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“I’m thirty years old, El.” Zain’s shoulders sagged as he raked a hand through his hair. “I’ve spent night after night at this club, watching the same scene play out over and over again. I’m tired. I want more.” More. A simple, terrifying four-letter word. She couldn’t give him more. This son of a bitch. They’d agreed. Years ago, they’d agreed. Fuck him for changing the rules. Fuck him for making her fall in love.
“Elora,” he called, stopping her on the third stair. “Give me a reason to cancel it.” She squeezed her eyes shut. Goddamn, how she wished she didn’t love him this much. She wished she weren’t terrified he’d leave her one day when he realized he could find someone warm and loving and carefree. But this was reality. And he needed the woman she was not. “I can’t,” she croaked.
“But not yet.” “Why?” Ivy crossed her arms over her chest, the high from the kiss fading to anger. “Am I not good enough? Am I too young? Give me a decent reason.” He crossed the room in a flash, forcing her against the counter. “Because I want you to crave me just a fraction of how much I crave you. Because I want you so worked up you can’t see straight.” Great answer. “You’re very blurry.” He dropped his forehead to hers, then he reached past her for another cookie, snagging one before striding to the door. “Night, baby.”
Her decision to keep Lucas’s paternity to herself until after the holidays had been an excuse. If Elora kept delaying, she’d find other reasons to put it off—birthdays, sports, more holidays—until so much time had passed that the secrets would eat her alive.

