I started keeping a list of things I liked and didn’t like. I thought if I rated things, it would give me the proper context to compare. I hoped…it would lead me to who I am. What I like.” Ryan just shook his head, bemused. “Johnny, how can you not know what you like?” He didn’t get it, but, typically, I hadn’t explained it well. It was why I’d started keeping that list, though. To see if there were trends I wasn’t noticing. About myself, the world.
