want anyone else to scent how fucking delicious you smell when you’re turned on,” Cam said with a groan, burying his face in my hair and breathing in deeply. “I told you I should wear de-scenter,” I said. “No,” Theo said firmly. “Hate smelling that shit on you.”
“Are you fucking looking for her right now?
“I feel like I’m going crazy,” I said, tears spilling down my cheeks. “I know you haven’t done anything wrong, but my omega is so upset.”
“Josie, you’re allowed to have needs.” I didn’t trust myself to speak, sure that I would burst into tears the second I opened my mouth. When had I been allowed to need anything?
“You’re panicking without letting me respond,”
“WillyoutellmeabouttheBDSM?”
My sweet cinnamon roll alpha.
“No, you can’t do that.” Oh, please do that.
“How do you feel about spanking? Bondage?” “Two thumbs up,” I said before blushing again. “Ugh, pretend that sounded sexy and not super dorky.” “Everything you say sounds sexy,”
“Next time, are you going to be a good little omega and listen to your alpha?” he asked between slaps. No, definitely not if it leads to this. “Yes, alpha, I’ll be good.”
“Shh, sweetheart, I’ve got you. Just relax. I’ll give you what you need.”
“No, alpha,” I said sweetly. “Feel free to order me to fuck you any time that works for you.”
“You’re going to come again for me,” he said in my ear, running his hand down the soft rolls of my stomach and cupping my mound. “I can’t,” I whined. “You can,” Cam growled. “Because I demand it. You’ll do it because you’re a good girl, and your alpha wants to feel you come on his cock again.”
“Baby girl, why are you crying? Did I hurt you?” he asked, a hint of panic edging into his voice. “Good tears,” I managed to choke out. “This feels so good and safe.”
“I’m right here. You can fall apart if you need to, because I’ll never let you go.”
“Twilight is essential education.”
I’d never shared the full story of what happened to anyone besides Sam, and I had been drunk when I had told him.
“Never thought I’d have an audience for blowing my nose,” I quipped. None of them said anything, the tension still crackling in the room. “Okay, Josie, not the time for joking,” I muttered. “I think you’re very funny,” Ben said gravely. I snorted, casting him a grateful smile. He winked and that gesture, more than anything, helped me continue.
“No, angel, I’m not okay. I just heard that my mate, the most important person to me in the world, was tortured for years. And we didn’t do anything about it.” I scrunched my nose in confusion. “What would you have done? You didn’t know I existed.”
“Thanks for being safe,” I said, my voice hitching.
hard at the sound of her laugh. “Thank you,” I said, caressing her face. “For what?” she asked. “For giving him something to do. For making him so happy.”
My insides danced with joy. This was everything I wanted. I kept my cool, simply sliding to the floor with my knitting, but I knew my scent was giving away my excitement.
in the mountains is essentially non-existent. This will make Josie happy. I want my mate to be happy, so she’ll let me fuck her against the wall again.
“Because Josie is a terrible driver.” “Er…” I said, my heart clenching. “How bad are we talking here?” “Oh, truly horrendous,” Sam responded cheerfully. “I’m not saying omegas shouldn’t be allowed to drive, but Josie definitely shouldn’t be able to.” “But you’re the one who taught her!” I sputtered. “And suggested this!”
I’m just saying, if you have a least favorite car, I would go with that one.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever been this turned on while fearing for my life,” Ben muttered, shifting in his seat. His brow furrowed slightly, possibly from the last nausea-inducing switchback, before he added, “Oh my god. Is this my new kink?” “No, no, it’s not,” Cam grunted. “No kinks that put our mate at risk.” He raised his voice and added, “Baby girl, could we maybe slow down just a touch?”
If our mate wanted to kill us all in a car crash, she could do that, damn it, and no one was going to make her feel bad about it.
“I swear to god I’m all for removing the Designation Laws restricting omegas except for this one,” Cam said. Sam snorted. “I dare you to say that in front of her.”
“While I’m loving hearing this touching conversation about how you’re going to defile my best friend, let’s get this show on the road,”
“You’ll survive,” I said. “Remember that time you butt dialed me while you and Gerald were doing that role play…” I squeaked as Sam lunged at me, covering my mouth with his hand. “I thought we promised never to speak of it again,” he growled. “Anything you say, professor.”
“Fuck yes, you are. I’ve never met someone braver than you. The life you’ve lived, Josie? You’re brave to keep waking up every day, to keep fighting, to keep living.” “But I’m afraid all the time.” “And you keep doing it, keep moving forward, keep living with the fear. It’s the bravest thing you could ever do.
“None of that,” Cam growled, capturing my wrists. “You get pleasure when we say you do and not a moment before.”
as another orgasm washed over me. I wasn’t sure how many that was, but I was so sensitized I felt like I would come again if they just breathed on me the right way. I was overwhelmed with pleasure, with the exquisiteness of their love and care. I never wanted this moment to end.
Tears streamed down my face. Cam pulled out of my mouth, causing me to whine with indignation. “Where you at, baby girl?” he asked, wiping my tears. “Green,” I whispered. Theo kissed my cheeks. “You are absolute perfection,” he said, his voice hoarse.
hollowed out my cheeks, sucking hard, reveling in their low groans and swears, in Cam’s stinging hold on my hair and Ben’s grip on my hips.
“You’re so sweet,” I said. “That line was almost enough for me to tell you your scent.” I licked a long stripe up his neck. “You vicious little omega,” Ben said with a grin. “That’s my girl,” Cam said as Theo laughed.