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Edwin muttered something into his cup of tea, but his free hand turned over when Robin’s own slid against it, and he laced their fingers together.
Edwin had never been comfortable with casual touch when Jack knew him. He gave off a miasma that discouraged it—and when intimate touch was involved, he submitted to it with an intensity that set Jack’s teeth on edge.
the other with the comfortably besotted gaze that said Edwin could be speaking Chinese, or Old French, or the forgotten language of the fae, and Robin would be just as happy to bask in the simple sound of his beloved’s voice.
Where does the food come from? Why, it just appears, of course. Like all food. What a silly question.
All of which was more or less true, even if Alan was the least qualified man in London to pass judgement on feminine beauty.
Alan Ross was a sharp, careful Londoner with an employable accent, who just happened to turn a nice burnished colour in the sun. Alanzo Rossi now existed only under this roof, with these people. So yes: Alanzo Rossi slipped into Italian when he could, if only to savour the feel of it in his mouth.
Besides, they were the two invert cousins in the Catholic horde of their family, and that gave them a bond.
Alan would manage. Tom and Emily and baby Lizzie would never know what it was to live without the safety of a roof and four walls. Never. If Alan had to drag his principles through the mud, if he had to go begging for help from people he resented—well, you begged, if you had no other choice. Everyone knew that.
Alan wasn’t interested in being used as a filthy rag to add grime to someone else’s soul. And he preferred the illusion of degradation the other way around.
Never beautiful, but always vibrant, as if born with an invisible guidelight burning inside.
Jack’s heart, like an unoiled piece of clockwork, gave a grudging tick of love for his astoundingly pragmatic mother.
He felt at home among couples like this, who had nothing quiet or sedate about the way they loved.
“I don’t think anyone’s ever described Robin as subtle before,” Courcey said. “He’ll enjoy the novelty.”
(His narrow face pulled into an expression that conveyed his dislike of not knowing.)
Edwin Courcey would probably emerge from an exploding building with the desire to see if he could make it happen again.
She lit up at the first taste of lemon cake in much the same way that Edwin had when Sir Robert entered the room.
Jack had never in his life felt the slightest urge to fuck Robin Blyth, but it was enough to make him briefly wonder if he was missing out on something. Edwin did not return Manning’s greeting. His eyes narrowed.
It was a terribly brave act and Jack was almost certain it was going to make things worse.
There was a terribly naked fear in the way he looked at Edwin now. Edwin flinched.
Most charity works were dedicated to improving the lot of the truly poor. Starving orphans, struggling widows on the street. Jack hadn’t considered that there might be a need to improve conditions for the average banker’s clerk.
If the world were different, I wouldn’t have had to, but it’s the way it is, and so I’ve been scared my whole life and angry for even longer. It’s exhausting. You have no bloody idea how exhausting it is.
Edwin was like this about some of his invented spells. The artist both wanting and not wanting to be perceived.
“All right then. If I tell his lordship to stop, he can ignore me as he pleases. If I tell Jack to stop—he’d better pay attention, or he’ll end up with a knee in his knackers.”
At Mass, the sound of the chant was like standing knee-high in black water, shivering with delight at being overwhelmed by something larger. A power that was strong enough to hold you up when you were too tired to do it yourself, or hold you down when you were too restless to sleep.
Magic wasn’t religion, but it was a world of power,
“Edwin has a charm which can search the record for Lady Enid’s full name,” said Robin. “Possibly,” said Edwin. “I’m still working on it.” Robin’s face was as good as a shout of adoring support from the sidelines during a rugby match. Edwin gave a tiny eye roll in return, but also stood straighter.
Edwin was not kind, and neither was he weak, despite his appearance. Edwin would pin Jack down like a butterfly to a collector’s board and do whatever it took, if it meant finding the answers he needed.
It had taught him a useful lesson about needing anyone or anything too badly.
But Alan Ross’s opinions were deeply considered and strongly held, grown like hardy weeds in the difficult soil of his upbringing. If he judged Jack wanting, then Jack would deserve it.
The sound of many people typing was a comfort to Alan, no matter how frenzied the orchestra grew as deadline approached. He’d grown up in a loud family and a series of dismally thin-walled rooms.
“Nonsense. I have full confidence in your ability to swallow stiff things,”
Some people fucked to feel more present in the world; Alan, when he let himself fuck, did it to be less present for a while. To allow his grim grip on the world to loosen.
dreamy web of painful pleasure—

