It would only buy me a bit more time with her, but time is exactly what I need. Time to figure out what these feelings mean. Time to figure out what I want. To figure out what she wants. You realize you’re bending over backward to make this work, right? Please tell me you know this makes absolutely no sense. That’s what Ollie said the night Raine and I met, and everything turned out great. Why wouldn’t this be the same?
