It can be a challenge for me to give anyone my full and undivided attention. It’s not personal. My brain is just a shitty computer. The browser is perpetually frozen on a tab for music. The error message This webpage is using significant memory is ever present. No matter what I do, thoughts of music are as persistent as pop-up ads. It’s caused me real problems. It’s hard to force-quit my thoughts, and, unlike an actual computer, I can’t reboot my brain, or replace my faulty frontal lobe, or upgrade to a new one. Most of the time, I feel as if I’m running a different operating system than
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