The Way I Used to Be (The Way I Used to Be, #1)

by Amber Smith

My parents love him like everyone does, even me, and Kevin would never—could never. Not possible.

“Are you really okay?” I nod, even though I’m not sure if I am—if I ever will be.

“You’re so pretty and interesting . . . and smart—” “Steve, please.” I have to stop him there. “I am not.” Smart girls don’t get themselves into mess after mess after mess.

“Eden, has Kevin ever abused or assaulted you in any way, sexual or otherwise?”

“He raped me. He did, okay, Caelin.

“He came into my room. It was 2:48—I looked at the clock—by 2:53 it was over,”

“I don’t know. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Edy.” He looks me in the eye. “I’m your brother. And I love you. That’s all. I don’t know what else to say.”