There was something big I was missing, something about the size of the asteroid that wiped out the dinosaurs, coming at me fast. Call me a fucking fool, call me every name in the book, call me whatever you want, but know this: I’d never fallen for anyone. I’d never been anywhere close to this in my life. The way I’d lost my heart, the way I’d lost my thoughts, the way every single reference point in my life had shifted toward Shea was a big fucking mystery to me. I didn’t see it. And I certainly didn’t know what the fuck to do about it. I didn’t know how to be in love.
