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But hey, what doesn’t kill you just gives you seriously fucked-up coping mechanisms and one massive self-destruct button.
I snort out a laugh and shake my head at the snarky bullshit that just left his mouth, knowing it’s for sure that—a bunch of bullshit.
little does he know..
Because when I decided to sneak into the football locker room and steal all Holden’s clothes from out of his stall, I made sure to take his phone, wallet, and car keys too.
oh so he's insane
Wearing…his clothes.
OH SHIT
I keep my voice low and as menacing as it can be when I’m naked and subdued.
LMAO
None of it feels right because he’s not the person I want to be kissing. Because he’s not his best friend.
YIKES
“It was just a stupid game, Kase,”
NOOO poor kase he deserves better than this
God, he’s beautiful. Beautiful and finally fucking mine.
No one has ever made me feel this thoroughly owned. Honestly, I don’t think anyone else ever could.
“You fuck me up, Nix.”
Hell if I’m gonna give him another reason to hate me. Not when I’m already dying for him to stop.
A look of relief takes over his face and he starts laughing. Like a real, genuine laugh, and I realize this is the first time I’ve heard it. And my God, if it isn’t the most incredible sound on this planet.
“And all soft drinks are called coke.” “Soda.”
POP!
“You have to stop looking at me like that.” My eyes follow the lines and planes of his face as I murmur, “I wish I knew how.”
Pained doesn’t even begin to describe Phoenix’s expression when I finally glimpse at him. But again, it’s not in sympathy. It’s like he’s feeling all the emotions I am. Like he’s taking them for himself, so I don’t have to carry the burden alone.
That’s the beautiful thing about the metal community. Nothing matters once the artists take the stage, because you become one with the crowd, the music, and the experience.
truth rock concerts are the best
Let him mark me, brand me, stake his claim. I’m already his. I have been since the night I laid eyes on him—maybe even before then. All I know is it’s been far longer than either of us realize.
“This is gonna sound weird,” he starts, still looking, “but is something going on with you and Holden?”
COME CLEAN NIX PLS
fighting for your own happiness should always be your priority.”
“I don’t know if he’ll forgive me for falling in love with you.”
My heart lurches at his name, and I’m starting to see I really am fucked when it comes to this guy.
He’s everything I didn’t know I wanted, and now I doubt there will ever be a day when he isn’t.
It’s the kind of love that only comes once in a lifetime. The one worth breaking all the rules for.
“I’m yours, Nix. Always. You have to know that. So choose you, baby. ‘Cause I’m choosing you too.”
But you’re still my best friend, Phoe. I still care about you and will always want you to be happy. That’s all I will ever want for you.”
Choosing me means choosing you, too.”
“You fuck me up, Nix,” he murmurs, his lips brushing mine with every word. I smile against his mouth. “I know, baby. You fuck me up, too.”
