“How are you feeling?” he asks again, emphasizing the last word. “I feel. . .” I trail off, my gaze veering to the side as I break eye contact, unsure how to voice this to Remi without sounding desperate or pathetic. But he’s already seen me at my worst today, and he still wanted to give me a handy, so I give him a little more. “I’m feelin’ conflictin’ and confusin’ emotions right now. I’m upset, humiliated, happy, hopeful, alive.” I return my gaze to him, the last word a vulnerable whisper that escapes of its own accord. “Any of the good is because of you, Remi.” He leans down and presses his
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